Dystopia -Rebel's Area-

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongup looked at the younger in the eyes, first time in a while. Both of them had red, swollen eyes; giving away their feeling that they tried to hide for so long. There has to be another way, there has to be... But there wasn't. Jongup wanted another way too. A way that he didn't have to kill for... or lose his leg which is being partly dead anyways. Either way, the bells were ringing for Jongup. A melancholic melody was playing in his ears and it was calling his name. He knew, it was time for him to go. But how could he leave Daehyun alone? Daehyun was so fragile, so sensitive... He wasn't strong. How could he survive without Jongup?

"There is no other way Daehyunnie.." He mumbled holding other's hand to lift himself up a little from the floor. His body was trembling as he fought with fever. The infection was about to take over his whole body which would kill him in a few days if they didn't do something about it. "I don't want to leave you... But- We both know what will happen if we don't do something." He hated talking about these. But they had to be prepared for anything that could happen in this days. He sighed in relief when the younger finally accepted his solution. A half smile appeared on his lips when the other talked about how he wouldn't let Jongup get worse but his smile quickly faded away when the other mentioned government area. "W-what?" He frowned looking at him. "No. You can't go there!"

@(D) Moon Jongup The harsh reality they were in felt too much like a never ending nightmare that Daehyun couldn't wake from. A part of him desperately wanted to believe that his lover slowly dying was all a bad dream and he'd wake up to Jongup healthy and lively. But with each passing second he watched his lover's strength leave him, life proved how unfair and harsh it could be. Daehyun couldn't understand why life was constantly never on their side. All the while the government and its corrupted ways were still healthy and living but here they were, two humble souls dying just to live a stress free, honest life. The reality of it all was entirely too much to bear, and as much as he didn't want to cry, he couldn't stop the tears.

Wiping his face with a deep sigh, Daehyun shook his head at the older morbid suggestion. "I...I know but...T-there has to be another way Jonguppie.." The younger mumbled though the least bit confident in his words. What other way was there? There was no telling when a medical truck would come around and he knew the longer they waited the closer to death Jongup would end up. As he listened to the older, the truth and the desperateness in his lover's voice hurt him more than anything else. He looked down, his bangs hiding his face, nearly trembling as he fought to hold back the urge to cry. It was so hard to accept that killing Jongup was even an option. But Daehyun felt selfish wanting him to be strong and stay alive just because he didn't want to loose him. Jongup had been strong for the both of them for so long...and now it'd caught up to him in the worst way possible. A wave of guilt swept Daehyun, thinking back on all the times where he could have been stronger for Jongup...maybe they wouldn't have been at this point? Sniffling, Daehyun sighed heavily in attempt to calm down. "O-okay Jongup..." He whispered in a broken tone, reluctantly agreeing to the idea. "But...I refuse to let you get worse.." Daehyun over at the older, holding his hand in both of his own. "I'll do whatever it takes to save you..." He suddenly gasped as an idea, a rather dangerous idea, came to mind. "I-I'll even go to the government area and steal medicine from there..." He muttered, knowing the older wouldn't let him. But at this point, Daehyun was willing to risk his life just to save Jongup's. The older had done so countless times for him, and now he was dying because of it. And Daehyun loved Jongup entirely too much to just wait around on a hope.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Somewhere inside, Jongup knew what was going to happen but he still wanted to hold onto the little hope inside Daehyun to survive. But even though there was still a little hope, Jongup knew, it wasn't for him. When he heard the younger telling him that they don't have any ointment to clean the wound, broke his heart only a little more. This meant, now, there was no hope for his leg. "Let's cut it." He said trying to keep his voice firm but his tears gave away how he truly felt. He felt horrible inside, he felt weak, he wanted to cry his heart out and pray to god to keep living. He wanted forgiveness because of his sins, he wanted to get better. But he had to be rational because he knew he had stopped believing not realistic things a long time ago. "If we cut it, we can stop the infection. If we don't cut it, it'll spread everywhere. It'll only bring my death sooner." Sighing softly, he avoided any eye contact with Daehyun since he wasn't strong enough to look him in the eyes. "I am not crazy.. I am being rational here. I would rather you kill me than to die in pain." He pouted his lips wanting to hug his lover but he didn't even have the strenght to lift his arm. "Don't cry.." He mumbled softly. "You know it Daehyun.. I won't survive long like this.. Please.. Do it if I become worse.. I am begging you Daehyun.. I can't take it no more.. If I get worse, please end my misery. Please."

