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we all go a little mad, sometimes.
 
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Celebrity CHEF ; LITTLE PRINCESS OF YAGI Family — WHEN A PERSON FIRST EXPERIENCE SOMETHING THAT TRAUMATIZED THEM, THE BRAIN PLAYED AN IMPORTANT ROLE OF DEFENSE. IT CREATES A DEFENSE BARRIER AGAINST WHATEVER IT IS THAT IS CONSIDERED AS ‘DANGEROUS’. IT IS SIMPLY AN ACT OF ‘FLIGHT OR FIGHT’, REALLY. FOR ARISA YAGI, HER TRAUMATIZING EXPERIENCE BIRTHED A SECONDARY CHARACTER, OR FOR SOME, A SECONDARY PERSONALITY – MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER.  

HER PAST ACCOUNTED WAY BACK TO THE TIME WHEN SHE WAS JUST A TODDLER, A MERE 4 YEARS OLD WHEN WAS FOUND ABANDONED ON A CARNIVAL GROUND. BRUISES COVERING HER FRAGILE FRAME, HER LIDS PUFFED AS SHE HAD BEEN CRYING FOR AS LONG AS SHE CAN REMEMBER, DRIED BLOOD STAINED HER OVERALLS IN FEW PLACES AND YET HER FACE WAS SO COLD FOR A MOMENT WHEN FEW PASSERBY CROWDED HER BEFORE SHE FELL UNCONSCIOUS ON A PAIR OF STRONG HANDS. THEY WERE THE HANDS OF A MAN WHO LATER BROUGHT HER TO THE NEAREST HOSPITAL AND TOOK CARE OF THE BILLS. THE MAN APPARENTLY IS A BUSINESSMAN ACCOMPANIED WITH HIS LIFE PARTNER ON A BUSINESS TRIP—THE COUPLE’S HEARTS BREAK APART WITNESSING THE INJURIES INFLICTED ON THE TODDLER THAT IS ARISA, AND THAT WAS THE BEGINNING OF THE ADOPTION OF YAGI ARISA IN TO THE FAMILY OF TWO, AS THEY HAD JUST BEEN MARRIED FOR A YEAR.

YAGI ARISA GREW UP WITH LOVE THAT MANAGED TO SUPPRESS AND DECLINE THE NEED OF HER SECOND PERSONALITY TO COME OUT, AT THE SAME TIME, CONCEALING THE FACT THAT SHE HAS THAT CONDITION. SHE WAS A BUBBLY AND CHEERFUL LITTLE PRINCESS LIVING IN SOME SORT OF MANSION IN THE MIDDLE OF HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF TOKYO. HER ADOPTIVE PARENTS WERE NOT ABLE TO CONCEIVE ANY CHILD AND NATURALLY THE LOVE ARE OVERFLOWING FROM THE COUPLE. AND YET THEY COULDN’T TELL HER THE TRUTH WHEN SHE WAS FOUND, ABANDONED. THEY ASSUMED THAT WAS THE BEST FOR HER AND THAT IS THE TRUTH. ARISA ACED HER STUDIES AND MANAGED TO ACQUIRE QUITE SOME FANS EVER SINCE SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL.

GROWING UP, SHE GAINED A PASSION FOR BAKING AFTER THE CREATION SHE MADE WAS DEVOURED TIL THE LAST BITE BY HER FAMILY AND SHE COULDN'T FORGET HOW THEY SMILE SO BEAUTIFULLY. SHE LEARNED THAT SHE CAN SHARE THE HAPPINESS SHE GETS FROM HER BLESSED LIFE. AFTER GRADUATING AN ACADEMY OF ARTS IN FRANCE, MAJORING IN GOURMET COOKING, ARISA WAS SCOUTED TO BE A CHEF FOR A HOTEL IN SOUTH KOREA, AN OCEAN AWAY FROM HOME. THE CALL WAS WELCOMED WITH AN OPEN ARMS BY HER PARENTS WHO ONLY SEEKS FOR HER WELL BEING AND TAKING THIS CHANCE CAN OPEN THE PATH FOR HER DREAM. RELUCTANT YET EXCITED, ARISA LEFT HOME AT THE YOUNG AGE OF 21 AND LIVE IN THE HUSTLE BUSTLE OF SEOUL CITY FOR HER WORK. SHE WOULDN’T EVEN CALL IT WORK TBH. ARISA LOVED AND PASSIONATE ABOUT COOKING AND CREATING ARTS THAT SHE ENJOYED ALMOST EVERYTHING SOUTH KOREA HAD TO OFFER.

