@Rap Monster I don't know! Why would I know if I forgot it or not, if I forgot it?!
Seems legit. I'm a navy seal, and I'm married to Kim Jong Un too.
/rests my forehead against your chest, wrapping my arms around your torso/
That's no way to talk to your hyung...I should just smack your face for that, but I'll let it slide. This time. /slowly closes my eyes, exhaling deeply/ Despite you saying that, I have a feeling that one day, I'll just be replaced...You'll have another kid, and Namdae will feel replaced as well. It just seems that's how everything ends, right?
/wipes my eyes with your shirt, my face smashing against your chest/
You always seem like you're annoyed with me, that you'd rather be with someone else that would make you happier...All I do is stress you out. Am I that naggy? And I don't feel normal, though...Just take your band members for example. They don't fight as much as we do...We're always fighting. I just want to be like the cute couples that always look all happy, but I'm an , and that won't happen.
/sighs, looking at my bloated stomach that's sticking slightly out of my shirt/
I'm sorry...I know you wanted to just until we had kids, and I did too...I didn't think it'd happen this fast. I'm not even ready for this kind of thing; I honestly didn't think we'd have kids until we were 30 or something.
@Daehyun Well what the hell then? How the did you get pregnant if you didn't stop taking it? Did you forget or something? Oh yeah uh huh. You're part of the illuminati and a communist and your ex boyfriend is a penguin.
I'm done fighting over this Daehyun.
/hugs you tighter, shaking my head and squeezing you/
Just shut up... You can really be a idiot sometimes. I'm never going to leave you. I shouldn't have said all that , but I was mad and stressed out. But that's never a reason for leaving you and my son. I love you too much to do that.
/wiggles myself closer to you, pulling you tight against my chest/
/pecks your lips and looks straight into your slitted eyes, nodding a few times/
We are happy though... We do have a romantic relationship, .... We just fight sometimes... And that's okay, every couple does.
Don't say that. Of course I'm happy about it. How could I not be? The love of my life is carrying /my/ child. I'm ing thrilled. I'm sorry I didn't seem like I was before, I was just kinda shocked at it... I thought we would be able to make some memories here, just the two of us, before we added anymore to the family. But I'm glad that you're pregnant, I'm really ing happy about it.
@Rap Monster Do you really think I'd just stop taking the pill? I guess you think I'm apart of the Illuminati as well, right? There'd be no point in stopping, because I wasn't even ready to get pregnant, nor did I want to be this quickly.
No, I mean be like any other husband, and help me through this . It's hard enough knowing that my whole body will be ruined, and that I'll have to go through the pain of giving birth, and your ing and does nothing.
/tries to pull away from you; looking away from you, and over at the wall/
But if you're so mad about how "ungrateful" I am, why don't you just leave? You've said all of this, and now you're so set on not leaving.
/rolls onto my side, and throws the covers over myself, closing my eyes for a few moments to calm down/
/hears you coming in, pretending to be asleep, even though no one can fall asleep that quickly; but opens my eyes regardless, staring at you through narrow slits/
I...I just want to be happy, and have a romantic relationship like everyone else does...
But all we do is fight, and I don't even think you're happy about me being pregnant, or at least, it doesn't seem like you are...
@Daehyun /stares at you in disbelief, laughing bitterly before shaking my head/
Why the hell would it be someone elses ing house? Why would you even think that? What the . Why would I bring you to one of my ing friends houses to live? Honestly do you think that badly of me? The only reason we were still living in the ing dorm is because I was saving enough ing money to pay for this place. Oh really? Me being a little ? That's funny, coming from you.
/my face starts to turn red from how angry I am, clenching my fists so tight, I can feel my nails pierce the skin/
That's ing bull. Bull. I do everything for you, and I never hear a thank you. Not once have I ever heard you say thanks. I'm not that ing dumb, although you might be. Why the hell would I do that? Don't you think that I wanted our own place too? Somewhere we can ing call 'ours'? I cant ing believe you.
/throws my hands up in exasperation, running both hands through my hair, not noticing that they're bleeding slightly/
Well how the hell are you pregnant? If you didnt stop taking it, how are you ing pregnant?! Oh like what? Pat your head and tell you how good you are for getting pregnant? Yeah. Not gonna happen.
/stares at you for a few seconds before grabbing your arm, pulling you against me and I look down at you/
Dont ing talk to me like that. I'm not leaving. I'm never leaving. You are my husband, and that's my son. There is no ing way I'm leaving.
/slides my arm around your waist and I hold you close to me for a few seconds before I leave/
/comes back in once I finish my drink, crawling towards you on the bed, pulling you into my arms and kissing your shoulder/
Daehyun... I'm sorry... I was just frustrated... I've been under a lot of stress, then finding out you're pregnant and when you misunderstood earlier, I just snapped... I'm sorry.. I know I shouldn't yell at you, it wasn't your fault. I was being a . I'm sorry.
@Rap Monster /bites the inside of my cheek, staying silent as my eyes narrow even further than they do naturally; not wanting to admit that I actually do like the house/
I don't know how much it costs. I do like the house, I just thought that it was someone else's house. What else do you want me to say? Wouldn't you think that it would make you mad as well, if you thought that you were going to be living in your ing husband's friends' house? Stop being a little .
/rolls my eyes, leaning on my back foot as I try to tune you out, but it's a lot harder to do when there's no other sound/
Oh, you're going to take a mistake, a miscommunication as an excuse to complain about how "ungrateful" I am? You have never given me anything before, so you can shut your dumb up. I do like the house, I just thought you'd be dumb enough to go off and assume that I'd like living in someone else's house, and I honestly don't doubt that you'd do that.