@(D) Moon Jongup Hearing his lover's honest answer nearly killed him on the inside, mainly because he knew it to be true, no matter how much Daehyun wanted to deny it. The younger sighed sadly, at a lost for words because he truly didn't know how to deal with Jongup slowly slipping away. He swallowed a lump in his throat to keep from crying, wanting to be as strong as he possibly could for Jongup. As he heard the older's request, he nodded silently and slowly pulled the blanket down. Carefully he removed the bandages around the older's leg,grimacing at the sight of the infected wound. The sight of it shattered what little was left of the hope Daehyun had. It was far from getting any better. The most he could do was keep the wound clean, but it wasn't enough to keep the infection from spreading. "It...It doesn't look like it's getting any better.. A-and we...we ran out of ointment to clean it.." Daehyun mumbled,struggling to keep his composure, despite feeling everything crumbling around him. He looked up at the older, noticing the tears rolling down his face, and breathed out a pained sigh. As tears falling from his own eyes, Daehyun reached over and gently cupped his lover's cheek. His eyes widened, shocked to hear his last words. "K-kill you? J-jongup are you crazy...I-I can't...." Daehyun whimpered, his body trembling at the thought of having to do such a thing. Unable to hold himself together, Daehyun sobbed while leaning down to bury his face in the older's chest. "Please don't talk like that...I'm not...I'm not going to kill you...a-and you're not going to die o-okay..Y-you can't Jongup.." He cried, before sniffing and sitting back up. Another shaky sigh escaped his lips as he wiped his face of the tears. "I-I know you're in so much pain baby...but I-I...I can't loose you..not like this.."

@(D) Jung Daehyun The sun rays were blocking his view but Jongup didn't have the power to turn around so he kept lying in that same position with sweat covered body. He was feeling cold, so cold that his body wouldn't stop trembling for days but in the mean time he was sweating. He was sweating as if he was put into hell, as if he was between the fire flames. He knew he wasn't capable of anything anymore and if there wasn't Daehyun, he would end his own life way before. Because he knew that in the end, it was hard to recover from the infection. He was in his worst state for days now, it became something big where he couldn't even feel his leg anymore.

With the voice of Daehyun he tried to opened his dried eyes, he hated that he was so weak. He should've been the one who was taking care of Daehyun but know the younger was putting his best to save Jongup. Unfortunately, Jongup knew that there was no chance for him if they couldn't get a medicine for infections. "I am dying.." He answered at the question, he had stopped lying and saying that he was fine a while ago. Now he was being honest, maybe too honest. "Cold.. it's so cold.." He mumbled trying to cover himself more with the blanket but it wasn't enough. "Daehyun.. c-can you please check on my leg? I.. It feels numb there.. I don't feel it.." He breathed out and a tear drop fall on his cheek. He hasn't realized that he was crying until that. He hated to be the weak one and to cry in front of his lover, but he couldn't stop the tears from coming. So he pushes the water away his hand shaking. "Daehyun.. i.. if i go too bad.. i want you to.. kill me."

