✖ ㅤspam。

for now

yeah so i guess that's it

I don't wanna run out in the middle or something

I hope it's enough though

scarves too

got some blankets and coats

made food bags and hygiene bags

I'm going to go try and help out the less fortunate tomorrow

can't compain there

and long sleeves

mhm...

I have fuzzy socks to keep me warm

so let's just give that an applause

I take that as a come up

instead of feeling down I just felt spaced

so that was good

I got good news to combat all the bad news this week so that's good

okay reset

darn this is getting pitiful again

like... ball

I also realized how easy ti was for me to cry

as I do everything else

so I just kinda cried and got over it

and that didn't help that maturity level rise any

then I realized that there are worse things going on right now

I felt like a little girl for a good minute when I saw all my supposed friends gathered together to enjoy birthdays and the holidays together. I was like "damn okay- that's cool"

you ever get so jealous that you forget your age

I'm a real wreck

not enough time has passed for me to heal

Or look at the title