/clenches my fists even tighter together, my nails leaving indentations into my palms/
All you can do is run your mouth, right? Do you really think I just stopped taking it? You haven't done anything to help this pregnancy, and you can't. So if you really wanna be a smartass, you can leave right now, and I'll be taking my son. Watch your damn mouth.
/leaves the pajama pants on the ground, and opens up the window to let some air in/
Oh, still being a useless piece of , I see! Can't even help the one that's carrying a ing human, right?!
/covers my head up with a pillow, and curls up into a ball on the bed/
@Daehyun Are... Are you ing serious? You've been complaining for months about getting our own house and you still think the dorms better? Wow. Just ing wow. Do you know how much money I spent on this place? For you, well for nothing actually. Since you don't even like it. God why do I even ing bother?
/my hands ball up into fists and I frown, the hurt obvious in my eyes/
This was supposed to be your wedding present. But of course the ing designers took forever. Now all the work and money I spent on a ing house for us is wasted because you don't ing like it. Yeah, I did actually. I thought you would like it. I guess I am stupid for thinking that. I forgot you don't like anything that I do. Fine. Let's go. I really cannot believe I actually thought you would ing like it here. I didn't even get a ing thank you. "Oh thanks Namjoon, for buying me a ing house. You're a pretty ing great husband." Of ing course not.
/crosses my arms over my chest and knits my eyebrows together/
You ing heard me. Well why the hell would I wear a when you're on birth control? If you were taking the pill why the hell are you pregnant?
/watches you struggle slightly, my eyes looking away when you pull your shirt off/
Whatever..,
/mumbles and tosses them in your direction before leaving the bedroom, going to the kitchen and pouring myself a drink, going and looking out the window before chugging it down, my eyes getting moist/
I really thought he would like it...
/mumbles to myself and stares out the window, sniffling a few times and dropping unwanted tissues/
@Rap Monster I don't care whose it is...It's still not any better than living in a dorm.
/grinds my teeth together, my right eye slightly twitching as my face becomes bright red/
What do /you/ think? Do you really think I'd want to move in here? God, you're so stupid. This isn't an upgrade at all ― you might as well put all of this in the car, and go straight back to the dorm. It's the same, stupid .
/drags myself into the bedroom, my whole body beginning to shake, as if I'm going to combust/explode right there/
What the hell did you just ing say? Oh no, don't you dare ing start that . No one told you not to wear a , and for your information, I /was/ taking the pill, so shut up.
/blows out air in a huff, sitting down and pulling off my jeans as soon as I get into the bedroom; pulls my shirt over my head, exposing a bloated-looking stomach that is much more noticeable than it was before/
I don't care, it's hot in here.
/falls backwards onto the bed, and curls up on my side as I face the wall, my skin turning a pinkish red from both irritation and how hot it is in the room/
@Daehyun No, this isnt my parents house. They live in a penthouse in the city...
/mumbles softly and looks down/
/notices your scowl and frowns, tilting my head slightly/
Do... Do you not like it...?
/sighs softly and nods, grabbing the bag with your pajamas and walking with it to the bedroom, waiting for you to catch up/
Wait... It's not just my fault. Weren't you on birth control?
Whatever.. It doesnt matter now.
/mumbles and sets the bag down before pulling out a blue pair with cheesecake on them/
Are these okay?
@Rap Monster No. I don't.
Is this your parents' house or something? A real upgrade from your friends' dorm...
/huffs, somewhat waddling all the way to the door, and slips inside/
/puts the keys in my pocket, and looks around as I walk forward, a scowl already plastered on my face due to my muscles aching/
Where's my bag full of pajamas, and where's the bedroom at? My pants barely fit.
/crosses my arms, seeing some of my pajama pants sticking out of a bag/
Since it's your fault I'm like this, it's only fair you help me change my clothes.
@Daehyun /smiles at you before looking back at the house/
We're home.
/stares at you for a few minutes before shaking my head, sighing softly/
You don't get it do you...?
/follows you to the front door and pulls out my own pair of keys, opening the door up for you/
You can sleep here, whenever you want.
/grins and walks in, smiling when I see all of our luggage and boxes of our stuff in the entrance/
Good... Our stuff is here already..
@Rap Monster I just want this to be over...
/mumbles to myself, my eyes slowly closing as I drift off into sleep/
/feeling the car come to a stop, my head slightly jerks to the side, waking me up from my sleep/
/groggily opens up my eyes, and looks around the place through the windshield, my eyebrow raising in confusion/
Namjoon...Where the hell are we?
/grumbles under my breath, rubbing my aching head a few times; looks down at the keys, and hesitantly takes them from you/
I just want to go home, and you're taking me all over the place!
/whines loudly, getting out of the car with a slight struggle, since my back and head begin aching at the same time/
Ugh...I don't care where we are --- I'm sitting down, and or going to sleep in here.
@Daehyun /raises my hands up slightly and shakes my head/
Alright alright.... Honey, just calm down a little okay? I'm going to take great care of you and the baby. I promise that I'll be here for both of you, no matter what. You just need a good nights sleep and we should talk about all this tomorrow. Now... Let's get out of here.
And don't start talking about quitting singing, I know you love it. We'll work everything out I promise.
/glances at you before quickly nodding/
Alright... Let's go home.
/turns and starts to drive in the opposite direction of the dorm, shaking my head slightly/
No... I don't understand..,
/mumbles quietly/
/about 10 minutes later we pull up to a medium sized house and I park the car, looking over at you and smiling like a mischievous little kid/
We're home~
/pulls out a set of keys and hands them to you before getting out of the car, going around and opening your door for you/
