i know sometimes you think you aren’t important, but let this be your reminder that you’ve got one of the largest parts of my heart ugh hate to be a sap, but today’s our one year anniversaire. i thought this might be a bit important.

you don’t have to reply to this obv. you poured your heart out to me so many times, all that love, i want to give it back. im trying to sound genuine but i am rlly bad at it : ( i love you, i really do. i do i do i do. there will always be a throne in my heart with your name on it. you are one of the few things i am proud of. thank you for making me smile,, you got that power to make me smile even at funerals, y’know. it’s been tough, really really tough. but ive still got someone who loves me so much, that’s what makes it all worth it. thank u thank u thank u.

i never feel like i belonged, until you popped by one day, i couldn’t help but feel like, hey maybe we’ll be bueno and all hakuna matata. and, i remember thinking i wanted to buy you a snow globe cause you told me you collect them

don’t remember what i wanted to say next. how does my brain just have the audacity to take personal time off in the middle of a task 

i need to talk abt how cute you are. 

?? @!! ! #$!!%#€?&&this is me being confused and also exploring my keyboard bcos how are you soso cute? you’re just? really... cute. i need you to stop. hello 911? it might mean nothing, but i’m dying. mayu is killing me. do you have a swat team available
 

that was dramatic

all in all, everyone needs someone like you in their life, at least once. i know i need you more than you need me. for one year, i’ve had the privilege to be your friend. i’m rlly glad i can call you that. btw i can’t stop listening to that audio. i love your laugh, love, you should do more of that. someone likes you deserves the moon, i swear. or winning the lotto. esp the lotto. the good things in life are free but the best things in life are expressed in USD

work hard, but don’t forget to stop and be gentle to yourself! no matter what happens, grit your teeth through it. carry those shoulders high. and i’m here. i’m here, for you, always. i love you. i hope you read this. because i wrote all of this thinking about you. i could write so much more.

i can’t multitask i wrote this while walking and ran into a door anyhow ilu

p.s. you can block me, but not the truth. i just know i’m taller than you and that’s all that matters but i am psychic too, so i know
 

cheers to our wonhao, gintaka. chanbaek is two dudes chilling in a hot tub 5 ft apart cause they’re not gay. rip. bruise x deteriorate is ever lasting.