@(D) Moon Jongup Daehyun was on his way back to their hideout from visiting the market, for the fifth time this week. Though he was able to buy a small case of watet and a few cans of soup, he was still completely disappointed that he wasn’t able to find the medicine Jongup needed. They were running low on antibiotics and pain killers, but even those weren’t strong enough for his lover’s declining health. The older had started feeling sick a little over a week ago but it wasn’t until just a few days ago that his sickness suddenly got worse. Jongup barely had the energy to do anything other than sleep, and for days Daehyun never left his side, feeding him and taking care of him the best he could without the right medical supplies. From what he was told today, they weren’t even sure if the supply trucks going to the government traveled the usual route anymore since the Rebel's recently got caught stealing one of the trucks. With knowing that, it only added to the immense stress Daehyun was under. Everyday that passed, Jongup didn’t seem to be getting any better and the constant worry of loosing his lover hovered over his mind all the time. Daehyun very rarely slept either, always up and watching his lover, too scared to let him out of his sight. Even for a second. Even now, he hated leaving and was hurrying back as fast as his exhausted body could go, but he knew he couldn’t sit and wait for a miracle. However, with the news he got today, he was at a depressing lost on what to do now for his lover. All the hope he had keeping him sane was diminishing, but he still refused to give up on Jongup. He had to think of something…
Arriving to the wreck, Daehyun quietly walked inside, and looked to where Jongup had been lying since this morning. He let out a sigh of relief seeing the older there, still wrapped up warmly in a light blanket and a cool cloth on his forehead. “Jonguppie…” He mumbled while walking over to the older, “I’m back…I’m sorry if I was gone too long..” He said softly, trying not to sound as depressed as he looked and felt. He set the things down beside him before sitting down on the floor next to Jongup. “How…are you feeling baby?” It pained him to ask, since he already knew the answer, but he still hoped that maybe it would be different today. He gently reached for Jongup’s hand to hold it, then used his other hand to move the cool cloth away. He pressed his hand to the older’s forehead, feeling an ache in his chest as he noticed his fever was getting worse. Deeply sighing, Daehyun picked up the wet cloth again, then grabbed a water bottle. “Baby…you have to drink more water okay? I bought some more so you can drink as much as you can…” He said softly, growing more concerned about his fever as he poured some of the water on the cloth and placing it back on the older’s forehead.

@(D) Yoo Youngjae [H] () yes!!!
and its not late take your time~

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun [[ um, i know this is extremely late, but would you two like to continue this? ]]

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun Even though he knew he was right about tying him up just because of their own well being, cyborg's words made Jongup feel a little sorry. Seeing how he agreed to that, realizing Youngjae was aware of the harm he was causing made Jongup felt bad inside. "It's okay.." He mumbled in the end not knowing what else to say. Wrapping an arm around Daehyun, he sighed watching the cyborg cuffing his wrists. Jongup was aware of the fight inside Youngjae that was why he wanted to help in the first place and now that he saw cyborg dreaming, his beliefs about the human inside the cyborg got stronger. Even though Jonngup didn't know what would happen in the end, he still wanted to keep his promise about helping the cyborg. "Another woman? Who?" He tilted his head a bit thinking. A friend? Maybe the rebel had a lover back then. He sighed thinking what would happen tomorrow once they got to his family. Jongup hoped they were still alive. He then turned to his lover seeing the concern in his eyes. "Don't worry baby. I'll be fine." He mumbled while caressing his hair. To be honest, he didn't know if he was going to be fine because of his leg but he still gave the other a reassuring smile not wanting to make him worry more.

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup As he felt his lover's protective hold around him, Daehyun calmed down enough to get control of his breathing, though felt a soreness in his neck. He nestled in his lover's arms, feeling safer with him there, but softly hissed as he tried to rub the pain away in his neck. He didn't realize just how strong the cyborg was, and quite honestly surprised that he hadn't snapped his neck. "It's...it's okay Jonguppie..I'm fine. I should have been more careful.." He said softly, sighing as he looked over at the cyborg after hearing that the two of them would go into the city tomorrow. Daehyun was reluctant to let his lover go, but again, he knew he couldn't come with. So he quietly sighed to himself, deciding to keep his thoughts to himself. He only wished that Jongup would come back safe and not as hurt as he was now. As he heard Youngjae apologize again, his voice this time far more different than how he normally sounded, Daehyun furrowed his eyebrows sadly. Youngjae nearly sounded human, but at the same time, he sounded as if he was still stuck between two people. "It's alright Youngjae. We know...you don't mean too.. But..what were you dreaming about that made you that scared?" When the cyborg mentioned wanting to look for someone else, Daehyun was a little confused, though also opposed to the idea. He thought, maybe he had friends or other people he knew he wanted to see? Which was fine, but Daehyun worried more about his lover's leg and it healing properly. He pouted a little and looked over at Jongup, leaning up to whisper in his ear. "Please be careful when you go tomorrow...Your leg is fine but any more stress on it and it'll get worse.." He leaned back to look his lover in the eyes before shifting his gaze down and leaning forward to rest his head on the older's chest.

