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yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ "i...right. i don't want to be alone. i actually /hate/ being alone, chris. especially during storms, but you already know that. i'm sorry. it's not my intention to make you feel like i'm pushing you away or refusing your help. it just worries me that you'll get annoyed or something and leave since i always talk too much or ask for a lot." i mumble quietly with red cheeks, embarrassed at my own actions. maybe i needed to tone things down. "i mean, i understand that, but some families aren't functional, yeah? some families are so broken that they don't even want to be around each other. that makes me sad. however... i know what you're trying to say, and sometimes the kinds of bonds that are like the one we have can be stronger than blood. at least, i believe so." a slow inhale. "i'll remember the quote, though, chris. as much as i can." when you jolt, my fingers instinctively splay out against your thigh, digging in ever-so-slightly. "you're okay. it was just a chair. hopefully, they'll call me soon so we can get outta here."
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ "i get it," came a soft, sympathetic whisper. "yeon, you said it yourself -- you don't want to be alone in this journey, right? you say that but... makes me feel like you don't want /my/ help when i try to reach out and you keep insisting things are fine." i inhale slowly and lean back, relaxing into the cushions thanks to the light pat. my knee bounces up into your palm once more as if asking it to stay. "in your time of need, who do you expect to be there? family, right? your mom, your father, maybe a sibling. it's natural, almost instinctual. because they're blood, so they /should/ be there when you need help. when there's blood, there's obligation. they /have/ to be there. but the quote refers not to the relationships you make yourself are far more important than the ones you don't choose. meaning--" i turn my head and look directly into your eyes. "--choice will always overpower obligation. i choose to be here. not because i have to be, i have no relation to you other than the bond /we/ created. so anytime i show up in a 'you didn't have to' situation, remember that quote." the sound of a chair scraping immediately draws my attention away as i jolt at the high pitched noise, knee immediately starting back up as i watch an elderly couple get guided beyond the door by a nurse.
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ “i try not to be. i’m just always afraid of being annoying or a bother to others. even though i grew up royalty where people /served/ me, i was still like that… my butlers and maids were shocked that i treat them differently than other members of my family. i didn’t like being in charge of my own kind or feeling helpless.” noticing your leg, i pause, then carefully rest my hand on your thigh and gently pat it in hopes of providing some comfort. “hm? no, no i don’t know that quote. what does it mean?” shifts my gaze to your face, studying it carefully.
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ "never be hesitant about trying to seek knowledge," i murmur softly to you, giving the curve of your lowerback a few light caresses as we move towards the seats. only then do i pull my hand back so you could sit down, claiming the chair beside you and the chair beside me for the helmet i carried in. there was some tension in my shoulders that never seemed to disappear until i would leave the hospital. i never did like buildings like these, or even the atmosphere. my knee started bouncing unconsciously. "you're right. i didn't have to. but tell me--do you know the quote 'the blood of the covenant is thicker than the womb'?" the tone i used was wistful and i kind of zoned out staring at the wall ahead of us, all the usual traits of when i was about to go on an absentminded yet deep ramble about my thought process.
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ “no…?” i blink a few times, letting your words sink in before i let out a soft sigh. “either way, i’m sorry. i was only joking, but… i suppose i can do what he did. sometimes i ask fans about things, too. although, i don’t always know if they’re telling the truth or not.” relaxes a bit, feeling your hand spreading warmth throughout my entire body as i let myself be steered towards the chair and then carefully lowers myself to sit down. “i’m…okay. i really appreciate you coming with me. you didn’t have to.”
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ "yeon- that's not what i meant." i frowned, expression immediately changing. i really did struggle with words and conveying emotions... i hated that about myself the most. "what i went through has nothing to do with this, you shouldn't have habits like that, okay?" i gently scolded, keeping my tone light but firm. "that's not the right way to learn. what felix did was he looked things up, he was obsessed with google pretty much. if you aren't sure about something, you could always look it up or pop into the chatrooms to ask. it's not a silly, i don't want to you thinking like that." the palm on your back was warm, thumb gently rubbing circles to help ease your mind as we entered the hospital. i watch the interaction closely but don't really say anything other than greeting her politely. i look around and manage to find a spot nearby, using the hand on your back to gently guide you towards it. "there's a free seat over here. how you holdin' up?"
