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❝ jinri was here ❞

 

sometimes i feel so tiny and useless and lonely. i know that 'im loved' but sometimes i dont feel that. i really, really like this roleplay and all, this was my very first roleplay, the longest roleplay i've been in, and the first time i've done a lot of things. during this time i had my first phone call with someone i met on the internet. skyped someone i met on the internet. and made so many internet friends that i now love and will really miss. but i dont want to click that button. but like minwoo... i just dont feel like i belong / fit in anymore. thank you for these wonderful, wonderful times together. the laughs and the memories. i'll remember them and all. i'll cry over them like i am now. so dont delete everything yet. i still havent 100% decided yet. maybe like 90%. i want to, but something is holding me back from permenately leaving. <3

 

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words that ring in my ears, words that are nailed into my heart

  ◜jung yonghwa ◞
       hawk/yong┇ june 22, 1989 ┇ district three ┇ 180 cm ┇ 63 kg             

yonghwa, in simple, in a strong, well-build person. he lived on his own for a most of his life and knows of the dangers in the wilderness. he joined the hunger games in favor of himself. he had no family, no money left, and no one to lean on. there was nothing he could do anyways. yonghwa started off strong, winning the first hunger games. it was a great honor. but as the next few games rolled by, he began to fall apart. his lover had died. he was alone. he was reminded of the cruel times in district three. yonghwa keeps to himself because of the kidnapping. he is often found alone snug quietly in a corner or raging out his anger at some random tribute. but whiever it is, he had always had a good heart and caring towards people worth caring for. he's not one to loose his pride and cry in front of people. yonghwa can be strong, very strong, but he is weak inside. 
 
jung yonghwa of district three, former gamemaker, victor of game one. he is the second son of a victor and a regular housewife, younger brother of _____, older brother of soojung; better known as krystal. unlike her, he had a rough relationship with his parents and practically everybody except IU, who died after game four. at age seven, yonghwa's older brother died due to an alergic reaction to a cat. thought it was crucial to him, it soon floated to the past- not to be remembered again. it left yonghwa and soojung alone as awkward siblings. at age ten, yonghwa's family, which now consisted of his father, mother, and his sister soojung, left district three while he was in school. he had always been told that they were kidnapped and never found. but yonghwa didnt know that the truth was that they had left. left him his district three alone. yonghwa was forced to live alone, forced to do everything by himself, and forced to survive or die. the truth about his parents being kidnapped is still unknown to him to this day. 
 
as a victor from game one, yonghwa has been able to experience many types of weapons. he prefers the bow and arrow. it can be used for short distance and long distance. people usualy see a bow and arrow as a long distance weapon, but if you get the hang of it over time, you wil gradually be able to see its other uses. such as using just the arrow for short distance or hand to hand battle. its sharp arrowhead acts as a dagger. in experience from game one, yonghwa has learned to make his very own set of a bow and arrow. he used sticks and vines and with his experience with many knick-knacks, he was able to protect himself with his homemade bow. yonghwa would pick the bow and arrow out of anything. but if it is not an option, he would go for the claws of knuckles. 
 
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i shouldn't have loved you. i shouldn't have given my heart to you.
none . none . none . none . none . none
 
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