@α❅jung hoseok Sunggyu turned his head a bit and sighed when he saw the younger running out of his class. He have feeling that the younger will holing himself inside the restroom. He shook his head and letting out the tired sigh. His best friend has been like that for almost two months now. He didn't know why Hoseok seems frightened by him.
@α☪kim sunggyu Hoseok dared himself to sneak a peep, hoping that Sunggyu, or whatever he was, would stop haunting him. A sigh of relief nearly escaped his lips when he saw that the elder was no longer beside him, until he realised that the other was still in close proximity. "I have to use the restroom," he meekly excused himself and shuffled towards the door before making a break for it. Halfway during his run he realised he'd left his bag back there, but dismissed the thought and decided it was for the best to hide it out in the restroom.
@α❅jung hoseok He watched the younger expression turned pale and his chuckles stopped. "Yah, what's wrong with you?" He asked, frowning. "Why are you shutting your eyes like that?" He added. He had an inkling about the reasons but he hoping his feelings is wrong. He looked at the younger slightly hurt but he smoothed his expression and turned around, went back toward his desk.
@α☪kim sunggyu Hoseok flinched at the sound of Sunggyu's voice, despite knowing that he was already there. As if that wasn't enough, the latter was starting to pat his shoulder. He barely held in a scream and squeezed his eyes shut. If the older was but a phantom, he would disappear if Hoseok ignored him, right? That was what the alpha thought, that was what he hoped. Fighting the urge to flee, he let his manners take over. "No thank you, I'm good," he murmured.
@α❅jung hoseok (It's a good starter ^^ don't worry)
sunggyu was in his literature classroom preparing some of teaching subjects for the day. He turned toward the door smiling lightly as he stood up and walked, opening it.
"Why are you keep standing like that?" He asked his one of his favorite student slash friend, Jung Hosoek.
"Are you thinking about the food again? Woohyunnie giving me plenty for lunch, so you can have it with me." He added as he pat the younger shoulder.
@α☪kim sunggyu Hoseok crept into the classroom, slightly unnerved. Literature had been his favourite subject, poring over pages upon pages to open up the worlds of each poem and prose, and the way words sounded so eloquent, so raw, when put together fascinated him. Well, he still loved literature and writing. Moreover, he was chummy with the teacher. There was something about the teacher, however, that made the alpha so afraid to step inside the classroom. He honestly wondered why he was still attending this class.
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon (It's literature room. It's like "yay!", sunggyu often said it when he's got what he wanted.)
*he stuck his tongue at the younger and still wriggling his body in awkward dance before seating himself on the chair and start scooping the ice cream and eating it happily, humming some tunes*
Oh~ this is delicious~
*look at your ice cream and giving you puppy eyes*
Can I taste it, please?
*smiling softly*
Well, it's three head in a relationship so it bound to have some fight or misunderstanding between us. But as long as we trying and still love each other, we can. And Woohyunnie is my life mate, my true mate. And I love baby brother even if he often get annoyed with me because I'm annoying.
*laughing softly*
Yes, it's indeed nice to have someone love you.
*scratching my head*
Well, I'm not fit to be a teacher myself, you know. I'm dumb and can't teach ...
*laughing*
But well, I like to be around kids *smiling*
Tell me more about you then.
@α☪kim sunggyu ( sorry. i couldn't remember what room we were roleplaying in. btw. what does assabyong mean? )
/wrinkles my nose ever so slightly when you tease me, refusing to let me pay for next time/
That's not fair.. /gives the faintest of huffs, but a smile still sticks to my lips, finding your little party somewhat adorable/
/my head ever so slightly tilts to the side as you speak, finding a little more admiration for you/
I'm sorry you feel jealous, but I'm happy that you love them both so much, that even that doesn't bother you. It must be very nice to be around the two of them.
/snickers lightly, smiling somewhat shyly/
Yes. Thank you. It's certainly nice to find someone that I actually find loving more than just the .
/laughs lightly and grins brightly at you, finding myself fairly comfortable explaining even little things to you while nibbling at my ice cream/
How's teaching? Is it as stressful as I think it might be? Is it something you even like to do?
