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study room
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 3 days ago
@★ henry cavill Taeyong hums in thought upon hearing the man's response. "I'm glad you're not a criminal." He says with a grin before continuing. "I am unfamiliar with secretary but it seems like they have your best interests at heart. Perhaps work should be in balance with the rest of your life responsibilities." Staring at What the man was clicking away on. Fascinated by the noise it was making. "What is that?" He asks very abruptly pointing at the black clicking thing.

"Sin has indeed become the ever more problem for humanity." He nods in agreement. Trying not to ruminate on his failures to the human race to stop them from falling down a life of sin and eternal suffering. "You speak like ome who is truly familiar with the ways of greed. Is this You being greedy with your own time?" He asks whilst taking a seat next to the human. "If you have never lived a life of generosity how can you know that greed will get you further? Materialistic desires are not the markers of a Good life but rather pleasent memories, joy and feeling fulfilled by the people that surround you.Besides you should also be generous to yourself just not over indulgent."
★ henry cavill 3 days ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Henry's eyes trailed away from his screen and landed back on the male, watching as he moved away from the couch and closer to his large form. "No criminal here. Just someone who has a pile of work to do and a secretary that does not wish for me to work, which is why I'm hiding in here. I hoped to get some work done without him knowing," Henry explained, his large fingers tapping away at the keyboard, finishing the last of his email before pressing the 'send' button.

Henry turned slightly in his chair to face the other man and clasped his fingers together, resting his hands on the side of the desk. "Generosity seems to have lost itself in humans over the centuries. You'll find that greed is more prevalent," Henry conveyed, memories of him demanding that his employees stay over a few hours later rather than going home to their families flashing in his mind. "Greed seems to get people further in life. Money, time, objects. And sometimes it's better to be greedy, especially being greedy with your own time, rather than give all of yourself away in generosity, and allow yourself to be a doormat."
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 4 days ago
@★ henry cavill Taeyong sits up curious as to the males response. "I won't tell anyone you were here mainly because I dont know anyone who you know. Why is it that you don't want anyone to know you are here? Are you a criminal?" He asks tilting his head to side curious as to the man's secrets. Getting up from the couch to the other side of the desk, looking down at the stuff not wanting to touch the humans belongings.

"Try to be? Are you also not a generous person?" Standing now beside the human asking him since as an angelic being all he knows is how to be generous. "Isn't being generous normal in humans?" Confused as to why human beings wouldn't be generous.
★ henry cavill 5 days ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ As soon as Henry's secretary pulled out of the driveway, he decided to sneak into the study room. He would work for a few hours until there were thirty minutes left until his secretary was due back to the mansion and he would quickly begin chatting with either a staff member or one of the boyfriends just to make it seem like he had actually spent the entire time not working. His secretary wouldn't know a thing. It was the perfect plan. Henry pulled his black laptop out of his bag and placed it on the desk in front of him, spreading out a few research papers about different pharmaceuticals on the desk while his laptop powered on. He just had to send out a few emails to some shareholders about a new drug his company planned on distributing and then after, he would do some research on cloning, for a secret project his company would work on in the shadows.

Henry's ears prickled at the sound of the door opening and he quickly glanced up to see the stranger laying down in the couch in front of the desk he was at. He looked back down at his computer and continued typing his email as he replied, "I was trying to be quiet so no one would notice I was here, but as long as you don't tell anyone you've seen me, I'll try to be generous and share the other side of the desk."
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 6 days ago
@★ henry cavill Taeyong did not typically venture into the study room, despite his wishes to study. Though he supposes what he wants to study is one that requires the physical and practical. Often hard to find. Still he had picked up a book on human behaviour. "The misadventures in mankind." He had decided to sit in the study room to, hopefully, have the contents enter his brain.

"Oh sorry, I didn't think anyone was in here." Taeyong says as he opens the door and sees a particularly stressed looking human at the large Oak desk. He has various papers spread amongst the desk with a large black thing open. He's looking at the black item complexed, Taeyong has never seen a book that looks like that before.

