will you be the reason for my demise?

lets get this story straight. sehun isn't some pathetic, sob story you pretend to sympathize with. he doesn't need your pity. your fake smiles. what he needs is to feel again. to be comforted by the notion that death is only one step away. what he wants is to destroy and to be destoryed in return. you can never make his mother stay or his father look at him. you can't be her - the only one who made his heart beat again. you'll never take away the years of anguish or silent cries. he doesn't want a pat on the back or a warm hug. all he needs is to blacken his lungs and destory his liver. to go home and lay with loneliness while depression his hair to sleep. he'll walk this journey to hell alone. but he doesn't mind company as long you'll let him open your wounds.

ooc

gmt-6 but do account that i'm a lazy who loves sleep, works & am a full time student so rp at your own risk. i do keep ic drama ic. but please don't be an ooc esp if we don't know each other. i'm an awkward & sarcastic bastard so do tell me if i go overboard. also english. if you look like you gave no effort than i won't either & trust me my english very very bad. i mostly para bc novellas are for people who can actually write. don't rush me or poke me unless i haven't replied in > 4 days. i'm either stuck, busy or accidentally didn't see forgot your post. swearing is my third language after crying. do you love me yet? of course you do. jk i'm alone.