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ instantly frowns and visibly flinches when you stare at me like that, not saying anything at first before shifting my gaze away and lowering my head. “i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have said it like that. i know you’ve been through a lot.” murmurs softly, rubbing absentmindedly at my arm before i shuffle forward towards the hospital, feeling more nauseous than i was when we started our way over. once inside, i look around before approaching the middle aged secretary sitting behind her desk. “um, hi….” after explaining what happened, i watch her peering at me weirdly before telling us to take a seat. “right, uh, thank you!”
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ the stern look i wore before quickly morphs into a deadpan stare. "do me a favor and imagine /me/ saying that then tell me how you feel." i stare into your eyes for a moment before looking down at the way i'm carrying you with a pinched expression, like i was contemplating something. what it was seems to win as i stiffly lower you back down on to the ground and retract my hands. "right," i murmured, "probably shouldn't have assumed you'd be okay with it--no matter," gesturing towards the hospital's entrance in the near distance with one hand, i hover the other one at the middle of your back, "let's head in."
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ “really?” i tilt my head, trying to piece together what i’ve heard and seen from the angel and the werewolf’s relationship. “huh…sounds like i need to injure myself and do stupid things more often, that way i learn.” laughs a little at my own joke before i pause and peer at you with wide eyes, looking like a deer caught in the headlights. “i- er- well-“ i stutter out, stumbling over my own words. “no…? i’ve just never been carried like this before.”
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ "you know, your situation reminds me a lot of felix's," i comment off-handedly, pillowy lips pursed in thought. "he didn't tell me much but he did tell me that it was a struggle. like you, he had to try to learn things the hard way and that ended up in a lot of mishaps. he said he was pretty hard on himself for even the smallest of things because he just couldn't tell what the difference was between good and bad. it wasn't until chanyeol became a more definitive presence in his life that he really began to understand things better." shaking my head, i give you a stern, unamused look as my tone dropped an octave, as i stop dead in my tracks. "is this your way tell me that you want me to put you down? hm?"
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ “oh,” is all i breathe out, remembering your distaste for the favored party drink and how sick i’d gotten trying it for myself when i was alone in my apartment. “this ‘learning’ is putting me in bad situations, though. sometimes i feel like i shouldn’t even have left home. at least i didn’t screw up there.” bites on the inside of my cheek, gently rolling the flesh between my teeth before releasing. “i…well, no…but isn’t this a bit much? my legs aren’t broken! what if i vomit on you? you’ll hate me!”
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ "they started bringing out the alcohol anyways," my nose scrunches up a little at the recollection of getting several drinks shoved in my hand as people tried to coerce me into drinking despite the numerous declines. "and do me a favor, yeah? stop insisting you're dumb. you're not. you're learning. and what do you do when you're learning? you make mistakes. and what do you do with mistakes? learn even more." i continue calmly walking down the street, already seeing the hospital in the near distance. i give you a side glance and a small yet amused grin. "do i look like i'm struggling?"
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ () you’re fine !! no rush, ever ❤️

“a birthday party? that sounds fun! but, ah, if you don’t like them then… i can see how you’d want a way out. i guess my dumb self came in handy for once, heh.” i flash a weak smile, about to hoist myself to my feet but you beat me to it, and i have no choice but to be pulled up. a ‘thank you’ is on my lips, but when i realize you weren’t done, it fades away and is quickly replaced by something akin to a squeal. “chris! i…i can walk!” i whine while holding onto you. “aren’t i heavy?”
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ ( sorry just got home and got comfy then got a phone call T ^ T )

i carry the helmet in one hand as i walk over to you, the other hand stuffed in my pocket. my eyebrows are furrowed in clear concern . "oh, thank you. birthday party. guy was rich, put up a fancy dress code for it and all. don't worry 'bout that, i hate parties. i don't think you're in any condition to walk much right now so--" i walk to your side, hand coming out of my pocket to gently grasp your wrist, lifting your arm and sliding it around my neck, over my shoulders. the same hand brings your knees together before i slip my forearm underneath them and with one mighty pull, i pull you up to my chest in a one-arm bridal carry; effortlessly carrying you down the the street, my free arm dangling at my size, helmet still in hand.