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun Youngjae sighed deeply as he watched Jongup comfort his coughing lover. He didn't understand why, but for the first time he felt guilty for hurting someone. Even for Jongup, he felt the same with knowing his lack of control cost him his shoulder and leg. It was all counterproductive to what Youngjae was trying to accomplish and he began to both hate himself and the government for being this way. He shifted his gaze to the cold floor and nodded quietly. "Right...I understand..I apologize for hurting Daehyun...even you too Jongup.." Youngjae whispered, his voice surprisingly sullen after hearing what was said. As much as he didn't want to be tied up like some prisoner, he understood and respected Jongup's concern. He leaned forward till his back was off the wall, and grabbed a pair of handcuffs from his back pocket then carelessly let his back hit the wall with a small thud. “When we go out into the city tomorrow...I would like to look for someone else too besides my family..” He said softly while latching the cuffs around his wrists. He looked up at them, remembering the beautiful woman he saw in his dreams though only briefly. However even for that brief moment that he saw, the feelings attached lingered with him the most. It was hard to make out her features but he had to know why someone like her had appeared in his dreams. If she was real or if it was just his mind playing tricks on him. “I don't….know who she is and why but...I have to find her..” He muttered almost to himself.

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun His eyes focused on his lover and the cyborg, he put one hand on the floor so that he could support himself in case of anything. Not that anything was wrong but it was an odd feeling inside Jongup that couldn't trust the cyborg. He knew how could he be when he was out of control. It had cost him his leg and shoulder the last time and it was going to cost his life almost if he hadn't attack back. Once he saw his lover on the floor with the cyborg choking him, Jongup pushed himself from the floor going over them almost crawling on the floor. "! Youngjae stop! Let him go!" He screamed trying to pull the cyborg back. But the machine was stronger than Jongup expected. Therefore saving Daehyun was only a dream with an injured shoulder for Jongup. Hearing his lover calling his name, he cursed out loud almost hating himself for not even being able to help. In the end he pulled his gun from his pocket and aimed the cyborg. It was in that moment when Youngjae let Daehyun go and crawled into a corner inside the room. " Youngjae! You could've killed him!" He shouted at the cyborg while wrapping his arms around Daehyun, caressing his hair. "Baby you okay? hm? Is it hurt? .. I should've been able to save you. ." He kissed the other's forehead, taking his scent it while his heart was beating like crazy with the fear of losing Daehyun. Even though he wanted to kick Youngjae out, Jongup was a man who keeps his promises. Therefore he shook his head. "Like Daehyun said. You just need to control yourself.. I'll take you to the city tomorrow. I'll help you find your family. But you'll be tied until then. This is my only request. I will help you but I will tie your wrists also.. I can't let you kill us in a simplest break over."

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup Daehyun grew more worried each second that passed and Youngjae still remained stuck in his dream. He knew that it was impossible for cyborgs to dream, so he assumed the poor guy was having trouble coming back to reality. That idea made Daehyun feel ill as he couldn't imagine being stuck in a nightmare. "Youngjae-yah! It's okay...just wake up...none of it is real.." He muttered to the cyborg, shaking him more in attempt to wake him. He let out a small sigh of relief, smiling a little as he noticed him finally starting to wake up, though not realizing that Youngjae was still scared from his nightmare. "Are you--" He was cut off by a gasp, the quickness from suddenly being pinned to the floor leaving him scared and confused. He looked up at the Youngjae, the cold glare in his eyes sending chills down his spine. "W-what are you doing?!" He shouted, trying to push him off before stopping, his breath hitching as he felt the tight grip on his neck. He let out a pained whimper, gasping for air as he tried to move the cyborg's hands from his neck. "J-jongup!" He tried to call out but every passing second he was loosing breath and getting light headed. As the Cyborg let go, Daehyun sat up quickly and brought his hand to his neck, coughing as he tried to regain his breath. His heart continued to beat at an uncomfortably fast rate, and hearing the apology from the other didn't make him feel any better. So he said nothing, only shaking his head, wondering to himself how often they would have to deal with nearly dying just to help the cyborg. Especially with Jongup injured, he couldn't live with the idea of Youngjae possibly killing them both. That day to day fear was too much to deal with. He looked up at Youngjae, not expecting to hear such things coming from the cyborg. He started to feel sorry for him again because it seemed he regretted what he'd done. Which was not something cyborgs or any trained soldier would ever feel. Even with that small improvement, Daehyun was still slightly willing to help. But he wasn't so sure if Jongup would. "You just...have to learn to control yourself.... I know all these emotions you are feeling are confusing and frustrating...but that's only because you keep fighting it. Just accept what you're feeling...it's the only way you'll help us help you.."

