rαnt rσσm

I have pneumonia and I'm slowly suffocating.
;c

/pouts/
I miss him already...

Injun's voice is so soothing to hear especially when he's speaking in his native language.. And when he's not being annoyed or yelling at dreamies.




That's all the rant I've rn

ugh im just gonna melt into my bed

when you can't sleep and you linger on something you didn't do, because you didn't have the required courage at the time

thank you, sehun
I've talked about it several times with people I know irl but it just comes rising up every once in a while

Do you want to talk about it Chris? I can hear you out maybe it will help?

sigh, I guess it's one of those nights

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I can't sleep
I'm being hunted by the regrets of my past

Wanting to interact with people more but then they seem to be busy with themselves...

AAHHHHH
I am annoyed and i feel bad

When you are watching a horror movie and your cat decide to scared the out of you...

Sometimes I just want to crawl out of my skin

Hmmm

@chrístíαn чu /smiles and pokes your cheeks playfully/
So now. Don’t you worry about it~ I’m all yours~

@чєσ hwαnwσσng ⌊sh⌉ chuckles softly.
good~

@chrístíαn чu /smiles and pecks your lips/
Mmh and besides I wouldn’t want to abuse my lips too much~ gotta leave that to you~

@чєσ hwαnwσσng ⌊sh⌉ pecks your lips once more and nods.
good that’s all i want.

@chrístíαn чu /nods and smiles/
Mmh I’ll make sure I don’t bite too hard~

@чєσ hwαnwσσng ⌊sh⌉ smiles seeing your cheeks flushed light shades of pink and shakes my head lightly.
no need to apologize. i understand it’s a habit, just try not to bite too hard ok?

@chrístíαn чu /smiles and blushes lightly/
I- ooh.
Sorry.. it’s a habit-

@чєσ hwαnwσσng ⌊sh⌉ leans in taking your chin gently between my fingers to lift your chin slightly so you could look at me and pecks your lips softly.
thank you baby. don’t bite too hard on your lip, that’s my job.. i also don’t want you to accidently cut your lip.

@chrístíαn чu /blushes a bit and bites my lower lip shyly/
I’ll be patient until then~

@чєσ hwαnwσσng ⌊sh⌉ baby you’re like an angel for me.
that is what makes you special to me.
i’ll be sure to be a gentleman, court you romantically and tell the world how much you mean to me when i am ready.

Oh hush you~
I’m fine waiting~
I’ll be patient until you’re ready~

i want everyone to know that this person is mine
yet im having a hard time saying it out loud.
i want to be a person good enough for them
yet i fear of not being enough you know

im so confused with myself.
i really didn’t want a relationship.
but i allowed someone in.
i want them but..
im afraid of commitment.
i desire them..
i can have them but
i also don’t want to be a .
i love that this person likes me
despite knowing how i am
yet i feel as if im doing something terrible
i dont want to hurt them

Depresso

UnU