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@♱ qian kun I'm laughing that you think I would do that. My kind are inherently good. Manipulation is a skill I am only starting to learn from you, and it would be unfair to use such skills against my Master.
The smile fades further, eyes slowly closing as I take in a deep breath.
That was physical pain, despite how it might seem, I can handle that. I know you won't hurt my emotions.
I huff, tugging at your hand more.
I don't want someone else to be yours.

@༄ kim inseong What? Why are you close to laughing at me? You think it's funny? I'm being serious right now.
sighs loudly, this time not leaning into the touch even though I want you and staying still instead while I meet your gaze.
That's what you said before I bit you and you looked like you're about to cry. Are you sure that I wouldn't do it again?
stares at you in slight disbelief and waits for a moment before standing up, wanting to be sure that I didn't misunderstand what you just said.
You want what is yours? Why so impatient all of a sudden?

@♱ qian kun Smiles brightly at your words, biting down on my lip to stop from laughing out loud.
I wouldn't. I only use my powers for good.
Hums, letting the smile fade a bit, bringing my hands up to cup your cheeks and looking at you with the utmost serenity in my gaze.
You're not going to hurt me. I know you won't.
Nods slightly, relief showing that it hasn't already been used nor given and taken away, releasing your cheeks and wiggling my way off of your lap and tugging at your hand
Then take me to it. I want what is mine.

@༄ kim inseong You're starting to learn how to get what you want from me and that's not good. What if you try to turn the whole thing around? I can't let that happen.
accidentally lets out a snort, pulling back enough to look at you.
Why are you taking advantage of it? Why do you want to be so close to a vampire who could bite again and try to kill you?
shakes my head at your questions, catching the tiny movement of your lips.
No but I'm always prepared in case there's someone who needs it.. or wants it.

@♱ qian kun I could have, but I wouldn't have. I would have just pouted at you since that seems to be a very effective route to get what I want.
nods a little, offering you a sheepish smile
You haven't let me get this close before. I am taking all the advantage of the situation that I can.
tilts my head when you mention already having a collar, blinking as my lips twitch
Why do you have a collar already? Did it belong to someone else?

@༄ kim inseong If you have to say it.. you're welcome.
You could have complained if I didn't help you at all.
holds you tight when you hug me, gently rubbing your back and humming lowly.
You're cuddling with a monster and don't seem to mind.. how cute.
I do have a collar in my room already and I think that black would look nice against your skin.

@♱ qian kun Still. Thank you.
You didn't have to, considering.
Bows my head, bringing up a hand to rub at my cheeks, feeling how they just keep getting warmer.
Nods, keeping my head down before leaning in to hug you tightly, burying my face in your neck.
I'm sure. I trust you.

@༄ kim inseong Me and nervous? Not at all. I just.. don't like those horrible things called needles. You could say we're enemies.
I promised to help, so there's not really a need to say thank you.
chuckles and shakes my head the moment I spot the change of colour in your face.
Never? And I've expected it to be somethinv you've heard a thousand times already.. how dumb of me but okay. Now you've been called pretty.
nods slowly, staying still to let you do whatever with my collar and not even glancing down at it.
Are you sure about that?

@♱ qian kun Nope. It was endearing how you tried to be so strong, but it was obvious how nervous you were.
I don't think I ever gave you a proper thank you for that, did I?
Gurgles happily to myself, cheeks flushing a soft roseate tint with that singular word.
I have never been called pretty before. I very much like it.
Nods, sitting upright and wiggling as I look you over, fingers smoothing the collar or your shirt.
... I want it.

@༄ kim inseong And here I am, thinking that you forgot about all the needle .. you wouldn't dare to threaten me with it.
That's exactly what I was saying, right? Pretty.
blinks due to the sudden kiss and nuzzling, not having expected you to react this way to a simple comment.
Do you like hearing things like this?
Inseong.. I'll only do it if you want me to.

@♱ qian kun You're scary but not that scary, I have to say.
I know I can threaten you with a blood draw needle if need be.
I... you think I'm pretty?
Looks up at you with a soft grin, nuzzling my nose against your cheek before giving you a gentle kiss in appreciation.
You can do whatever you want. I'm yours, collar or not.