THE ONE THING THAT SHE COULDN’T GET USED TO, IS THE DRINKING CULTURE AND THE NIGHTLIFE. DRINKING IS ONE OF THE MAJOR THING YOU SHOULD BE INDULGING IN WHEN YOU’RE HAVING AN AFTER PARTY OFTEN DONE TO BUILD CONNECTIONS . LITTLE DID SHE KNOWS THAT HER FIRST AFTER WORK PARTY TURNS OUT TO BE THE MOMENT HER PERFECTLY CONCEALED SECOND PERSONALITY EMERGED. ARISA TURNED INTO AMY; THE DARK AND STRONG PERSONA OF HER WHEN SHE EXPERIENCE VIOLENCE OR EVEN WATCHING ANY SORT OF VIOLENCE. GROWING UP, HER PARENTS NEVER LAY A FINGER ON HER KNOWING ABOUT HER PAST. THE INCIDENT HAPPENED WHEN ARISA WITNESSED A WAITRESS BEING SLAPPED AND THROWN TO THE FLOOR AS SHE MADE A RIDICULOUSLY SMALL MISTAKE BY A SNOBBISH MAN THAT LOOKED LIKE HE HAD TOO MUCH DRINKS. SHE FELT SHARP PAIN INSIDE HER HEAD AS SHE CLUTCHED HER HAND TO HER TEMPLE. ARISA HAD TO EXCUSED HERSELF TO THE RESTROOM AND WITH STAGGERED WALK SHE FELL UNCONSCIOUS ON THE COLD FLOOR AS AMY EMERGED AND TAKE CHARGE OF THE SITUATION.

AMY IS ONE DARK PERSONA AND THAT IS HER CHARM. SHE EXISTS SOLELY TO PROTECT ARISA WHEN SHE EXPERIENCE PAIN AND IN A DANGEROUS SITUATION. PATTING DOWN HER FRILLY BLACK DRESS, AMY STRUTTED OUT TO THE PARTY AND HAVE FUN ON BEHALF OF ARISA WHILE AT THE SAME TIME TAKING CARE OF THE MENTALLY SHOCKED ARISA AFTER THE PARTY. AMY FREQUENTLY APPEARS WHEN THE NIGHT COMES- WHEN THE DAY IS OVER FOR ARISA, IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF AMY’S. 

YAGI ARISA — ALL YOU CAN SEE INSIDE ARISA IS LOVE. SHE DOESN'T SEE VIOLENCE AS AN OPTION IN LIFE. HER UPBRINGING IS OF THOSE OF A PRINCESS YET SHE KNOWS HOW TO SHARE THE BLESS, AND THAT IS WHAT DRAWS PEOPLE IN; THE GOOD ONES AND THE BAD ONES. SHE CHARMS PEOPLE AND ENTERTAIN THEM WITH HER ADORABLE DEMEANOR, HER SENSE OF HUMOR AND OBSERVANT TRAIT. SHE SIMPLY LIVE HER LIFE TO THE MOST BUT THAT AIN'T ALL THERE IS TO THE WORLD.

HER FRAIL IMAGE IS ONE THAT MEN ARE ATTRACTED TO, THE FACT THAT SHE NEEDS PROTECTION. 


YAGI AMY — AMY IS THE SECOND PERSONA OF ARISA AND SHE KNOWS THAT. SHE IS WELL AWARE OF THE WHOLE SITUATION OF HER EMERGING WHEN THE NIGHT FALL AND WHEN ARISA IS FACED WITH DANGER. DARK, STRONG AND BRAVE- THAT'S WHAT SHE IS. SHE DOESN'T DEAL WELL WITH WEAKNESSES AND BLUNT ABOUT WHAT SHE THINKS. AT TIMES SHE LOVES DRINKING DOWN HER FRUSTRATION UPON ARISA'S PATHETIC (THAT'S WHAT SHE THINKS) LIFE AND THE AMOUNT OF FUN IN THE WORLD SUCH AS MEN AND LUXURIES SHE'S NOT INDULGING HERSELF IN. EVEN WITH THE ENDLESS TEMPTATION TO HAVE THE DARK LIFE, SHE CHOSE TO HELD IT IN FOR THE TIME BEING AND LET LIFE TEACHES ARISA IT'S TRUE SELF. AMY OFTEN JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP THAT SHE KNOWS WILL NOT LAST OR EVEN ONE NIGHT STANDS. SHE KNOWS THAT BOTH ARISA AND HERSLEF HAVE NEEDS AND SINCE ARISA IS A HOPELESS ROMANTICIST, SHE TAKE IT THAT SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