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ the familiar hum of a motorcycle broke me out of my daze, blinking a few times before i lift my eyes to meet yours. “chris, hi,” i mumble softly, the embarrassment of the whole situation again hitting me like a ton of bricks as my cheeks flush. “you… look really fancy! and nice, of course. i hope you weren’t in the middle of something and i made you c-“ but a sudden wave of nausea washed over me and i threw a hand over my mouth, wincing a bit. “sorry, uh. i feel like my stomach is turning itself inside out. this is worse than when my cousin made me try raw jellyfish tentacles.”
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 10 months ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ this was perfect. this party was starting to get out of hand anyways. as much as i appreciated the invite to a birthday party, they started bringing out alcohol 45 minutes ago and i have been trying to find an escape route since. and since the dress code was formal, i pulled up wearing a black and white suit with a tie and vest, parking the bike infront of you and straightening up. "hey," i greet, reaching for the helmet on my head -- both things sleek black, go figure -- to take it off. "how you feelin'?"
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 10 months ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 'stupid, stupid, stupid,' i chastise myself in my head while shaking it, as if somehow, some way, that would eliminate all of the dumb things i've done since moving out from the ocean. no doubt, everyone thought i was some sort of airhead, constantly putting myself in danger and causing trouble. with one last 'stupid' directed towards me, i let out a long, frustrated sigh and stare out into the apartment complex's parking lot. surely, the hospital staff has heard sillier stories, right?
sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ 1 year ago
@yixing z。ᵖᵉʳᶦʷᶦⁿᵏˡᵉ Sehun swore if he heard one more alarm go off in this hospital, he'd lose his mind. It had been one of those typical days; no breaks, no lunch, and he'd barely managed to sneak away once for a quick trip to the bathroom. And, on top of everything else, it seemed like every single family member, doctor, case manager.../everyone/ needed to speak to him. With a loud, frustrated sigh, the exhausted wendigo practically collapsed into one of the chairs at the nurse's station before scanning his badge to unlock the computer in front of him. Maybe, just maybe he'd have a few quiet moments to himself where he could chart on events and changes in his patients' conditions that had occurred throughout the day.
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 1 year ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ The merman visibly relaxed at that, relieved that someone else felt the same way. Ever since he's come on land, he's felt more alone than ever despite attempting to make all sorts of new friends and keep up online with his fans. Did that help provide some comfort? Of course. Did that replace his home, his family? No. But he'd made this decision on his own, and he wasn't going to turn around and head right back to the underwater kingdom. Not when he was starting to grow fond of how things were up here. "See? So, let me be company for you when you don't have anyone else. It'll make us both feel pretty good, hm? Hey...I'm getting there! I did run pretty far and there hasn't really been any issues! That's something to be proud of, I think, heh." Chris's smile was easily returned with one that mirrored it, two rows of pearly whites shining brightly. "I'd like that. I will need...lots of assistance, though, since I've never worked out before. I'm sorry in advance for the patient you'll have to have. Mm, deal! We'll look out for each other!" Watching the other male start to stand, Yeonjun sprung into action and helped him up, not letting go until he was positive Chris was steady on his feet. "Well, if that's where you'd like to go, then yes, we'll head to your apartment. I'll assist you inside and make sure you have everything you need."
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 1 year ago
@changhyun y。ᶠᵒˣⁱᵉ oh god-- now why on earth would you wanna do /that/?! that seems so pointless-- don't waste your time on t-things like that, changhyun!
/the words come out in a incredulous, yet harmless, whine of protest before i start laughing, like i normally did whenever i was feeling particularly nervous or flustered. to be frank, i'm not sure if it would even be possible to get used to praise. maybe within due time but it certainly won't be something that happened overnight. i was quite hard on myself on top of dealing with a lot of secret anxieties and silent wars that constantly raged on in my head. i did my best not to think too much about the darkened twists and turns that was reality but sometimes it'd be too much for me to be able to handle alone. sometimes, i'd get consumed by it - and by then, i'd seclude myself in my apartment for days on end. there's no doubt that i'd end up doing that as soon as i was out of this damn hospital. my ever-present ptsd was already kicking at the door as is; i was far too on edge right now and yet everything seemed fine and dandy on the outside.
your mother would encourage you to embrace your tails more, i'm sure. if she was proud of them, so should you! i don't know, maybe that's just me... but me? unique? i don't quite see how i'm unique though... i mean, i know heterochromia is quite uncommon, especially if it involves more than two colors, but still - there's more to me than my eyes and i'm sure unsure what about me specifically is, er, 'unique.' my personality surely isn't enough, right?