@༄ kim inseong I don't know.. you could have been too scared to leave me. Who knows?
Insulting- how's that even insulting? I have no idea what's going on inside of that pretty head.
ignores the squeal and just keeps you trapped in my embrace, one hand slowly and gently running up and down your back.
I can never be too sure. Maybe I should collar you soon just to make sure.

@♱ qian kun Of course I trust you, Kun. Why else would I still be here if I didn't?
I feel as though you asking that is insulting in it's own right.
Squeals quietly when your hold tightens and becomes more possessive, staying against your chest without protest and nuzzling into your shoulder.
Nobody else would lay claim to me.
That much is for certain

@༄ kim inseong observes your reaction without commenting on it, pulling you closer as I have you against my chest and purring almost like a soft little kitten.
Hm.. it can be beautiful when both people agree to it and stick to some kind of rules.. care about limits.. trust each other. Do you even trust me? I'd say you do because you are still by my side and listen so well without asking questions.
snorts and tightens my hold on you, glaring at nothing in particular.
Let you go and risk that someone else claims my sweet little angel? No way.

@♱ qian kun I hope you find someone like that. I think they would be good for you, Kun-ssi.
nods, looking down between our laps, letting my hand trail down to rest there as well.
I think it's still a beautiful commitment one way or another. It says a lot for the trust and faith you can put in someone.
sinks into your embrace with a soft purr, nuzzling into your neck after breaking out lips apart
Should I leave you? Would that be helpful?

@༄ kim inseong Not quite burning but I strongly dislike the thought of it. Maybe I'll change my mind once I meet someone who's good enough for me.
Isn't it a different kind of commitments? The collared people don't always agree or volunteer.. that's why certain people are against it.
lets go of your hands in order to embrace you again as if you could leave any moment, leaning in as well to keep our lips connected for a bit longer.
I have no idea, Inseong.. you're causing me to act weirdly..

@♱ qian kun sighs softly to myself, nodding
Of course. I'm sure your skin is burning at the thought.
That... Doesn't change the fact that it's still a sign of commitment..?
pulls back, sitting up straighter as I chew on my lip, trying to suss it out for myself without bothering you as to why the collar thing is so amusing.
presses my lips together in a fine line before leaning in to gently press a kiss to your lips
What do you want me to do?

@༄ kim inseong I am not really someone who's interested in marriage, so the origin doesn't matter to me. Just like all the other religious stuff.
laughs out and shakes my head in disbelief, once again being reminded of how naive you can be.
A collar is indeed a sign of ownership but it's mostly one-sided. One person owns another one. Isn't marriage a bond where both people involved are basically equal?
sighs and shakes my head again, lowering my head as I close my eyes for a moment.
No.. at least I don't think so..

@♱ qian kun I'm simply giving you history that vampires might not know. You seem to abhor all things religious, so I figured that you might not have known the origins of marriage.
blinks quietly at you, shoulders lifting in a noncommital shrug
A collar is a collar... It is a sign of ownership, much like the fancy rings humans are so fond of. I don't understand why some would be against such a thing. It is a sign of adoration and commitment in it's own way, is it not?
I don't know what your ailment is, so I can't fix it.
mumbles softly
Unless you need me to engage in certain ual acts? Would that be what you need to feel better?

@༄ kim inseong Oh great. Are you making fun of me right now? I swear you're going to regret it.
It's still a commitment and I don't think it would end well for you. Maybe even the two of us if something goes horribly wrong.
I was mentioning a collar because that's all I own and that's kind of.. similar. You wouldn't be against it? Nice to know.
scoffs and rolls my eyes when met with your expression, leaning back to create more distance between us.
I don't think that eating is the problem. Shouldn't you be able to fix it though?