Still he entered the room, after all he lived here. Taking a seat on the couch opposite the desk since it seemed every other chair had been moved out of the room. He never knew what was going on with the furniture in this mansion. Laying down across the black leather.
♡ anatchaya suputtipong ʷᶦᶻᵃʳᵈ 2 weeks ago
oof
*plops down on the ground, sprawling out *
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ Of course that makes sense, you’re his friend. What you feel for him is uniquely your own, and no one else has the right to label it. Especially not with words like ‘obsessed’.
/smiling a little knowingly he shrugs/
Consider it both, a professional and friendly standpoint.
You’re so much more than you give yourself credit for, I know you will argue with me until I die that you’re not real, but what you’re feeling right now, about existing, about your trial, they’re very real. I just hope you won’t let them define you.
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin he attempts to bite back a comment as he listened to you speak. after all, he had asked for your opinion, it'd be rude of him to suddenly interrupt you the middle of you recounting your thoughts to him. but once you finally finish, he takes a deep breath before speaking.
i don't know what i feel about jinyoung. i just know i like seeing him around... but i don't see him the way humans describe 'romantic', i do not feel that... airy feeling they describe, or that feeling of wanting to kiss him. but i want him safe and happy. does that make sense?
he says, humming before he glanced over at the therapist, brow raising before he laughs quietly.
is that a comment from a professional standpoint? or a comment from a friendly standpoint?
he snorts before he sighs. looking over to the side with a firm press of his lips together before he rests his head on his chin.
maybe it was a good idea for me to come to you, therapist.
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ Obsessed is a very strong word, and not one I would use to describe the way you act towards Jinyoung.
Do I think you have a soft spot for him? Absolutely. Do I think you might like him a bit, yes, admittedly I do.
Whether your emotions are platonic or romantic are entirely up to you, but you do have a softness for him that I do find rather cute.
/he admits with a small smile, only for the expression to fade with a sigh/
And if that scientist happens to be Matt, I wouldn't read much into it. He seems to be quick to judge on very little evidence from what I have noticed.
I know that being alive isn't fun. Trust me, I get it more than you know. I wouldn't even call your trial a failure. If the man never shows up that's not on you. You didn't fail, he did. Relationships take effort on both parts, you did your part, you can't make up for what he didn't do.
I think you'll gain that reputation, but you can't do that if you deactivate now.
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin as the fey listens to you, he evidently softens. looking off to the side as he lets out a low breath of... relief? whatever it was, it was as if he had finally let out a breath he hadn't realized he had been holding for who knows how long.
being alive is not fun... i don't want to return to the mansion with a failed trial on my record. i want to be a popular boyfriend. i want my reputation to precede me even when i'm gone and deactivated.
he admits at last, glancing off to the side. the fey running a hand through his hair as he began to find his words. searching for the right words before he gnawed on the inside of his cheek. glancing off to the side as if avoiding eye contact with him.
do... i seem- obsessed with jinyoung to you? a- particular scientist seems to think i'm obsessed with him, and i don't think that i am. but i don't feel good when i'm ignored or antagonized for things that are not my fault.
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ Malevolent?
/blinks, clearly surprised by the question and he frowns slightly as he shakes his head/
Not at all, you don't seem malevolent to me at all. You're too playful for that, even with your sometimes unhealthy does of cynicism.
You have a lot of layers to you Xia, you're very complex, a lot more so than several of the boyfriends I've met, even more so than several humans I've met.
Appealing to someone isn't easy, that's just life. You have to find someone who wants what you uniquely have to offer. It's not easy for humans either you know, I'm not in a relationship either. I haven't found the person I appeal to yet, or who appeals to me.
Relationships are tricky no matter who you are, or what you are.
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin he listens to your words, listening to you as i tilt my head to the side. eyes falling shut with a low breath as he presses his thin lips together into a firm line for a long while, eventually lifting his eyes up to the sky as he leans his head back against the backrest of the couch.
"a fine wine" you say...
he chuckles quietly, more amused at the analogy as he shakes his head at the thought. you certainly have a way of flattering people.
