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my brain is scattered...

hmm

when the brain thinks it’s one but in reality there
are multiple.
what importance does it have to linger
around and resonate such reassurance of
safety and joy?
the world is full of many things

new fishes will be captured by the hook
but I’ll be the onlooker who witnessed each bait
taken day by day.
from daily to staggering content
the time only rises with maximum hesitation
that washes over ones entirety

inhales hard

one of these days I’ll cease to exist.
words of exchange would decrease, my face will grow
immune to everything to where it’ll be hard to express
things genuinely.
the excitement will dwindle and the obstacles of life
will take over.
this is how it ends-
how it falters.
how things look from experienced brains that only
exchange words of warnings.

is that even the right name

I wonder how I’d be like if I was still
runch randa

psa
I eat pancakes without syrup

ive stumbled upon things I’ve highly regretted

I’ve had enough social media for today

context makes no sense

khalid vlogging nonsense is my new
reason to live

for my wellbeing

im gonna occupy this space

aiya

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ

Bᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇ
Aɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴍᴏʀᴇs ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ
Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ I ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ, I'ʟʟ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