/pausing a little when you drew closer with the offer of letting me touch your tails, eyes widening briefly as i soon found myself staring at the appendages in wonder. i look between you and the tail a couple of times before eventually, hesitantly lifting a hand up to brush careful and gentle fingers over the tail, letting out a jagged breath at the soft texture that my touches are met with.
whoa... f-forest kitsune, huh? so the books were right about one thing at least - there's d-different types of kitsunes. i-i mean, uh... the tv show i watched o-once-- teen wolf. there was a kitsune t-there too but she was a thunder kitsune.
/cue more nervous rambling, a trait that followed after my adhd; i never seemed to shut up most times or know /how/ to shut up. but i was utterly fascinated by your tails, unable to compute that it all was even real - there seemed to be a part of my mind that thought that this was all just a hallucination or something. it's still somewhat difficult to accept how my world was flipped upside down after moving to this town. as i chew on the tart, savoring the sweet and buttery flavor, i look up at you with a flat look; cheeks puffed slightly around the pastry.
everything in these containers will end up in my stomach before the hour ends, trust me. i'm a ing food vacuum, i swear.
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 1 year ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ Letting out a small sigh, Christopher leans back against the bench and takes a second to close his eyes. He knows what it's like to be alone. He has been since he lost his family. For a while, Christopher hated the silence since he had gotten so used to the noise (and he still kind of days today). It always hit the most when he'd come back to his apartment, half expecting to have Lucas wrapped around his leg in less than a second as Hannah would run up to being rambling about what she had learned that day in school. He'd give anything. Anything. "I get it," he sympathized in a gentle murmur. "I understand, Yeonjun. No one likes being alone... Not really, at least. Just-- take things easy, yeah? You're not used to your own legs, so don't try to push yourself for my sake... I can wait." Taking a deep breath, he opened his eyes and flashes a soft smile towards the merman. "Well, like I mentioned earlier; you're always welcome to join me in the gym. Of course not right now but eventually, when I'm all healed. Until then, just let me look out for you every now and then, yeah? You can even do the same for me so that it's fair." The little comment has a soft blush appearing on Christopher's cheeks and he diverts his gaze, timid as ever, and reaches for the crutches beside him, put one under both arms. He takes a few deep breaths to steady himself before hoisting up off the bench, staggering briefly but quickly regaining balance. "D-Damn... these'll take a while to get used to. We heading back to my apartment or elsewhere?"
changhyun y。ᶠᵒˣⁱᵉ 1 year ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ *hugs my tote bag to my chest and tries to hide my smile behind it as you try to explain yourself, again, finding your shy actions and words endearing, never having seen someone getting so timid and flustered by something I said*
It's understandable and completely natural for you to react like this when you're not used to being praised. Guess I'll have to keep complimenting until you get used to it~
*notices how you get lost in your own thougts, emitting a light chuckle and decides to take a seat on the chair next to the bed, grabbing my tails so I don't sit on them, playing with them a little while patiently waiting for you. When you snap out of your little trance I welcome you back with a warm eyesmile and is instantly relieved by your words, happy that you don't think that my traits are freaky* You're right. I'll try to embrace them more... After all I inherited them from my beloved mother and she was very proud of her qualities. You should listen to your own advice and embrace how amazing and unique you are, Chris~ You're very kind, but you need to be kind to yourself too, you know.
Anyway... Since you're so curious and fascinated by my tails, do you want to touch them~?
*pulls the chair closer to the bed, lifting my tails and gently poking your arm with them, encouraging you to touch them*
I promise you won't regret it. They're very soft. Also, it's not everyday that you get to touch a forest kitsune's tails!
*watches you with big eyes and my head tilted to the side with anticipation, eager to know your thoughts on the tarts since it's my first time having someone eat something I baked. It's not that I'm bad at it, my pastries are really good actually, but I wasn't confident enough to offer them to someone else until now. I built up the courage to bake something that you really like to maybe help cheer you up while you're recovering from the surgery and I'm really proud of myself for that. I started baking after the death of my father to distract myself from the pain and sadness of losing him to cancer and since then it became one of my favorite hobbies. Sweets have always brought me comfort in the toughest times so I wanted to try doing the same for you, maybe it will work, maybe it won't, but it's worth the try. I genuinely put a lot love and effort into the things I bake so I'm really hoping you like them* I-I brought reece's too since you said they're your favorite! You don't have to eat those if they're not good, you can have the chocolates instead.
