Personal Message

post this here for anyone who stalks can see;

kim jonghyun; first ever bias. first member of a group that i listened to and watched for almost 10 years.
i feel empty, yes. but we all do. no one ever noticed how much pain he kept hidden so well behind that bling bling smile. it hurts so much to imagine how many more idols go through depression and the feeling of being alone everyday. it because when they seek for the help, they get a back turned to them. "you did well" is what he wants us say but truth be told, he did amazing. his voice, his eyes, smile, voice, body and mind was beautiful and to be cherished till the end of time.
no matter how a person is or what they do. they should always feel loved by not family, friends or strangers. but by everyone and everything. its hurts me to my ing core. shock went through my body when i woke up monday morning, thinking that it was just another day of school and finals week. but being told that shinee's main vocal is dead- its something i couldn't believe till i searched it. if only i was awake earlier and found out then maybe i wouldn't have spent the whole day crying and ignoring everyone. but honestly, i'm still crying now. there probably won't be a day that i don't listen to a shinee song, look at my shinee pictures or listen to an sm group without remembering him.
it ing shakes me whenever i think of all the people he was close to; his sister (sodam), taeyeon, onew, key, minho and taemin. how much they're hurting just as much right now. i'm writing this as a saying that no matter what group i'm stanning right now or obsessed with. shinee will always be first besides super junior. sm will always be my first.

kim jonghyun, you did well. you did amazing. you did fantastic. you lived a good life even if you didn't believe it or we didn't see it.
rest is forever happiness puppy. 04081990-12182017

About Me
 
 
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quick trivia
namelex
nickname(s)uhh
birthdaydec 12
age21
orientationgay
ethnicityasian/black
 
history
chapter one.
i guess to start my story of rp'ing? i started on asianfanfics, not sure what roleplay it was exactly. but that was around 2011-2012. im an oldie. you would think i know everyone but not really. ive got a long history with people and whatnot. so let me list my old usernames;

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teleportingteletubbies
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fishyfishy
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you_did_well
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rainbownugget
chapter two.
as you can obviously tell, ive been on rpr since 2014 cause i lost my old account. but yeah thats my story. 
 
personality
likes.
people who are; understanding, funny, great sense of humor, mature, lil bit of crackheads.
positive, vibes, drawing, dancing, movies, music and i guess roleplaying
dislikes.
toxic head asses, drama/drama seekers, sneak dissers.
i have a lot that i cant think of honestly. just ask me and ill let you know
habits.
being really bad at knowing when a joke goes too far. being kind of a . cause quite frankly, if youre annoying or piss me off. im going to have a few words to say. oops.
 
connections
friends
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grinch
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blockbtob1amen
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kaibongs
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baejoot
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turnips
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yukiko
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kagaki
current roleplays
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~♬Music and Coffee♬~ Kim myungsoo
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e p i p h a n y 
Bae Joohyun
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e p i p h a n y
Kim Taeyeon
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♦ serenity ♦
Kim Matthew
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✈  helicopter 
Bang Chan
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✈  helicopter
Kim Hanbin
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✈  helicopter
Zion Kuwonu
fav artists
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ateez
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stray kids
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red velvet
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mblaq
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mamamoo
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shinee
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exo (kris, luhan & tao)
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girls generation
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f(x)
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super junior
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big bang

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2ne1
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b2st
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jaden smith
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joji/filthyfrank
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dawn
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amine
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monsta x (wonho)
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k.a.r.d
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lauv
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post malone
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blackbear
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prettymuch
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the neighborhood
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theres just a lot of artists, mostly american. out of respect for me; dont say you love kpop if you only listen to bts or/and blackpink.
 
my beloved
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date(s)03132019
Girl your eyes are like the open sea, the simple poetry

— jaden smith
 
other info
writing style.
im better at 1st and 3rd. my 3rd may be rusty considering ive been off rpr and roleplaying in general, for several months to a year almost. plus i lowkey at writing but dont worry about that. 
pace & activity.
for the time being until i get super busy with life again. im kind of part time roleplaying.
meaning you can catch me on here almost everyday for at least a couple hours. 
other disclaimers.
i believe my timezone is
gmt -8

but dont quote me cause i honestly dont pay attention nor care for it. just ask me what time i got over here and we can go from there.

i am completely open to pm and kkt.
i dont have other social media for rp'ing but i can make one if you wanna plot something.

thats all for my prof. thanks for reading!