hσngjσσng х jíhσσn

sighs

@lєє jíhσσn Yeah, I can sleep in about an hour or so at this point, I still wake up feeling refreshed and stuff like that, plus it's my last shift until my vacation, so it won't all be that bad to me..I'll get to sleep in tomorrow, itll be okay.
/Smiles sleepily, taking my hand and cups your cheek gently, lifting your head to stare at me, and I exhale shortly.
I'm glad, you must be really tired now, you should get some rest, Ji..

@kím hσngjσσng Don't you have to be to work by 9..?
murmurs quietly before raising my shoulders in a faint shrug, soon lifting a hand to rub at my eyes sleepily as i uttered
I don't think it's creepy...it's kind of cute, actually

@lєє jíhσσn I have a few hours left to go to sleep, I'll stay up just a little bit to make sure you're really asleep, even though we're in a safe containment.. I just..want you to feel peaceful, and also, when you're sleeping, you look very peaceful and relaxed, I love when you get your rest..
/Leans my lips down on top of your head, and kisses it, exhaling gently.
Sorry, if it seems creepy or anything, but I just...feel really happy to see you relaxed..

@kím hσngjσσng I mean..there's no reason to be awkward, right..?
tilts my head back in order to peer up at you, a brow raising for a moment before i pressed my face into your chest once more, feeling your heat radiate from your body
of course I will..i'm about to head to bed soon anyway..and so should you-

@lєє jíhσσn Yeah? Well, that reassurance pleases me a lot..
/I say under my quiet breath, curling my fingers around yours and we settle like this, holding hands like the little lovebirds we were in this moment, and I exhale in enamourment, my cheeks red with blush.
Will you stay in bed with me tonight? For comfort?

@kím hσngjσσng . . .you don't have to be awkward with me, you know--
reaches down to gently take hold of your hands in my own, slipping my fingers through the gaps of yours

@lєє jíhσσn Good,
I know you have your own bed and everything, but I feel a lot more comfortable when you sleep next to me, however if it disrupts your comfort zone, it's also okay..I know we had a moment like this, once some time ago, and it was really nice..
/Rambles onward to myself, twiddling with my thumbs

@kím hσngjσσng oof-
stretches my limbs out a bit when you lay me down onto the bed before moving to press my smaller form against your chest, the top of my head tucking beneath your chin
mmh..this is more comfy.

@lєє jíhσσn /Carrie's you here to our home and lies you out onto my bed before crawling over you and lying down beside you with my arms wrapping around your waist.

@kím hσngjσσng I can't say everything is going to be perfect but, fortunately, you have met me when i'm not in a terrible state of mind-- ask yao, a couple of months ago, minhyuk and I were a mess--
I murmur and watch as you lift my hand to your lips, a timid smile gracing my plush tiers as you press a kiss to the back of my hand delicately
you make me smile, hongjoong, so you don't have to worry about me being down for too long around you..
mmh..what's stopping you from doing so if you want to..?
I question, a brow arching as i peered up at you, the corners of my lips twitching up into a teasing smile

@lєє jíhσσn Neither do I, I couldn't be toxic with someone else, it's just not in my nature, but if they had beef with me or something, that's another story...but as far as I know, I dont see us going anywhere but uphill, not down.
/Gives your hand a short squeeze, and I bring one of them up to my lips, pressing a kiss to the back of it as I hold your hand gently.
I'm glad I could ease the pressure off you, it makes me really happy I can do such a thing, in the end I am closer to seeing you smile once again, and your smile is so genuine to me, all of you is..
God, when you smile, its gorgeous, like I could kiss you under a thousand stars..

@kím hσngjσσng I don't think we'd end up as a toxic one..but I still would prefer to do things at a steady pace with you..to just...enjoy the moments together, you know..?
i explain in a soft, delicate tone before our foreheads press together, allowing me to lean up slightly and gently bump the tip of my nose against yours before I settled back down, my small, slender digits easily fitting between the narrow gaps of your own
do you..? mmh..I think it does look rather bright for us. it's nice to be able to talk about these things and it has lifted a bit of pressure off of me..