he mutters before he lets out a low breath.
this was supposed to be easy. this was supposed to be easy and i would be able to flaunt that i could be bought.
he sighs before he looks at you, eyes glancing over the corners of the room before he begins to contemplate for a long while.
i hate that i'm asking you this, but do i seem... malevolent?
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ /nodding slowly he takes in your words and tone, considering what he wants to say before he says it/
I think you're right, we don't share the same mindset over your purpose or whether or not you are real.
But you've been here a month? I think, that sounds about right
You've been here a month, and you're basing your entire self worth on one month. I think that's a little unfair. You can't get bought if you don't give yourself time.
One trial that didn't go as planned shouldn't discount you or your ability or appeal towards customers.
Sweet boyfriends are nice for some people, but not everyone likes marshmallows. You need someone who can enjoy a fine wine.
They are out there, if what you want is to be bought, it will happen. Just because it hasn't landed in your lap already doesn't mean it's never going to.
And I think you discount your impact in his life. It doesn't matter if he has a hundred friends, losing you will still hurt and that's a pain that never really goes away.
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin i think this is where we begin to divide, changbin.
he glares back at you, lips pressed into a firm line.
it's not as if i'm well-liked. i'm not sure if you've noticed, but the trend of boyfriends who get bought are the sweet ones like jinyoung. he chuckles lowly. i am a product. i'm meant to be sold, what does it matter what i want or what i need to do? regardless, am i a product. i am not *real*, changbin. who else am i supposed to be a companion for if not for a customer?
and i like jinyoung- like how you humans call others "friend," but he's fine. he will be fine--he's well liked. well loved. and people enjoy talking to him.
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ But will he really be better off?
You don't have to live your life waiting on a customer that may never come. Live your life for yourself. I know that you were created to be a companion, but I've seen enough boyfriends together to know that maybe it wasn't necessarily to be a companion for a human
I've seen you softer with Jinyoung than I've seen you with anyone. You clearly care about him, is he not worth living for?
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin he smiled dryly, glancing over at his sharp nails as he draws out a low breath.
i've been thinking about it for a while. it's a mix of boredom and realization that i'd rather be deactivated and stored away than wait forever for a customer who might not even come.
and i know it will devastate jinyoung, but he'll forget about it eventually. the scientist he's fond of will be there to reassure him that he'll be better off.
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ Deactivated?
/he blinks, his eyes widening in surprise/
Have you been thinking about that? Are you that bored, or is there something else going on to cause these thoughts?
I mean it would devastate Jinyoung for one
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin you definitely should. it would be better.
he hums, ignoring your mention of you being a tool to be used, moving to sit down upon one of the couches before he leans back to cross a long leg over the other. resting his head upon his fist. his eyes glancing to look at you for a long while in silence before speaking.
convince me not to deactivate.
♢ seo changbin 1 month ago
@♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ /following after you into the room, he pulls the door closed, chuckling softly/
I should ask them for my own office
This one is okay, but I'd like something smaller that I can make a little more comfortable and homey
/smiliing softly he shakes his head/
No pats on the back, surprisingly my aim isn't to bring people to my office. In fact in a perfect world no one would need me at all.
I'm just a tool to be used
♡ xia lu ᶠᵉʸ 1 month ago
@♢ seo changbin so, therapist.
he hums, stepping into the study room to look around the room.
first thing's first, you should ask the scientists if you can have your own office. who knows if they bugged this room.
secondly, are you going to pat yourself on the back now that you've managed to get me into your office?
♢ seo changbin 2 months ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Change, I think, is inevitable for everyone. We all change based on our experiences. And those changes can be good or bad, but change itself isn’t inherently bad.
/pausing he tips his head, trying to think of a better way to explain it/
Maybe I should say it this way; just because they haven’t trialed you doesn’t mean that you aren’t good enough. You are good enough, their preferences were just different and that’s not anything you did wrong.
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 2 months ago