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun The nightmare continued on even as Daehyun began shaking him. But the boy's actions were the least bit helpful as he felt trapped and it only made the nightmare worsen. A pained noise escaped his lips as he tried to come back to reality. He began panting, faintly hearing his name being called and that enough was able to slightly calm him down. The night terror suddenly stopped and he woke up quickly, though still remained in a dream like trance. His mind was clouded by the aftermath of the nightmare and as soon as he realized Daehyun's hands on him, out of fear and confusion, he quickly straightened up and grabbed the boy, pinning him to the floor. His fingers wrapped tightly around his neck, glaring down at him. He felt at this point, that everyone was trying to hurt him, and for a moment saw Daehyun as the soldiers in his dream. His hand instinctively went for his gun, but he stopped as he soon came back to his senses. His eyes widened, ashamed of his actions, and he quickly let go of his neck and pushed himself away from the boy. “I-I'm sorry...You scared me…” He muttered then backed himself into a corner, knowing that he'd lost the trust of both Jongup and Daehyun. He cursed out loud and rested his head back on the wall. “I….will probably not stay around you two any longer. Its...too dangerous to be around me and I don't think there is anyway that either of you could help..”

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun When he revealed the wound, even himself was shocked just like the younger. He knew one or two thing about medical issues and his wound wasn't a good looking one just like the other said. "It'll be alright though, right?" The one thing Jongup was afraid of was staying injured for a long time. Because he knew he couldn't have protected the younger in a condition like this. He sighed nodding his head softly when Daehyun told that it was going to sting a bit. But the soft kiss ease the pain even if t was before the other cleaned the wound with the cloth. He hissed slightly only looking at Daehyun and not anything else as the other kept working on his leg. He wasn't that brave to watch the other patching and cleaning the wound so he decided watching the other's features. His sun kissed tan, big eyes, plump lips... Every thing that made his heart skipped a bit every time. He didn't even notice that the younger finished everything, cleaning the wound and bandging up his leg. Jongup mumbled a quick thanks smiling at the boy. When Daehyun's eyes fixed on the cyborg, it took Jongup's attention too. As he turned around in his sleep, mumbling and changing his position uncomfortably every second; Jongup could understand something was wrong. It seemed like the other was having a nightmare, but it was impossible for a cyborg. "Be careful." He mumbled eyes fixed on the cyborg ready to do something if he does anything to Daehyun. Even though Youngjae helped them for many things now, Jongup still couldn't trust him. It was only because of him not functioning like he has to and having a fight inside him that might turn him into a killing machine any second.

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup Nodding quietly as waited for the older to slide down his pants, Daehyun slightly widened his eyes at the bloody wound. Even though it was stitched up, it looked a lot worse than what he had thought. “Oh my God Hyung…It looks bad..” He said softly, scooting closer to his leg to get a better look. Daehyun very rarely worked in the medical field while in working for the government, but he knew enough to be able to clean and patch it up properly. He sighed lightly then looked at his lover with a soft smile. “Its going to sting for a little bit, okay? But think about me. And after I'm finished we can eat together..” He leaned over to softly kiss his lover's lip before gently dabbing the wound with the cloth, cleaning up the excess blood. He picked up another cloth, setting the other one aside, and looked around for a water bottle before finding one in the pile of stuff from out the bag. He poured a bit of it on the cloth, glancing over at Youngjae briefly, smiling a little at how peaceful he slept. “He's sleeping pretty well..but how are you doing, baby? You okay?” Daehyun asked softly before gently wiping the wound to make sure any dirt was out. Once he finished cleaning the wound, he picked up the ointment and squeezed a little bit on his finger before rubbing it over the cut. “Almost done..” He smiled softly at the older then picked up the bandages. Careful not to hurt his lover, Daehyun slowly but tightly wrapped a few layers of the bandages around his leg before tying it off. “There...All done..” He smiled again at the older, and was about to go sit by his side but hearing Youngjae's mumbling and moving around in his sleep stopped him. He turned to look at the cyborg, a little worried to see him having nightmares. Looking back at Jonguo, Daehyun leaned over to kiss his lips before saying, “Wait here okay Hyung? I'll go wake him up.” He stood up then walked over to Youngjae, feeling bad for him as he noticed how much he was shaking. Kneeling next to him, he gently tried to shake him awake while calling his name.