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *he cheered and do some little awkward dance*
Yay, assabyong~
Sure, sure, I'll let you pay next time... Not... Hehehe
*he stuck his tongue out like a little kid and doing funny faces*
Namu have two mates. But well, it's kind of like that. *smiling* it's hard but I love and care about baby brother too, so it's fine. I do get jealous sometimes, when they got together and I'm feeling left out. But, I still love them to death anyway.
*looking at you curiously*
Oh? You recently mated? Wah~ congratulations~
@α☪kim sunggyu /I blink a couple of times, a little shocked at your puppy-dog look, finding it to be somewhat adorable and I must admit that I'm a little surprised that teacher like you could be so cute, but I fall for it and smile softly, nodding as I carefully tuck my wallet back into my bag/
Fine. But just this time. Next time, I pay for you.
/I take my ice cream as well, following after you to the seats, making myself as comfortable as possible while listening to you as you tell me who Namu and Baby Bro are/
/my lips part a little and my eyes widen in awe, having never met anyone like you who has multiple partners, who's at least 100% comfortable with the situation/
You have two mates? How does that work? I admire you for being able to be so comfortable with it, I'm just a little curious as to.. I suppose- do you ever get jealous?
/I pause for a moment before smiling shyly at you/ You don't have to answer if you don't want. I've just always been curious about those who can be with two people.
And I have a mate. /I smile softly, a pleasant hum in the back of my throat as I at my ice cream/ His name is Kangjoon. He's a new mate but everything seems to be going well so far.
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *he nod but still looking at younger, pouting slightly, feeling a bit lost when the younger say that he want to pay for himself*
But, I want to treat you for the ice cream...
*he then smiling brightly when he hear the younger asking about his Namu and Baby Bro. After proceeding to purchase the ice cream with him insisting to pay for the younger,*
Let me pay it, please~
*he said with puppy look on his face, they then took a sit on the empty seat, eating the ice cream while talking*
Well, Namu is my mate. My true mate. His age is around your, I guess. *chuckles*
And Baby bro is Namu's boyfriend, so indirectly my boyfriend too, and now he's Namu's mate.
*smile and eagerly scooting closer*
How about you?
@α☪kim sunggyu /blinks back up at you when you start to question me, a smile on my lips as I quickly shake my head, my free hand waving lightly to reassure you that everything is fine/
No, no. I'm okay. I'm just looking for my wallet so I can pay for my ice cream.
/I eventually find my wallet and I start to rummage through the notes, pulling out my end while my eyes wander back over to you with the gentlest of smiles placing itself right back onto my lips/
I'm not sure what to talk about, so I'd like to get to know you.. Uhm- who were those people you were talking about earlier? You seemed fond of them quite a bit. Namu? And.. you said baby bro, I think?
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *sunggyu turned back slightly and look at his student who were rummaging his back, searching for something*
What's wrong?
*he asked concerned. He stepped closer to the younger, head tilted in confusion*
Is something wrong? You left something in the class?
@α☪kim sunggyu /hums lightly in understanding, already liking the way that you describe the little ice cream shoppe/
/after a bit, we end up at the place that you were talking about, and a smile pleasantly makes its way onto my lips/
/you were right when you said that this place was homey and nice/
/making my way in, I walk up to the counter that another customer had just cleared away from, but letting you go ahead while my hand slides into my bag in search of my wallet to pay for my own ice cream, as well as to give me a little time to think about a string of conversation for us while we snack/
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *he nod at the younger answers*
Hm, that sounds good too. I think I'll buy some of other flavors too.
*smile*
It's just around the block. Not that far. Not too big nor small, it's decent with homey feeling.
@α☪kim sunggyu /I hum lightly in thought, trying to go through all of the flavours to pick out which one I tend to like the best/
I probably like cookie dough the best. Or the chocolate ones with the little pieces of brownies in it.
/smiles with a single nod of my head, more than pleased with my answer seeing as both options are already making my mouth water a little bit/
/I make my hands comfortable in my pockets after fixing my bag on my shoulder, my eyes wandering around curiously/
What place are we headed to? Is it somewhere small?
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *Sunggyu slowly walking out of the classroom, humming slightly. He was craving for some ice cream for a few days already, but haven't had time to go*
*He turned at the younger slightly, smiling; the younger seems happy and he was glad*
I like strawberries. How about you?