@♢ seo changbin It's hard to feel perfect when you know that you can so easily be changed. Which is something I don't want but then occasionally i find myself wondering.
/tilts head looking at therapist in confusion/
How do I not take it as rejection? It feels very much so like rejection.
♢ seo changbin 2 months ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Well, I think being a divine being is a great thing. Hold on to that belief, because you were made perfect, just the way you were meant to be.
I think... being tired is very valid. I would be tired too, but I think it's important that you don't think of not getting trialed or not getting purchased as rejection.
God never gives us more than we can handle. You are one of his children, and he has a plan for you. When the time is right, when the right customer comes along you will be purchased. I truly believe that.
Don't think of it as you failing, but rather it's not your time yet.
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 2 months ago
@♢ seo changbin /gets unexpectedly emotional and cries when he hears all the lonely words that the therapists says about him. Tears dropping down on to his pale cheeks./
Nobody else seems to think being a divine being is a good think. It seems like when customers do come here they never seem to like me or even our in effort with me. I try really hard and I've tried so many times but all I face is rejection. I'm so tired Mr therapist.
♢ seo changbin 2 months ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ A divine being, I think that's a wonderful way to think.
and God wouldn't make you incorrectly. You were made exactly as you were supposed to be made.
All those flaws you think you have, they're not bad things.
Stubbornness is a strength of character, temperamental is passion.
And I'll let you in on a little secret, no one understands humans.
I don't think the lack of interest in trialing you is your fault. From what I've seen there aren't many customers that come through the doors. Though the numbers have been picking up recently I think.
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 2 months ago
@♢ seo changbin I think they are a mixture of both those things. In regards to my personality I have been told those things outrightly and I've taken those on board potentially. In regards to my appearance I think its the lack of action that has made me this way.
/listening attentively as the therapist says what he has to say taking them in./
That is where I also differ from other boyfriends, where most believe they were created in the lab. And yes I understand that is where I was technically created. I know that I was created by my god who instructed that scientist to create me. I am a divine being.
♢ seo changbin 2 months ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Now, these flaws you listed. Are these things you've been told by other people, or conclusions you've come to on your own?
/he asked, taking note of what you listed as your flaws to address them in more detail if you decide to come back for another session/
Because many of those things are subjective. Attractiveness, cuteness, those things are very subjective. What might be cute to one person isn't cute to another.
You aren't a piece of paper, you're dynamic. You have depth, good and bad. Even if you were created in a lab, your personality still has depth. It's what sets you apart from other boyfriends and what makes you interesting.
Not that unlike humans.
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 2 months ago
@♢ seo changbin Yes exactly I feel that my worth is based solely on if I'm trialed or purchased and because I'm not it means that I have no worth.
/shocked in a pleasant way that the therapists understands what he means and doesn't belittle his feelings/
I can't say that I'm entirely sure. I think I'm quite temperamental, I'm not that attractive, I'm not very cute, I'm neither overtly submissive or dominate, I'm stubborn and strong in my beliefs. I don't really understand humans.
/laughing after listing out only few of the reasons/
I'm a very flawed being
♢ seo changbin 2 months ago
@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ From what I know of this place that makes a lot of sense for you to feel that way.
It's preached to you that your whole purpose is being trialed and purchased,
/nodding he sits down in a chair and starts taking notes as you talk/
Why do you think you haven't been trialed or purchased?
♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ 2 months ago
@♢ seo changbin I think i will call you therapist. I'm usually not the best as discussing or exploring my feelings. In fact I don't think it's something I've ever really done. Yes I'm perfectly fine with you taking note.
/deciding to lay on the floor instead of taking a seat anywhere./
I'm really struggling with the feeling of being inadequate and the feeling of failure. Like I haven't been trailed by a customer let alone being close to being purchased. I pretend that it doesn't affect me but it really does.

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