@↓ Chueolyong He left the place staying completely silent, his mind though had several thoughts screaming loudly. Was it safe for him to get into a serious relationship again? His heart won't be able to handle another attack, even when he knew that them braking up was the best option for Yong's career and they didn't had any bad blood to each other. Yet, being left behind was something he had to deal with twice and put his heart in a dark place for longer than he wanted to admit. Yong, in the other hand, was not someone that could be easily overcame, he'd been trying to move on but it was not working as expected.
His phone buzzed in his pocket. As usual in a day and time like that, Hansol was wearing a suit after leaving the curt. He took his phone out and read the messages slowly down his feet pace. 'Never changed it. Where you at?' he typed and pressed sent. Maybe it was actually time to talk about something they've been avoiding for a little while now
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong gives a soft smile and a nod as he reads the signs, waving as he watches the younger's fleeting back. Once Hansol had left the area, the elder lets out a sigh. It doesn't take him long to finish the dishes and he is once again left to his own devices. He decides that it may be time to head into the city at least to focus on other things than what can or cannot be. Chueolyong had somehow ended up at a coffee shop, where he spent several hours of the day there. It was while he was there that Chueolyong managed to think clearly, thus taking his phone out and sending a text to Hansol, not even sure if the number was still the same.
'Not sure if this is your number still but its Yong...I realized I may have been pushing for something that may not even be anymore and I'm sorry for that.'
'I know there's things we need to talk about, and I'm in no rush because of where the conversation may lead, but it may be best for us to take some time and think about...us???? '
he ends the messages before he has time to delete them.
@↓ Chueolyong Soon after there was no skin contact between them, no nervous but exciting feelings rushing through their fingers, nothing. And Hansol felt empty, just like a couple of days ago. Reading the signes brought him back down to earth once again. 'thank you, that's sweet from you' he signed as the other took the dishes up and wile he could see him. He'd have stayed to help him clean up but, now he decided to pull away and stay apart, at least to a couple of days more if that could help his heart remember its place and owner. After a couple of seconds debating with his mind, Hansol finally took the courage needed, waved his hand slowly and walked away
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong could see the storm in the others eyes, and though he can't quite pinpoint any certain emotion, he can take a guess. Feeling the hands leaving his face and reading the signs he nods his head. 'I hope its an easy day for you' he signs back as he grabs their dishes and begins to clean up. Eventually the two will need to talk, but just like everything else it can be done at a comfortable pace that doesn't need to be rushed.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol felt like the man infront of him was expecting something he was able to give. His feelings for the older were confusing knowing, he's been in love with Yong for a while but life made them apart and that was a clear warning to him. Love was beautiful but painful, his heart could beat hard and die within a second.His hands slowly left yong's cheeks gently to sign his reply 'yeah, i have work to do' he lied. He actually didn't have anything planned but staying longer with the only boy that had made him feel like life was not that bad was a risk he was not willing to take yet
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong gives a nod at the sign as he leans into the touch on his cheeks his eyes closing for a moment before opening them again to watch the part of the conversion. Chueolyong knew that the likelihood of a kiss was low considered the two have just reunited. Giving a chuckle he nods, 'That they are' he signs back. Even though he may wish for them to go back to how they were before, he knows that it won't happen over night or possibly at all. 'Do you have any plans today?' he asks him, not sure of his schedule anymore.
@↓ Chueolyong He let another soft chuckles, Hansol was not used to people being so sweet and nice with him, specially since he barely had human interaction apart from professional things. 'seems reasonable' he signed, letting his thumbs natural caress his cheek like it was the most natural thing between them. He was surprised by the following thing yong signed, he'd lie if he'd say he didn't want to kiss him too but he was not sure if that was the best idea, 'kisses are nice' he signed
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong gives him a deadpan expression as he mentions his voice. 'Maybe, but it's special to me and I wish I could hear it' He signs out as he leans into the touch on his face. Giving a soft sigh his eyes close, before opening again, eyes meeting the others. 'I really want to kiss you' He admits.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol froze when he felt the other on his chest, he smiled softly rising a hand to cup on yong's cheek on his palm and gently caress it with his thumb, reading the signs. He knew Yong was being honest, he could see it in his eyes. Pulling away lightly he signed 'my voice ain't that cool, your not losing much'
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong smiles at seeing the other laughing, giving more of a sheepish grin as he reads the signs. But at the mention of his laugh he blushes and moves over to Hansol burying his face into his chest. Looking up he pouts pulling back a little to sign, 'I wish I can hear your laugh and voice'.