@lєє jíhσσn Yeah, no one likes to rush, I've done that, I hate the way I do it too, I always need to relax before moving forward with anyone, cause then you dont know what they're really like and then what, you're trapped in a toxic one..
/Rests my forehead onto yours, exhaling once, quieting with the breath of my air tingling onto your lips, and I press both of my hands into yours, holding them sweetly.
I'm glad you do, and I think the future looks absolutely wonderful for us..

@kím hσngjσσng I just...want things to turn out okay? I don't want to rush because I know sometimes, rushing into a relationship is setting it up for disaster.
i explain in a gentle tone, my chocolate orbs lifting to meet yours when you turn your head in order to peer down at me before a warm smile graced my lips, the deep irises of my eyes nearly sparkling with admiration
I do have feelings for you though, if that's of any reassurance..

@lєє jíhσσn Yeah, that can be a real tough thing, I know that, I've seen how people are pestering you madly over it, it gets my mood going where I wanna tell some of them to back off, but you manage to handle it in the end, never the less, I still would probably try and step in if it gets too much for you..
/scratches the back of your head and leans in a little when you kiss the bare minimum of my lips, and I turn and stare deeply into your eyes, overwhelmed with a fueled and impressive level of enamourment for you.
Even if we didnt get to finish our first date, I know how my feelings are for you at the end of the day..

@kím hσngjσσng . . .i guess I never actually sat down and thought about what my feelings towards you were. And I always get a little..overwhelmed when outside people start pushing me to figure things out.
i utter quietly, watching as your gaze flickers down towards the floor in a panicked manner before I gave a small shake of my head and leaned up, pressing a kiss just centimeters away from your lips
don't panic..

@lєє jíhσσn A-Ah.. I just mean like, flu-like me or have a crush on me or something, i-i dont know your thoughts that well to know how you feel about me, or if I'm too clingy and whatnot..
/stutters as I look way briefly, edging my eyes down to the floor next to us, slightly panicky.

@kím hσngjσσng change my thoughts about you..? what do you mean..?
lifts my head in order to blink up at you, slight confusion etching onto my features before my arms tightened around your neck just a bit, barely enough for you to notice a significant difference

@lєє jíhσσn No Ji, I'm not.
/I say with a soft voice, allowing you to venture onto my lap, and you rest on either side of my thighs, earning my hands to be placed around your waist, smiling at you with a gentle crinkle of my nose.
It's okay to feel what you're feeling, as long as you dont change your thoughts about me..

@kím hσngjσσng ...you're not..?
mutters quietly, my brows furrowing once more before I moved to set my cup down on the coffee table in front of us before I climbed upon your lap, my knees pressed against each side of your thighs, my arms moving to loop around your shoulders before i pressed my face into your neck

@lєє jíhσσn Hey, it's okay..
/Stromes the back of your head, touching through your hair with a gentle rub and I press my head down against your temple, giving you a short squeeze.
I'm not mad at you..

@kím hσngjσσng ...if you'd like- you don't have to-
raises my shoulders in a faint shrug before lifting my hesd in order to peer over at you, my lips soon pursing into a thin line
I'm sorry..

@lєє jíhσσn ...would you like me to brew you some tea, Ji?
/Places my hand near your shoulder and softly my thumb across it, peering down at you, viewing your face.

@kím hσngjσσng I don't know-- i guess this feeling will pass eventually-
i mutter and peer down at my now empty cup, a light pout soon gracing my plush tiers
shoot..I need more tea-

@lєє jíhσσn ...what's it gonna take for you to believe me, hmm?

@kím hσngjσσng furrows my brows a bit before sighing slowly once more bringing my cup to my lips again to silently take a long sip of the now cooling tea

@lєє jíhσσn Jihoon, you're just as much help when you're here, I know you cant do much because my problems are so kind of, complicated, but it's fine, Jihoon, you're okay, i swear to you everything is okay...

@kím hσngjσσng takes another small sip from my cup of tea when you settle down beside me before I released a faint sigh, slowly lowering my cup towards my lap
I guess I just got a bit down earlier because I felt like I was no help to you..

@lєє jíhσσn Sits down next to you and places a hand on the small of your back, softly rubbing it back and forth.
Talk to me, Ji, that's why I'm always here..