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Hello there <3 as you can see this is a roleplay tracker so i won''t forget about replying you ;3; please dont leave me or else i'll become a lonely ghost XD

so far :
Xi Luhan, Wu Yifan, Kim Byungjoo, Seo Inguk, Kim Namjoon, Lee Taemin, Lee Sungyeol, Choi Minho, Park Jimin, Cha Hakyeon

I could wait for your replies, but if i feel it's too long or my post got buried then i might poke you :)

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Better Watch Your Back.

Entry 1 | 19.02.2015 | Biography

"If you were to write a story with me in the lead role, it would certainly be... A tragedy" -Kaneki Ken

18 year old Jo Youngmin doesn't remember much about his past and it's something he doesn't want to recall back either. Youngmin came from an abusive family and is taken care by his grandparents at the age of 6. His parents, as far as he remember, the little him did see his parents dealing with some powdery stuff and he often see them drinking heavy drinks. Sooner after that , only then Youngmin know that his parents are actually dealing with drug dealers. His grandparents knew that his parents does the wrong thing but they didn't care much as they too, are busy dealing with trading companies. With his parents busy with drugs, little Youngmin was often left alone in his room, and he is not allowed to go out unless his parents told him so. In short, his parents actually locked him up in his room. When his parents abuse him? Simple. They went into his room, taking Youngmin out harshly by either his arm or his honey locks, throw him on the cold floor of their living room and begin to hit him, placing their blames on him and his small figure. Youngmin was blame for something he doesn't do. His parents ignores his cryings and pleadings, hitting him hard with anything within their reach, including burnt ciggaretes, and metal bars. Youngmin got to endure the pain and torture all by himself until the age of 6, where his grandparents took Youngmin under their care when both his parents are caught by the polices due to drug trafficking. During that 6 years of his life he never uttered a single word except for cryings and pleadings, and he never made any friends since he is locked in his own room and often play alone. His lack of speech indeed worries his grandparents but that worries is only for a while since the grandparents are soon busy with their works , having a company for them to run even they are at their old age. Once again, at he age of 6 he was left alone in his room at their grandparents' house, playing by his own, and is not allowed to go out. The wounds he received from his parents before they are caught goes unnoticed by his grandparents since Youngmin always wore long sleeve shirts to cover them up.

After both his grandparents passed away, his parents are still in jail, Youngmin moved away from his grandparent's house, after being ushered away by his grandparent's son, and the blonde managed to rent an apartment by doing various jobs he could find around him. Once he managed to rent an apartment and work at the same time, he found himself a student in Korea University School of Medicine and at the same time he is a part-time photographer. He doesn't have any friend(or that he doesn't even remember if he do have one before) , for now, what more to say if he have someone he love/like,for he doesn't understand what love is.

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Love

Entry 2 | 19.02.2015 | Personality

Thanks to his unpleasant memories and the nightmares he had gone through during his childhood, Youngmin doesn't really talk much. He is a quiet, introvert, timid and shy lone wolf. Often seen alone and not everyone could see how the real him is. He could talk, yes, but a little. He will talk if the situation allow him. He doesn't voice his pain out but instead he keep it all to himself, not wanting anyone to worry about him. He often think he is a burden to everyone.He could be sometime poor in health since he doesn't really eat much or sometimes he would skip his meals, for the sake of completing the crazy assingments the professor gave to him, provided he is majoriing in medics. Unknown to him, Youngmin might be having Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder thanks to his past, Youngmin doesn't know about this. But aside from that, Youngmin seemed to have develop a liking towards animals, especially kittens and puppies. And he love to take pictures too. Once you get to know him, he might be a little childish, clingy, cuddly, and is full of smiles, the real him. He talk and open up to you more if he trust you, but sometimes, while he talk,his mind would unconsciously brought the grown up Youngmin back to his childhood memories, his nightmare which result him to keep quiet for quite a long time if you don't distract him.

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Love

Entry 3 | xx.xx.xxxx | My Lover

What is love? Youngmin would ask, he didn't quite understand the meaning of the words. Let alone having a lover. But if you could accept him and the way he is, his past, his personality, his everything, and make him your lover, please take great care of him for he already place his trust in you. Don't betray his trust.