@↓ Chueolyong His own laughing could be heard after the older's one, he read the signs and nod his head once understanding the reason 'well I'm glad my face can make you so entertained' he signed smiling, 'you got a sweet laughs' he took a sip of the remaining coffee he had in his cup and took the dishes to the sink and place the containers in the fridge for someone else to eat it later.
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong was having a hard time gaining his composure and reading the sign all he can do at the moment his simply nod his head as the giggles start to settle down. 'Just the look you were giving me a few seconds ago.' he signs out trying to imitate Hansol's expression from just mere seconds ago. 'You could have stopped my rambling, but instead you were just dead starring at me. I don't know why, it was just funny.' he explains some more.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol closed the containers silently when he heard the other one giggling, his looked around and back to himself scanning for something that could cause his yongs laughing. Not being able to find anything after a couple of seconds he looked back to the older tilting his head 'did i do something funny?' he asked signing with his hands, unknowingly he let a soft chuckles out as well, not really knowing the reason why but laughing seemed right
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong notices how Hansol just stares at him as if Chueolyong is just rambling on about nonsense. It dawns on him that he actually, in a way, was going on about nonsense as he watches him putting the food in containers as he continues to eat. Shaking his head as he starts to giggle and he finds himself not being able to really stop. The situation wasn't even that funny but somehow the elder just can't contain the giggles escaping him.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol tilt his head to the side, silently surprised of how interested Yong was to explain himself when he didn't need to. He blinked just watching the signs and the whole explanation but he didn't really believed it was just cause of the diets. Yong had a really stressful life and sadly the taller seemed to not fully understand all those restrictions. He decided to nod his head and go back to eat, his food was getting cold and probably some other people in the mansion could it eat it so he decided to start putting the food in containers while he kept eating from his dish
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong smiles happily, 'Your cooking is really good. I want to try more of it' he signs out animatedly, however noticing Hansol's change he shakes his head quickly. 'I'm fine, it was really delicious I just wish I could eat more is all. Slowly trying to build my appetite back up.' he says explaining to the younger. 'My manager kept me on a tight diet is all, so I'm not used to eating normal portions of food anymore.' he continues to explain as he gets up and goes to pour himself a cup of coffee before moving back to sit back down next to the other.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol eat silently, just enjoying the flavor of his own food and taking glances at the one next to him in case he wanted to say anything. 'ive been cooking a lot lately, a hidden talent o didn't knew i had' he signed back before taking a sip of his coffee. After a while, Yong seemed to had enough food for the day while Hansol was just half way through his dish and there was plenty of food yet. Maybe he wasn't as good as he thought, or maybe Hansol eat too much, he didn't know but it wasn't a good sign for him. 'you should go back rest Yong, I'll clean up' he signed before going back to his food
@↑ Hansol Cheuolyong smiles as Hansol ends up joining him, taking a bite of the food and humming softly or maybe it was more of moan? 'Thats soo good' he signs out. It had been so long since Chueolyong actually had homecooked food as he was mostly eating whatever his manager got him from whatever restaurant was around. Despite the how good it was, Chueolyong still feels himself getting full just from eating a quarter of the food that it almost has him pouting because its soo good. However, he knows, from experience that he can't force himself to get sick either from overeating.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol smiled at the greeting, silently following yong's moves with his eyes he sat there waiting for him to take some food for his own. He didn't expect the other one to take a fork and want to share from his plate, Hansol was used to have a good breakfast since work wouldn't let him eat much the rest of the day. He frowned lightly, confused of it but after a couple of seconds he decided to let the other be. At the end of the day, they both had now different habits and life styles, Hansol knew that yong was not the one he knew years ago, he shouldn't expect anything to be like back then. After a couple of seconds of him thinking too much he nodded, taking another fork and eating a bit of the eggs he cooked with the coffee cup
@↑ Hansol As the male got closer to the kitchen, the smell of fresh coffee reaches his nose, having him perk up in the morning. Getting closer the smells got strong of what smells like breakfast and walking into the kitchen, he sees Hansol there with some breakfast. Chueolyong smile grows wider, as he signs 'Morning, smells delicious' he comments as the food is offered to him. Instead of immediately sitting down, he walks over and grabs an extra fork as he sits next to Hansol. 'Its enough to share' he says with a smile. Because of the restrictions Chueolyong had to put on himself during his travels, the amount of food he ate was minimal in portion size, so slowly he was starting to grow his appetite to a more normal and actual healthy amount, but it would take some time for it to happen.
