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whats wrong minho?

I'm back

sigh

I guess it helps still but

but yet here I am, letting things out in a dead rp

I wish I had the gut to actually talk to people about my problems

everyone tells me I'm not, but I really don't believe it

I feel like such a crybaby by how much I cry

nope

I really thought I'd be done crying yesterday

I don't know what to do anymore

and all I can do is cry and cry and cry

always when big things happen in my life is when these stupid things come up

it's always when I'm happy that my world comes crashing down, isn't it?

great thing to celebrate, my loneliness

I'm just left to cry by myself as all these stupid fireworks go off

what's the point of enjoying something as a family when nobody in your family wants to?

I feel like every ing holiday I just get left in the dust

I have like nowhere to rant :')

family time I guess

definitely gonna try to bake a cake for her

Thanks love~ If anything I’ll probably try to bake a cake as best as I can hahaha it’s also my sister’s birthday coming up. Our birthdays are 5 days apart

/kisses the palm of my hand and then taps it to your face before giving you a big bear hug
Hi Minho~~~

also, I hope you'll still be able to enjoy your birthday. celebrate despite no cake.

you definetly were an unexpected surprise but thanks for the words, it means a lot ;;

Also ugggggghh my birthday is coming up and I can’t even buy a cake for myself
It’s gonna be a cakeless year ;;

and with that, I hope each and every one of you is doing alright

things have been difficult for my family but I’m trying not to let it get to me

we must stay strong until all this blows over

But now during these times is not the time to think about stuff like that