05.

We both obviously . I can sort of put the blame on horrible timing and our timezones, right? I think it's quite obvious that I the most. It's probably got something to do with my lack of being able to show emotions, my lack of activeness, my lack of...well, everything. That's basically all there is to it to be very honest.     No, don't worry. It's not gonna be like the uh, last time I said those words. I'm actually going to have a go at trying to express myself through words like a normal, functioning human being. So just, bear with me here as I possibly rant and ramble about certain things, consisting of you, and I, and us and my own idiocy. Yes, my idiocy is deserving of it's own topic, don't judge me.
You are obviously a goddess that has blessed my soul. You are maybe, probably, most definitely the most beautiful person I've ever lain my eyes on (besides myself obviously). You're too tol for me, if we were being truthful here, but that's just my smol, salty side talking and the fact that...i'dhavetopullyoudowntokissme oknowhy'dyouwanttodothat. Ha, betcha couldn't read the end of that sentence, but if you could and you did.....well, I'll think of something once I finish this. But yeah, what you should've got from this whole pile of words and letters, is that I really....dislikeyoubecauseyoumakeme goboomboomlikesvt
 
Welp, twas a good idea to have a 'me' section earlier...now I'm lost. Guess I'll just um, use this to talk about things one would find out about on an ideal first date. So, my favorite colors are the beautiful black and blinding blue. (yeah okay don't judge me on those adjectives). My all time favorite movie...hmm, this would be hard because it's either all the Harry Potter films...or all the Harry Potter films. Anyways, moving on, favorite food would be, almost anything you can get from a local grocery store. I'm not picky whatsoever, so it's not hard to find something I'd like to eat. I do quite enjoy the company of people who can cook tho. But even if you can't cook the best food in the world, I'm always down for some noods.
 
Ah yes, an 'us' topic to talk about. Well, let's see here and be honest about things. Is there really an 'us'? Can we be called an 'us'? I have my feelings locked down, but it'd be pretty nice to have a sign of yours. I'd appreciate something to show the indication of what this 'us' is. So to end this smol topic off, in the rewritten cover of Twice's Signal by Nick&Sammy: 
"Send me a signal baby, signal baby, 찌릿 찌릿 찌릿 찌릿. Tired of heartbreak, don't wanna play games, tell me that you want me. I know that you're shy, baby just be mine,찌릿 찌릿 찌릿 찌릿. You can use wifi, baby just reply, I'm still waiting patiently."
 
 
Ok honestly, I just needed a topic to fill in this spot of the layout I found, but guess I've gotta use it anyways, right? Because oh my dear lord did I really just quote a song, and not even a song, a rewritten version of a song.....why am I like this. Geez, lemme just embarrass myself even more, cuz I obviously haven't done that enough. I blame this all on you and the thought of you and your smile and your..weird obsession with nutting, and you having the unlimited amount of stamina to just keep running through my mind day after day after day after day. Yeah, guess the title's correct anyway, you do . You're not at all good for my heart either, always making it beat a thousand times faster than should be healthy, smh.
1. You
2. I do as well
3. Imaybelikeyoualittlebit
4. Number 3 is not a surprise
5. I am an idiot
6. ButIwannabeyouridiot
7. I need to be stopped
8. Byyourlipspreferably
9. OK, recap done

merry christmas !