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Min Dohee

20 years old

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3 years at the Cirque

 

MIN DOHEE.
 

BACKGROUND.

freak.
dohee was a freak.

up till the age of thirteen, dohee led a normal life. she had friends, crushed on boys, went to parties, and all that funky jazz. it wasn't until she got into a fight with one of the guys who made fun of her younger sister that her powers appeared. 

dohee burned a hole right through him. and let's just say it wasn't exactly a very flattering sight. from then on, everything crumbled down for her. word spread like wildfire, and pretty soon, no one dared to step within a five feet radius of dohee, much less speak a word to her. the people dohee thought were her best friends, slowly turned into strangers, people she didn't know anymore. that was the worst moment of dohee's life, and she absolutely detested herself for the next few months following. dohee longed for acceptance, the long conversations about boys she used to have with her friends, the playful teasing about her height wherever she went, and really, just for people not to look at her like she was a monster.

for dohee's fourteenth birthday, she begged her parents to let her transfer schools to seoul, where hopefully, everything could be like before, and she could pretend she was normal, like she was like everyone else. dohee stayed in seoul for the next three years, trying with all her heart to keep her ability under wraps, to convince others, and frankly, herself, that she wasn't a freak. she was just a girl, just min dohee. 

when dohee was seventeen, she got mad and lost her temper at a jerk who dumped her best friend, after cheating on her with someone else. 

let's just it did not end well. 

from there, everything exploded again, and it was basically a repeat of what happened back in her hometown. all the years of dohee trying to control her temper, to conceal her powers, all the work she put into it, it was all for nothing. dohee went into depression and refused to talk to anyone. not that anyone would even talk to her. she moved back into her hometown at busan with her family and spent days cooped up in her room, surviving off instant noodles from convenience stores. her dad wanted to disown her, and honestly, her probably would've, if not for her mother and younger sister. sometimes dohee felt bitter and refused to look at her sister. why couldn't she be normal like her? why couldn't she be loved and accepted for who she was like her? why did she have to stand up for her back when she was thirteen and destroy her life?

it was maybe a little past midnight that night when dohee left the house silently, on her way to a coffee shop to clear her thoughts and brood more. it was just one of the things she did. it was on the way to the small, quaint little shop where she usually visited when she found cirque, or what she knew it as then, the midnight circus. she found out that she wasn't alone, and that there were more people out there like her. that night, dohee didn't sleep. she was awake all night thinking about what would happen if she joined the cirque. to be honest, as psyched as dohee was, in her heart, there was still a small part of her who wanted to continue insisting that she was normal, that there was nothing wrong with her. however, eventually, the cirque gained a new freak. min dohee.

PERSONALITY

dohee has an extremely fiery temper for someone her size, and she also happens to be extremely sensitive to others' remarks. she can be extremely stubborn, and hates admitting that she's wrong. dohee is very small-sized, only at 151cm, but tends to curse way too much. it's something dohee's working on improving. dohee tends to keep all her feelings bottled up, and although she may seem okay, she probably has a whirlwind of emotions inside of her itching to be spilled out. she tends to be much more comfortable around guys, especially after all her best friends in the past left her. [ will add more soon; too lazy to think rn. e u e; otl. ]

PLOTS

001 -- available; female -- you were my first friend here in cirque, and although i was a little hesitant about you before, honestly, i feel like i can trust you with the world now. you're someone i really enjoy being around, and you bring out the best in me. i really hope what happened between my old friends and me won't ever occur between us.

002 -- available; male -- out of all the guys i've met in my life, you're definitely my favourite oppa. you make me feel loved, and even though i might be one of the many girls you treat this, i really adore you and look up to you like an older brother. i'm sorry if i seem annoying or clingy, please don't ever leave me.

003 -- available; both genders -- under construction.




 
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