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun For the hours or so, Youngjae slept quietly, not moving even in the slightest. Only the subtle up and down movements of his chest would have assured anyone he wasn't dead. But sleep for him wasn't like how normal humans slept. He didn't dream, not even have nightmares. Being part machine, his mind used his time of sleep to restore itself. Like a computer restarting itself. Which is why he didn't require much of sleep, he could go days without it and feel the same. And it was probably why the government was so willing to make humans into cyborgs just because they were restless. Though as of lately, it seemed the small percent of human in him was growing and taking a toll on him. And it showed the moment an image crept into his mind, causing him to flinch. A fond memory played in his mind like a movie. He saw an older woman who favored his features, and two young children who also shared similar looks. They were all having dinner together, laughter and smiles all being shared in a dimly lit and worn down home. But the nostalgic warm and welcoming feeling that came with the dream, he felt strongly and he softly hummed in his sleep. But the dream faded off, and a blurred image of a person he was alone with appeared. His eyebrows furrowed and he turned over onto his other side as the dream played on, leaving him with feelings he didn't understand. They shared a hug, then a kiss, before the dream abruptly stopped, turning dark in an instant. What played in his head was the same terrifying memory that he experienced before killing that soldier. But it was far more intense, as he actually saw himself this time desperately fighting for his life against spies. He curled up as if he was in pain, reliving the moment he was taken away. Unknowingly, tears started sliding down his face, and he was mumbling nothings, starting to tremble as the nightmare grew worse. As much as he wanted it to end, he couldn't seem to wake up from the nightmare. It all felt too real.

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@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun Jongup glared to the cyborg mimicking him just because he likes being annoying. He straightened up his body quickly when he saw the cyborg having a break down. He wanted to approach him but he couldn't move. "Dae, don't go too close." He mumbled seeing his lover approaching the other. It wasn't meant for offending the cyborg but he didn't want the other to harm his boyfriend or something. Especially since Jongup was in this condition, he knew he wouldn't have been able to help. "I don't know.." Jongup mumbled when Daehyun asked if Youngjae was okay. Taking a deep breath, he tried to smile at his lover. "At least.. you can try." He mumbled before shaking his head and ing his pants. He pulled down it until his ankles and leaned his head back on the wall. "Be quick okay?"

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@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup “Ah, you two bicker like siblings...” Daehyun mumbled, exchanging looks between his laughing boyfriend and an annoyed Youngjae. He was left confused about what was really going on with the cyborg. It was noticeable that his behavior was a lot different from what Daehyun had observed from earlier, but the younger didn’t think it had anything to do with his chip. No matter though, he made a mental note to ask the older about it later. For the time being, he was just thankful that they had a lot more things to survive off of. He would have expressed his appreciation but was caught off guard as Youngjae suddenly broke down. A wave of worry swept over him and he felt as if he should do something to help, but was at a lost on how to. “Youngjae..are you okay?” Without realizing it, he moved slowly towards the cyborg. He started to reach a hand out to comfort him, but stopped, cautious of his actions as he wasn't sure how the cyborg would react. So instead he bit his lip, feeling guilty then looked over at his lover. “Will he be okay…?” He whispered, before gasping softly hearing the cyborg’s voice then looking over at him. “R-right...I will. Rest easy..” He said softly, before turning his attention back to his lover as the other walked away. Daehyun sighed softly at the older's question while picking up the bottle of alcohol to open it and pouring some of it on a piece of cloth. “I worked with them but none of them were like Youngjae..but I don't mind checking on him...I'm just...afraid I won't be able to help him like he needs.” He said softly while placing the bottle down and scooting closer to the older’s bloody leg then looking up at him. “Can you take your pants off, Hyung? Or do you want me to help you with that?”