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 1 year ago
@changhyun y。ᶠᵒˣⁱᵉ ahh, no no.. no- i just- hahaaaa oh my god- i just get /really/ ing shy /really/ ing quick and it's humiliating so i just choose to, er, hide. like a child, i guess.
and it's not that i don't believe you- i mean, well.. sometimes i do, s-sometimes i don't- not the point. what the was i gonna say- oh, right- it's not that i don't believe you, i-it's just that i have trouble /accepting/ t-the praise.
/my voice is a little muffled against the fabric of the blanket as i continue seeking comfort in the rather rough fabric; it certainly wasn't as nice as my duvet back at the apartment but it's doing a good job to hold the warmth in. eventually, though, i begin to lower the blanket as i become very quickly distracted by the sight of your tails and ears. there was no disdain or judgement in my mismatched eyes - only child-like wonder and curiosity. leaning forward a little to get a closer look, vision straining and silently cursing at myself for not bringing my glasses.
s-sorry what were you saying..?
/stuttering out of my reverie, i blink owlishly up at you, having been way to enamored by the uniqueness of your tails to really pay attention what you were saying and i feel guilty but... it was just so fascinating to me. i was human, so it mean my life was rather mundane. i didn't get to live with things like tails or wings or awesome abilities that i've only really read in books and comics. in a way, it makes me feel significantly smaller now, knowing that there is much bigger, better, stronger things out there. eventually, i lean back with a small tilt of my head, looking thoughtful yet also somewhat conflicted.
i can understand why you'd want to hide them but i don't see why you should. embrace it, actually - i mean, how many other people do you know with traits like yours?
/glances up at you, reaching for the container of goods that you had thoughtfully brought to me, eager to try one of the tarts and immediately popping one into my mouth.
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 1 year ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ Hearing his name called like that caused the merman to duck his head a little in shame and rub at his nape. "I'm sorry... I know I don't like being alone, so I don't want anyone else to be if I can help it! Besides, I really am fine. I think it's my legs... I'm still trying my best to get used to even having them, heh. That's why I mentioned possibly trying to work out. That would help build up their strength, yeah?" Yeonjun tried with a quiet laugh, rocking back and forth on his heels. "Chris, I didn't have surgery. You did. I didn't mean to make it seem like I was any less significant; I was merely pointing out the obvious..." Still, it did feel rather nice that someone seemed concerned over his well-being. Since he's been up on land, he really hasn't had anyone looking after him. The independence was a lot to take in and adjust to. "Okay, okay. I won't push it. Just don't like hearing that you're hurting." A pause. "Um, anyway, the car should be here in approximately five minutes!"
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 1 year ago
@yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ "I- /Yeonjun/," the human scolded in disbelief (and worry), looking up at him incredulously. "You didn't need to /run/ here, I- it's not a nice day out! I wouldn't have minded sitting out here for an hour or so. Don't worry about things like that. I was only out here for maybe like... 45 minutes, maybe? I can't quite remember but it seriously wasn't even that long." Christopher assured, still touching his shoulder before eventually removing his hand and pull it back. "So? That should immediately mean that your pain is less significant than me? Absolutely not, that's now how I work." He was frowning, brows furrowed, clearly not at all willing to let go of his concerns for the other male. As far as he knew, Yeonjun lived on the other side of Magnolia - it's quite a distance to get from one side to the other, especially to where the hospital was located. "Just... be careful, that's all," a soft murmur leaves the human's lips before they press into a thin sigh, heaving a sigh. "I'm sure, Yeonjun... if I see another ing pill, I might just throw it up and I'm not even kidding. Even if I wanted to, I can't. My stomach just.. won't accept it."
yeonjun c。ᶦᵗˢʸᵉᵒⁿ 1 year ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ A sheepish little grin formed on his lips as he looked up to meet the other's gaze. "Yes? But not the whole way. I just...didn't want you to be out here waiting by yourself for too long. I felt bad that I took as long as I did." Yeonjun finally straightened himself up, swept his hair away from his forehead, and offered a wider smile to Chris this time. "I'm happy you're well enough to be released." At the touch to his shoulder, he let out a soft little laugh. "I don't think you should be the one asking if I'm okay, Chris. You're the victim here, not me, silly." Yeonjun slipped his hand into the front pocket of his shorts and tugged out his phone, immediately pulling up the Lyft app for their ride away from the 'evil' hospital. "Are you sure you don't want to take home any pain medicine? Not that I...know really anything about it, but I really don't want you to have to suffer. You just had surgery! I imagine you're in a lot of pain..." He said, lips jutting out in a prominent pout.