@α☪kim sunggyu /I didn't flinch at the touch, despite how unprepared I was, but I certainly don't mind the little bit of attention and affection, seeing as I'm willing to take just about anything, whether the relationship is old, new, or uncomfortable/
/with a light nod in response to the other for both of responses that required some kind of acknowledgement, I followed after you out the door and down the halls towards the exit/
/I started to feel a little more giddy with every step, feeling pride in myself for having technically made a new friend; my eyes shifted a bit to look at the other, to make sure I gave up some attention to you/
Since we're heading out for ice cream- what kind do you like best?
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *he reaching for the younger head and ruffled his hair softly; smiling* *he feel like he saw the younger as a cute puppy*
You're not intruding. We can hang out anytime too.
*he tidied a bit more before standing up and gesturing at the younger*
Let's go then
@α☪kim sunggyu /I knew if I had a tail, it would be tucked between my legs in slight embarrassment, but I do as I'm told and relax as best as I can under quick circumstance/
Sorry. I'm not very organized with my ideas and plans. I just got a little worried I was intruding. But I'm fine. And yes. That'd be nice.
/I smile brightly and take a couple steps away from your desk, a soft hum building in the back of my throat in response to how pleased I am with having been successful in my fairly random situation/
I'm ready whenever you are.
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *sunggyu smiling softly while looking at his student.*
I'm not busy, sure, why not? We can hang out.
*he laughing softly when he saw how awkward his student had become*
Relax, Jaewon ah, I won't bite. Well I have plan to go eat ice cream at the cafe not far away from here. How about you accompany me then?
@α☪kim sunggyu /I blink a couple of times when you bring up a few people who you might be having plans with, feeling a little more uncomfortable now that I feel as though I could be ruining possible plans, but I let the smile on my lips simply brighten with my head giving a firm shake/
I just wanted to know if you wanted to uh.. Hang out? I don't have any friends and you seem fairly easy to talk to you.
/my smile starts to soften, hoping that I'm being in some sense endearing enough that you could agree to spend a little time with me, whether it be today, or another day, but either which way, I prepare myself for some sort of rejection/
We could go to do whatever it is you'd like to do, in case you //did// have some sort of plans. /I pause for a moment, a hand lifting to lightly scratch at the spot right above my elbow/ But only if you'd like to. It's all up to you.
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *he was so into tidying his desk that he almost didn't hear the soft calling if not for the hand waving. He looked up and smiled when he saw one of his students stood there with worry etched on the younger face. He didn't know what was that make the younger look like that.*
Yes, Jaewoon, can I help you?
*he asked as he stare curiously at his student. He tilted his head slightly when he hear what the younger asked*
Hm? Today? Not that I can think of. I'm not busy today. But I'm not sure about the weekend. I have to check if Namu and baby bro want to do something. Why?
*he answered still smiling. He wasn't busy today as he plan to go to the cafe nearby to eat ice cream. He has been craving it. But he wasn't sure about the weekend, if his younger boyfriends will want to do something*
@α☪kim sunggyu /after collecting the homework for the weekend, I cleaned up my desk, eyes wandering around the room as it slowly started to clear out/
/once the room was fairly cleaned out, I grabbed my bag and made my way carefully to the front of the room, noticing how little you were paying attention to anything around you, which made me a little worried about scaring you/
/humming softly, I shift closer to the desk, waving a hand lightly to gain some attention as to not scare you when I peep up/ Hi- Er- Mr.Kim? /a soft yet slightly sheepish smile tugs at the corners of my lips/ Are you busy today? Or uh, this weekend?
@[H] Ω☪jung jaewon *Sunggyu ended his lectures with some homework for students to study and then proceeded to collect all his papers and organize it into an order on his table.