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun Unamused by the joke, Youngjae slightly glared at Jongup. "My chip is fine, but you won't be if you keep frustrating me." As stubborn as he was, he again ignored the suggestion to go rest, despite how exhausted he actually felt, and picked the bottle of alcohol first. But before he could open it a sharp pain in his head caused him to hiss and drop the bottle, leaning over and bringing his hands to his head. His teeth sank into his bottom lip,slightly drawing blood, in attempt to hold back to cries that threatened to leave him. It hurt a lot worse than any of his other headaches but it was different. He didn't hear anything nor see anything, like he usually did. Not even any static. It left him even more confused about his condition. Eventually the pain lessened but didn't go away, and he panted heavily, keeping his head down to catch his breath. He knew he couldn't possibly patch Jongup in his state. He could barely focus with the throbbing in his temple. "Don't....do anything stupid Jongup.." He breathed before weakly pushing himself up to stand, one hand still on his head. He stumbled a little from the dizziness then heavily sighed to get a hold of himself before looking down at Daehyun. "Make sure you clean him up well and he stays put. And...wake me if anything is wrong.." He exhaled softly, before turning away from them and walking to the farthest and darkest part of the wreck. He leaned against the wall and slid himself down the floor then took off his hooded jacket. He folded it enough to make a pillow out of it, then placed it on the floor before lying down on his side and closing his eyes. It took him a while, but eventually his expression softened as he fell into a deep, and much needed sleep.

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun Jongup rolled his eyes immediately before glancing at the cyborg, shrugging a bit even though it gave a sharp pain to his shoulder. "Well maybe if you didn't stab me.." He mumbled turning back to his cocky self. Turning his head to side, he smiled at his lover to hide the traces of pain. "I am okay baby.. Don't worry, hm?" He leaned over and kissed Daehyun's cheek softly, hoping that this would calm the boy. Taking a look at the bag that Youngjae was holding, he sighed in relief seeing all the medical supplies and a couple of cans of food. At least now they had some things to survive. Cyborg was right, they were lucky this time. "Youngjae, go rest. Daehyun is good at patching and all. Don't worry." He mumbled looking at the cyborg. He didn't understand why was he being like this now, since he seemed more of a rude person than a caring one. "Should we check your chip or something?" He laughed histerically. Even though it was only a joke, Jongup wasn't sure if the cyborg was okay. Since he knew about the mistake in his system, he was afraid the cyborg could lose it again. In this conditions, that would be their end. Since Jongup didn't have the strenght to even stand, it wasn't very likely to do something to the cyborg. And he didn't have his hopes high for Daehyun. He knew he couldn't fight a powerful cyborg like Youngjae. Jongup would die if something ever happened to Daehyun. That's why he constantly wanted the cyborg to rest. He took a deep breath, turning to Daehyun. "You worked with cyborgs before right? Can you check on Youngjae sometimes?"

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup Once he noticed the two of them walking through the door, Daehyun looked up at the both of them, a little relieved to see Youngjae helping him. But the relief vanished into worry the second his lover weakly fell to the floor. "Jongup..?" He mumbled, his voice and eyes filled with fear as he pushed himself up and hurried over to him after being waved over. He sat down close beside him, gently caressing his lover's dry hair, as if trying to take his mind off of the pain. "You're...going to be alright, okay Hyung?" He reached for the older's hand, lacing their fingers together and gently squeezing it. It pained Daehyun to see his lover in so much pain, even more since he didn't know how bad Jongup's wound was. Hearing that Younjae was able to get some things to help was relieving, but Daehyun still worried if his wound would need more than just some alcohol and a few bandages. With his eyebrows furrowed sadly, he looked over at the cyborg after he sat down. "He'll be fine..I'll clean him up, don't worry." He said softly, "Y-you can go rest if you need too.."

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun Youngjae heaved a frustrated sigh witnessing Jongup having little strength to hold himself up. He placed the bags of food on the floor, then knelt down while taking the backpack off. "Well maybe if you stayed off it like I told you." The cyborg mumbled, still quite agitated as his mind was still running wild. He ped the bag then dropped its contents on the ground. Just as he had expected, the soldier had plenty of medical supplies and even some extra cans of food. "You're lucky." Youngjae tossed the bag aside, then looked around to pick out some things that were necessary to at least patch up his leg and stop any infection, like gauze, alcohol, and ointment. He pushed everything else aside then sat in front of Jongup with the things he picked out in hand. Of course Youngjae wanted to rest and he would have left the job of cleaning his wound to Daehyun, but he trusted himself more to patch it properly. He couldn't afford for the wound to get any worse. So he shook his head, declining the suggestion, then looked directly at Jongup. "I'm not resting until I know you're fine."