changhyun y。ᶠᵒˣⁱᵉ 1 year ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ *nibbles on my bottom lip as I watch your reaction and although I was feeling shy as well after blabbering on like that (that being a habit of mine that I really hate), I let out a soft giggle, finding it all very amusing and even adorable; from your flushed face, wide open eyes and mouth to the way you try to hide under the blanket* Too much, right? I'm so sorry, Chris~ Just know that I really meant everything I said.
*tilts my head to the side and blinks several times when you pause and look at me like that, trying to figure out what made you react like that so suddenly. Follows your gaze and my lips make a small 'o' when I find what you're so fascinated about* Oh! Right! M-My tails haha... Yeah, currently I only have two since I'm pretty young. I can retract one or try to retract both of them if they freak you out- *purses my tiers and hides my tails between my legs, feeling self-conscious and very insecure about them now, thinking that maybe you find them monstrous and freaky, a thought that crosses my mind regularly even after seeing so many different creatures throughout my life* I wish I could make them disappear completely but I never learned how to. I still try though
christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ 1 year ago
@changhyun y。ᶠᵒˣⁱᵉ /spotting the sweet smile that's aimed my way helps ease the frustration and annoyance that i held for myself. to me, my stutter was humiliating - i think that's why i went from being a major extrovert to quite an introvert rather quickly. the scar on my neck and permanent damage there made it so that my voice was deeper than it used to be. it's certainly not as deep as felix's, though, but that's not the point. i hated the scar on my neck. and i honestly kind of hated the sound of my own voice. no one liked someone who stuttered a whole lot.
/not expecting the continued words of praise to keep coming, all i was able to find myself doing was sitting there staring over at you wide-eyed, plump lips parted in shock; rendered speechless for a couple of seconds, as i had no idea what to say to any of that. not a lot of people made positive comments about my eyes, to be honest. oddly enough, they always thought it was weird (except for my father) so to hear nothing but good things coming from you, it's like my brain could not compute with that much compliments being hurled at me - and, very quickly i might add, my freckled cheeks start /burning/ with a marvelous heat that spreads like wildfire towards the tips of my ears.
oh my god--
/is all i can croak out, burying my reddening face into a palm as the other grabs the blanket and yanks it up so that the soft fabric could replace my hand.
u-uh th-thank you, haha- sorry, i uh.. g-got shy. imma just--remain h-here for a minute. or maybe longer.
/lowering the blanket down just enough to peek my eyes over at the tote bag, i meekly reach out to grab it after hovering in hesitation; i never was one to get offered things much less accept gifts either. just as i take the bag, my eyes catch sight of your ears and tails and - once again - brain just flatlines. my jaw drops, hand-still mid-air with a container in hand but i wasn't even paying it any attention.
tails. plural. more than one-- you have /more than/-- , you weren't k-kidding--
holy --
changhyun y。ᶠᵒˣⁱᵉ 1 year ago
@christopher b。ᵐᵒᵒⁿˢʰⁱⁿᵉ *my ears perk up with surprise the moment I hear your accent but it just makes me find you more interesting and unique. Apparently, you'll never stop surprising me since there's so much of you to uncover. Shows you my sweetest smile as I listen to you, trying to soothe the frustration that came with each stutter and even though I knew that the reason behind it was very tragic and sad, I inevitably found it endearing and I seriously don't know how to feel about that. My gaze continues to trace your features and when my lavender colored eyes, with a hint of hazel in the middle, meet yours, I become just as timid and look away as well, my ears flattening against my head once again* B-But you are. And I'm not just talking about your tattoos, even though they're the coolest I've ever seen. You're also very talented. Your eyes are amazing too, it's the first time I've seen heterochromia in a human. I usually see it in dogs like huskies and some cats... Sorry, I keep saying embarrassing stuff- *fidgets with my tail and looks anywhere except your face until I remember that I have something to give you* Oh! I-I brought you something, Chris! *looks in my tote bag and pulls out a container with mini custard tarts in it, holding it out with both hands and flashing you my brightest smile* I really hope you like them . I apologize in advance if they're not perfect since I made them but I tried my best!


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