@↓ Chueolyong The mansion seemed pretty quiet at that time, maybe cause everyone might still be asleep cause he woke up too early. The coffee machine started his work loudly contrasting the silence while Hansol started to make some scrabble eggs and bacon. After a while the breakfast was already served, some toasts and pineapple juice placed on th table as he pour the food into a bowl to be served. Just after taking the coffee he looked at the boy coming in the place, he smiled softly at the cute sight of the one he slept the night before. 'good morning' he signed and pulled a chair for him to sit down, 'you can eat these if you're hungry' he offered before giving his coffee cup a sip
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong woke up to the sun filtering in the room and across his eyes. Letting out a yawn and rolling over he realizes that he's alone in the room and that the clock reads 8am. Sitting up he stretches his limbs, a few joints popping in the process as he grabs his phone, seeing if he has any messages. Getting up and doing his morning business, he realizes that he doesn't have much in terms of breakfast aside from cereal that he wasn't feeling. So slipping on a pair of slippers and staying in the sweats and oversized hoodie he wore when he slept, he makes his way into the kitchen for some much needed food.
@↓ Chueolyong Hansol opened his eyes slowly, the light coming from the window told him it was a new day. His eyes scanned around the room, he wasn't home. It took him a couple of seconds to remember where he was and why the cute older boy was laying next to him. He turned his head a to the side and found the clock marking 7:30 am, probably too early for yong to wake up. Carefully Hansol pulled away from the him and stood up, fixing his hair and clothes a bit, making sure he wasn't forgetting anything he head to the mansions kitchen silently
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong smiles as he looks next to him and seeing Hansol was still next to him asleep. If it wasn't for his stomach growling for food, the elder would be curling up next to him again to sleep some more, but food was more tempting at the moment. Thankfully, Chueolyong was planning on having a very lazy day inside of his room and came prepared as he made himself a simple bowl of cereal to munch on. Sitting at the small table in the corner of the room that is next to the window overlooking the garden, a soft smile appears at seeing how bright the moon is, the light filtering into the dark room. It doesn't take the male long to finish the bowl before he is climbing back into bed, curling back up to Hansol. It takes him a bit longer to fall back asleep, but he does with due time.
@↓ Chueolyong The pout on yong's lips made Hansol find himself staring at how adorable it looked. His soft breathing seemed calmed over his chest and fit perfectly with the angelic face he had sleeping like that. The plan was to leave once he was sure the other was sleeping deep, but he couldn't. Hansol felt peaceful but his heart was having a hard ear with his brain, somehow even with so many thoughts and feelings mixed, he fall asleep.
@↑ Hansol After a couple of seconds of not being able to find the younger's hand Chueolyong unknowingly ends up pouting in his sleep and settles down. He doesn't know how much time passes but when he wakes up, it was dark outside. Rubbing the sleep from his eyes he looks around his room and lands on the clock, telling him it was 9pm.
@↓ Chueolyong The older seemed to be falling sleep but he'd still be moving over his chest. Hansol noticed the other's hand reaching out, he thought for a second that yong wanted to sign something but soon he realized he was actually searching for his hand. He wasn't sure what to do, years ago, he'd be taking yong's hand without hesitation and snuggled him closer like it was the best thing on earth but now he doubted the later consequences of his moves and misunderstandings it might get. He was highly afraid to let anything more then just innocent closeness happened cause Hansol knew he couldn't resist any other broken heart. He decided to hide his hand in his side and let yong fall sleep like that
@↑ Hansol Chueolyong had forgotten how nice it was to have someone next to him. Even though he couldn't hear Hansol's heartbeat he can feel the calming rythm of it. He let's out a content sigh, snuggling closer to the younger. Without being aware of it he reaches around, searching for Hansol's hand to hold.
@↓ Chueolyong The taller noticed how tired the other was, his eyes were closing slightly and the blanket seemed to be a clear sign of it. 'i hope you don't' he signed with honest concern. Hansol knew it was still pretty early to sleep for him, he wasn't sleepy but he knew Yong needed it. 'I don't wanna disturb' he signed as he placed the blanket comfortably over them, knowing he was being a human pillow. Anytime soon, the older would just fall deeply sleep and Hansol decided to stay until the right time for him to leave
@↑ Hansol Hearing that the other won his cases, Chueolyong smiles brightly feeling proud for the other . Seeing the concern, his smile soften as he moves closer to Hansol, bringing the blanket around them a bit more. 'I am resting don't worry. And hopefully I won't get sick' he signs as another yawn escapes him. Even though it was only mid afternoon, it feels late at night for the elder as he can barely keep his eyes open anymore. 'Will you stay with me?' he manages to get out, trying to keep his eyes open enough to get a response.