plots that i wantmusings and plots

Roleplaying with
PARK SEOJUN // PLOTTING // 281115
JUNG DAEHYUN// PLOTTING // 281115
KIM JIWON // PLOTTING // 281115
KIM MINGYU // PLOTTING // 281115
amber liu // plotting  // 291115
lee byunghun // plotting // 281115
kim Taehyung // plotting // 291115
Bang yongguk // ex boyfriend // replied on wall // 291115
im jinah // plotting // 291115
jang dongwoo // nightclub // making starter // hospital
mark tuan // plotting // 301115
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CHARACTER NAME // GENRE // REPLIES/NEEDING TO REPLY


Musing With
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Character Name // Genre // Status
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ooc  

x gmt+8
x I would appreciate it if you take a look at Arisa's profile before jumping into conclusions. And I am not my character so don't get confused.
x i'm quite awkward at first, but hit my wall to talk in ooc if you want
x on most of the time but i can actually do replies at night when my brain decided to be useful for the day ;;
x i'm having my holiday for the whole december so i will be more active now than later.



writing style
I do almost all kind of genres, and i like the variety of it. detailed 1st or 3rd para and multi-para is fine with me but expect a bit of delay. i love descriptive writing and i appreaciate people that can match the flow with mine. i can both mirror and be more than mirroring. but i don't find god-modding acceptable unless i permit you to. , , . i view as an art so i enjoy doing a plot with ; with kinks at that. desciptive is all i want, not some moan and just laying there b|

PLOTS FOR ARISA [DAY TIME]

PLOT NAME
 — 0/2 / GENRE
ABOUT THE PLOT HERE.

PLOT NAME — 0/2 / GENRE
ABOUT THE PLOT HERE.

PLOT NAME — 0/2 / GENRE
ABOUT THE PLOT HERE.

PLOTS FOR AMY [NIGHT TIME]

BUSTED
 — 0/1 / DRAMA, ,
THE NIGHT WAS COLD AND YOU WERE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO WARM YOU UP. AMY WAS THERE, SITTING ON A BAR WITH HER DARK LIPS COMPLEMENTING HER SUPPLE, FAIR SKIN. YOU APPROACHED HER AND YOU TWO ENDED UP ON YOUR BED; CLOTHES THROWN ON THE FLOOR AND BODIES COLLIDED ON THE SOFT MATTRESS. THE NIGHT FALLS DEEPER AND AMY FELL ASLEEP IN YOUR ARMS AND FORGET THAT SHE SHOULDN'T. AMY WAS NEVER ONE TO BE CARELESS ABOUT LETTING HER TRACK FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE TO BE TRACED BY ARISA BUT TODAY IS THE DAY WHEN ARISA LEARNED THE TRUTH ABOUT HER DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS. ARISA WOKE UP AND FOUND HERSELF LYING ON UNFAMILIAR BED AND A STRANGER THAT IS YOU THAT HAD YOUR ARMS ON HER BODY, AND NOW SHE WANTS SOME EXPLAINATION FROM YOU

Plot Name — 0/2 / Genre
About the plot here.

Plot Name — 0/2 / Genre
About the plot here.

Plot Name — 0/2 / Genre
About the plot here.
we're not the usual couple

bae's name - month xxth, 20xx - love is you

you're not good with the 'l' word and that's fine with me. why, you asked? because as long as i know that you do have feelings for me, nothing can make me doubt you unless you want me too. 

what i like about you? there's a lot, really. your large hands that touch me in many ways, bringing me to places i've never been to. your ways to make sure i know that you do care about me without being too overly sweet, as i like it. your addictive voice that i love hearing before i sleep and when i wake up. your scents lingering on my bed sheet. do i have to say more? 
arisa yagi。

Feeling — on cloud nine
Listening To — pity party by melanie martinez
Craving — crumbly cupcakes
Relationship — in love with myself