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun Nodding his head, he was once again grateful that the cyborg helped him as they got inside the wreck. Not even waiting a moment, he plopped down on the floor holding his injured leg. It hurt like hell but he couldn't get himself to say anything since Daehyun was looking. He burried his head between his arms taking deep breaths, waiting for a moment to adjust the pain. "." He mumbled since it didn't stop hurting. Even though the pain was there, he still couldn't feel any strenght in his leg which worried him the most. He would be useless if he couldn't fight. "I hope he has something.. I don't feel my leg.." He mumbled giving up. He needed to tell in order to treat it anyways. Pain was slowly going away and his leg was becoming more numb every second. He looked at his lover in the eyes and he waved him to come closer. He just want Daehyun close to his body since he was afraid of something might hurt him. He turned to the cyborg. "You should rest.. Don't think much."

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup Even though his lover was trying to convince him that he wasn't hurting, Daehyun knew better. But he smiled a little anyway, appreciative of that fact that Jongup just didn't want him to worry. He immediately got up to help the older when tried to stand again after falling, still unable to shake the concern he had for the other's leg. He knew his lover wasn't okay, but he didn't say anything. "Okay...Just...be careful Jongup.." He mumbled, watching the older walk out with a limp, shaking his head as he left. Not long after the older was gone, Daehyun walked over to the opening, poking his head out just enough to see what was going on. His eyes widened seeing a dead body, and Youngjae, but he couldn't who it was. As he kept watching, he couldn't help but feel uneasy since Youngjae or Jongup were both acting weird. But he was relieved when the cyborg stood and started walking Jongup back. Daehyun hurried back inside, trying to go unnoticed and sat in the same spot he was in before, on the floor.

@(D) Moon Jongup @(D) Jung Daehyun Youngjae's breaths were short and strained as he tried to keep himself from losing it completely. However, even as his expression was lifeless, on the inside, emotion overwhelmed him. The memory had made him desperate to fight, to defend himself and he didn't understand why. He flinched when he heard Jongup's voice, steadily coming down from his trance. Youngjae stared down at the dead body, Jongup's words sounding slurred to him as his mind focused on how differently this memory affected him. He felt no pain, heard no static. Just a bunch of emotions he didnt understand. Sighing deeply, he stood, returning his gun to the strap on his waist. "I'm....fine. He didn't know anything, he mistook me for a rebel." He mumbled then furrowed his eyebrows realizing something, "What are you doing up? Do you want your leg to fall off?" The cyborg asked, turning to face the other with a frown. He looked back down at the soldier, nudging his body over with his foot before kneeling down and taking his bookbag off. "They usually keep supplies in here...I'm sure he's got some stuff for your leg." He pulled the bag over his shoulder then picked up the bags of food. "Come on, before you hurt yourself anymore." He walked over to the other, resting his free hand on Jongup's back as support while leading him back to the wreck.

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Jung Daehyun Jongup sighed understanding other's worries about their escape but he knew he had to stand strong for both of them so he shook his head slightly. "Don't worry.. It doesn't even hurt anymore.." He tried to smile even though he wasn't sure about his leg anymore since he lost the feeling in some parts. When a loud gunshot was made, he jumped on his feet immediately crumbling back on the floor because he couldn't step on his one leg. Looking at Daehyun, he bit his lip and tried to stand up again this time giving his whole weight to his healthy leg to show the other he was okay. "I don't know.. You stay here.." He took his gun and walked up to the door crippling. Taking a deep breath he held the gun with his non injured sighed and then got out only to see Youngjae with a bloody body which belongs to a soldier. ".. They know our place?!" He rubbed his forehead. "Come inside we need a plan." He looked at the cyborg but he knew something was odd about him. "Youngjae..?"

@(D) Yoo Youngjae @(D) Moon Jongup Although Daehyun was soothed by the older's words, the butterfly kisses was what really brought him the most peace. He couldn't help but to affectionately smile as his heart fluttered with each kiss. But what he heard next made his heart heavy, and he frowned a little as he pulled back to worriedly look at his lover. “Y-yeah but where Hyung? You're hurt still...and who knows how long it'll take to heal..” Daehyun sighed softly, trying to stay calm since he assumed the older was probably just as stressed as he was. “I-I don't even think its safe for us in the rebel area...they could find--” A loud gunshot made him stop, widening his eyes as he looked at the older. “S-someone is shooting Hyung..” he mumbled shakily, starting realize now that Youngjae had been gone awhile. He was the only one who knew where they hid…”You….don't think..?” He asked, looking at the older with concern for the cyborg.