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@♆ : sinna m 。 What was supposed to be a joyous today, had turned to not be one. It was almost crazy in the way how such a little thing could turn into something so disastrous. It was like fireworks that were too bright, water that was too deep, and in the case of this particular moment- love that was too strong.

His parents love. Though one could say he was very very grateful that they loved him so, because there was just no telling how life would be if they wanted nothing to do with him, sometimes they were a bit extravagant. They liked to breathe down his neck and they liked to make things that were supposed to be small and personal and turn them into something only on the level of a national holiday.

The fireworks were too bright.

That was the beginning. The sparkling cinders touched the wooden deck and suddenly there was a fire. Suddenly the fire had touched the flammable materials, oils for the kitchen, oils for the ship itself. It was scary at first, but they tried to control it. If only they knew that all they were doing was waste time.

He felt light in the sea water. He had spent so much time in the sea, but he never thought he would die there. He had no chance to take a breath like he usually did, no chance to prepare himself. The explosion flew him into the ocean, his clothes were tattered and his skin was scarred. He began to think it would be better like this. His eyes clouded, he couldn't see the world around him no more, it was just teal abyss as he fell deeper and deeper into the void of the ocean. Dying here wouldn't be so bad, maybe.

[] i hope this is okay HGFSJDKAHD and i hope this is a good spot lul