@♱ qian kun Snorts softly, almost laughing in amusement
You don't need a ring to make a commitment to the face of God. Humans made it materialistic when marriage was originally about the bonding of two souls.
If you wish to collar me, however, you can do that.
Tilts my head to the side softly, inspecting you with curious eyes, my lips tugged into a soft grimace.
My medicine isn't meant for your kind. I don't know how to make you feel better... Do you know?
Do you need to eat?

@༄ kim inseong What did you just say? Husband? As far as I know, I'd have to put a ring on your finger before I can use that term or hear it from you and I guess a collar isn't a possible replacement.
And lover.. that means commitment and all that stuff.
holds back from complaining about the loss and telling you to continue, staying still as you lean in.
Why /do/ I refuse? See.. that's what I was talking about. Maybe I'm getting sick..

@♱ qian kun Drops the matter at hand with a dissatisfied hum, shaking my head softly.
What else would I call you? Lover, husband, dearest?
Those hardly sound like things that you would enjoy being called.
Slips my hand away from your scalp, cupping the back of your neck with a soft coo, leaning in to search your features
You wish to have the last vestiges of my innocence.
I am offering that to you... Why you refuse to take it so suddenly... That I don't know.

@༄ kim inseong Ah right.. you've been tricked by a big dog.
narrows my eyes as you seem to avoid my gaze, frowning a tiny bit.
Kun-ssi? Still? Am I that mean that it makes you feel like it'll fall on deaf ears when it's me? That's interesting.. but also sad. I would have been interested in what you could come up with, darling.
releases a small chuckle and shrugs, mostly focusing on the surprisingly nice sensation caused by your fingers.
I don't know.. should I let you? You don't even know what exactly I'm talking about.

@♱ qian kun Why anyone? He said he loved me.
Answers with a bitter-sweet smile, avoiding your eyes as best as possible.
I'd probably just call you Kun-ssi. Short, simple, and to the point. Why waste extra words on endearments that would fall on deaf ears?
Continues the action of running my fingers through your hair, noticing the change in your posture with a small smile.
Are you ever going to let me make a decision for myself? I think I can decide how I'd like to be seen and treated.

@༄ kim inseong I've met some humans who could be capable of doing that.. tempting angels like you.. or other innocent creatures. Why a wolf though?
sighs almost softly as meet your gaze, not even feeling like teasing or taking advantage of you calling me master.
If you could choose without thinking of what I'd like to hear.. what would you call me? Just curious.
notices how I actually relax with your hand in my hair and slightly lean against you, shaking my head.
I don't think that you'd want that, little angel.

@♱ qian kun You really think a human could be so charming? ...It was a wolf.
my head shakes, tone coming out a little softer as I look up at you, finally free of the ticklish touches that make me so tense with anticipation.
I'll call you whatever you wish to be called. It just seemed... Most fitting.
lifts a hand to run my fingers through your hair, scooting closer to you and fitting right up against your chest to hug you tight with my other arm.
I.... I can be whatever you want. I think. I can try--

@༄ kim inseong I wish I could have seen you with all that stuff.. I almost envy that human who got to be the one seeing you beneath him with all your purity.
Your master.. is that what you'd like to call me instead?
pulls back from your neck the moment I notice your tension, only leaving one last kiss on your neck.
That's the problem.. like a pet.. it might not stay this way though and then I might see you as something else.. want you to be something else.
groans and rests my forehead on your shoulder as you keep wiggling and seem to be oblivious to the effect.

@♱ qian kun Of course. Being owned, stripped of my wings and halo doesn't change who I am.
I'm still an angel, just now... Your angel.
And you're my master.
Shudders at the nip, squeezing your hands tighter under my own, and stiffening up right away with your words; the way your fangs grace my skin.
Then... is it really such a bad thing? If you're attached already, then you can keep me. Like a pet.
Only better.
Wiggles happily, trying to give an outlet for my excitement

@༄ kim inseong Kiba sounds good enough and it was the first one you mentioned. First thoughts are often the best.
stops you after a while by taking your hands into mine properly this time, resisting the sudden urge to intertwine.
You're too sweet sometimes.. a real angel who would do anything for me, hm?
inhales at the movement and nips on your skin without causing any damage, mumbling against your skin*
I might be too attached already..