He let his gaze wander around the classroom, studying each of his students with smile etched on his face. And he smiled more when he remembered about his younger mates. Chuckling slightly he shook his head and went back organizing his papers, oblivious to his surrounding*
@α☪kim sunggyu /I lightly tapped the end of my pencil against the desk beneath my palm as I stared at the paper in front of me while waiting for the ticks of the clock to trigger the bell so I knew that the school day had ended, and I could go ahead and set out my plans of action; I hadn't really made too many friends since my arrival at the school, though I had found myself a romantic partner; the only problem was, I couldn't be with him every second of the day, so friends was my only other option, and that certainly wasn't bad for me- except for the fact that most people here were too outgoing to make me comfortable, so I had to try for someone else who was a little more quiet/
/with my toes wiggling lightly in my shoes, my eyes drop towards the teacher at the front of the room, Sunggyu; he seemed to be very soft spoken and sweet, easy to talk to in some sort of way, so my hopes were high and making you my friend- the only thing was I had to wait for the class to end, the weekend to start, and make myself seem interesting enough that you'd agree to let me hang around you/
Being the only one left in the room, Joohyuk looked around feeling somewhat comforted of the silent and empty class room. the class has ended half an hour ago but he stayed behind not really feeling like going home yet. He stared back at the writings on the board. "Our language has wisely sensed the two sides of being alone. It has created the word loneliness to express the pain of being alone And it has created the word solitude to express the glory of being alone." It read. For some reason, it made Joohyuk reached for a piece of paper from under his desk and took the pen that has been sitting on top his desk for the whole time during the class and he started to write.
'You pass me on the street and out eyes briefly meet.' His pen stopped for a moment as he stared at a blank space, words slowly coming into mind one after another and his hand started to move again, words being written down on the piece of paper.
'You hold the door open for me as I enter behind you.
I say thanks, but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
In the elevator you crack a joke, I flash a smile,
you have no idea that my heart is in denial.
You ask me how my day was and I say fine.
You have no idea that my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line.
My happiness is gone as I walk in this world.
The thoughts in my head have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole.
Once you lose your soul there is no turning back.
Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact.
You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun.
Your days are so long the problems in your mind make you question if you should carry on.
You smile so that's what people see on your face,
they think that you are happy but deep down inside you feel like a worthless disgrace.
Each day the performance you put on for people is Emmy award winning,
But you question yourself and wonder if you act is just a way for you to hold off your own internal sinnings.
When you wake up from a night's sleep you wonder to yourself if today is the day your heart will be back to it's old self or will it still be skipping every other beat.
You wonder if things that once made you happy to be alive will make a comeback.
You wonder if the little things in life that made you who you are will have you once again dreaming to the stars.
You wonder if you will feel less empty hearted.
You wonder to yourself who holds the match to start that fire.
You're tired of running and losing your breath.
You want to hold tight to something that will help you once again enjoy the journey into lives amazing treks.
You want to feel that every day can be better than the last.
You want to turn your lost soul feeling into a thing of your past.....'
He didn't stop writing not until he was finally done. Once finished, Joohyuk leaned back on his seat and read his own work. His face blank and void of expression. With a deep sigh he grabbed the piece of paper and crumpled it with one hand, turning it into a ball before tossing it towards the trash can in one corner of the room, near where he was seated. He didn't even mind that the piece of paper didn't get in the trash and landed a few steps away from it. He grabbed his things, stuffing them in his bag then headed for the door deciding to finally leave the room and go somewhere else instead.
@Ω❄kim♢taehyung The school bell rang at the end of the day, ending classes, but starting Jinwook's punishment. Or rather Jinhoo's punishment that Jinwook was being held accountable for. Writing down the homework for the day in his planner, he tucked it away with his books in his bag, before getting up and leaving class. Detention was held in the literature room today with a teacher he didn't have class with. He wasn't sure what to expect, because this has never happened to him before and he would have continued that way if Jinhoo hadn't gotten into a fight last Friday after school. But it's okay. He doesn't mind. As long as he had a chance to study and do his homework. Arriving at the classroom, he opened the door and stepped inside. Other than the teacher was serving his time with there wasn't anyone else in the room. The bell just rang, so more might show up within the next few minutes. Closing the door behind him, he walked up the desk. "I'm Kim Jinwook. I'm supposed to be serving detention today."
@α☪yoo youngjae It was one of the first few days for Minhyun at the school as he was still trying to get more adapted to the system and to the school around. He already did have his group of friends though so that was a good thing and he got to hang out with them nicely. It was then that the first class for the day was literature so he went with his friends inside the room and occupied the seats at the middle column, waiting for the teacher to come.
