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❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ I'm not so much scared of you... I'm scared of what you can do. There is a difference there I am sure.
*chuckles weakly and rubs my thumb over your cheek gently*
It doesn't matter if you scare me or not, because no matter how scared I get of you, I still love you...
And I always will Hwa, always. Never doubt that ok?
*pecks your forehead gently before moving my hand down to hold yours, giving your hand a gentle squeeze that's supposed to be comforting.*
I can't promise I won't get hurt, you know me... I'm a little accident-prone, but I can promise to fight through anything that happens to me so I don't leave you behind.
But you have to promise to do the same, we have to be together all the time, right?
*smiles a little and leans in giving you another quick kiss enjoying the feeling of our lips being together.*
I should be home by... three I think. If I run, which I will... for you.
*smiles a little and nods slightly*
Then we can get your stuff and move you in here yeah? Then you can 'annoy' me all day every day... when we arent in class, or practice for you.
❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Really?
`offers a faint pout, eyebrows pulling together.
Wait- ahhhh.... are you scared of me, Joong?
`keeps my gaze lowered, tracing little patterns over the spot with a small frown.
I don't like thinking about you not being here or being hurt.. especially if it's by me. That scares me, a lot.
`rolls my eyes.
I was simply saying it's valid and I'm not judging you for it, babe. One day I plan on getting rid of it, anyway, one day.
Sorry, sorry, I'll keep it down.
`nods slowly and slumps slightly, just watching my fingers as my frown softens but stays put.
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry you're with someone who you have to even be concerned about that..
`mumbles and sighs, leaning against you slightly as I return the kiss, nudging our noses.
Around one and no practice tomorrow so once classes are over, you've got me to annoy you the rest of the day.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ Sometimes you do... but not always.
*chuckles softly and you cheek gently*
When you get angry you can be pretty intimidating... let's just say I never want to piss you off... I'm sure I will... but I don't want to
*gives you a quick kiss to your cheek before watching your fingers tap on my chest*
Yes... please let me be a living being... I would much like to physically enjoy my time with you.
That might be perfectly logical Seonghwa... but its still just a heart. A heart from a dead person, but a heart all the same... in a jar... It cannot do anything to me.
And you really shouldn't admit to carving someone's heart out babe, what if someone hears and takes you away from me.
*pouts a little*
I wouldn't know what to do with myself if I lost you.
I know you wouldn't Hwa, don't worry. But its there, in my head. Not even so much that you might hurt me... more just... how capable you are at ending me. Thats the scary part.
*smiles softly at the pecks before pulling you in for a slightly longer kiss*
When do you finish classes tomorrow?
❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ When have I ever been intimidating? Do I really come off that way?
As cute as that last part is, I'd much prefer you being with me as a living being. Though, I'm sure your heart is very pretty.
`slides my fingertips down to tap gently over your chest, chuckling softly.
If it starts moving on its own, I'll be sure to get rid of it.
You arent sure why it makes you uncomfortable? I- it's the heart of a once living, breathing human being.. that your boyfriend - beautifully, might I add - carved from their chest. Im pretty sure that's a damn good reason for it to be an object of discomfort.
`frowns slightly and pulls back slightly to look at you.
You know I'd never let anything happen to you, be it by my hand or anyone else's. It's an understandable fear but.. I hope you know I have every intention of making sure you stay safe and, well, whole with all your organs in the right places.
I would never ask unless it was a life or death situation, love.
`chuckles and dips my head down to layer a few pecks to your lips.
That you have. That sounds like a mighty fine plan to me.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ *chuckles softly and rubs your back slowly holding you close but gently*
So very intimidating... But you can be you know.
Sounds horrifying, but I meant what I said... I would fight to keep you by my side in some way... or I would end up another heart in a jar right. At least I would still be with you then.
*tilts my head a little shivering slightly at the contact*
I hope not... because if it could I might actually freak out rather then just stare at it like it was going to move.
I don't even know why it makes me that uncomfortable honestly.
*smiles a little*
I know you do Hwa... but I can't help fearing it. I like my internal organs being... well internal... and I fear one day they will become external and that actually really scares me.
If you ever needed me though... I would be there in a heartbeat... fear or irrational things or not.
*smiles happily and nods*
Well... considering I have made a lot of promises today that will basically keep me in bed today and tonight... We can move you in after class tomorrow? Sounds good?
❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Oh absolutely, babe.
`chuckles softly, shifting to carefully lean against you.
I'm just as glad, I mean.. since I'm so intimidating and all, apparently.
..Shut up, I was just being honest. Mm, I can't say it wouldn't because it would take a long time to find a mental state after something like that in which I wouldn't want to put you six feet under, but, I would try to be there.
I hope it stays that way.
`hums lightly as I listen, tracing over your shoulder with a nod.
This is true.. it was cute the first time and I'm sure it'd be just as cute any time after. I'm pretty positive it can't move on it's own, however.
`snorts, nosing down to press a few kisses to your jaw.
I wouldn't let that happen, Joong.. I wouldn't allow myself to hurt you that way, I have a lot more self control than you seem to realize.. but, like I said, I wouldn't as you to be there for those things.
`raises a brow and brings my fingers up to lightly cup your cheeks, pressing a few kisses to your lips in return.
I'd love to.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ I am aren't I... but thats why you love me right.
*laughs softly and holds you gently*
I'm glad you took an interest in me Hwa... You know that right.
Now who's being cheesy... and I am very sure it will take a lot of effort on my part to get you back as my friend if anything were to happen to our relationship... I wouldn't give up though.
I'm happy with you too Seonghwa... happier than I have been... ever.
*smiles softly and relaxes just holding you*
I mean... You've seen me freak out over it before... When I first saw it. And I think now it would be more like... I'd just eye it... like it was going to jump out and scare me or something.
*shudders a little*
Its not that I don't love every side of you, and I wish I could be there for you... but really... We know how skilled I am at... causing problems.
Knowing my luck I'd end up being the hunted... accidentally. At least that a fear. And now it sounds like I think you'd hurt me... I don't think you would intentionally... You know that right.
*smiles a little and leans in kissing you gently*
Then... Move-in Seonghwa. Live with me.
❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ You're.. so annoying.
I guess it's a good thing I taken interest in you then, hm?
`wiggles slightly to press closer, content with nuzzling your warm palms.
Cheesy.
I plan on it, being here forever, as yours.. regardless of what title we eventually hold. I can honestly say I don't know anything that could happen that would make me want to just be your friend again unless thats what would make you happy. I'm happy with you.. very, over the moon.
But if that day ever came, I would still, maybe begrudgingly at first, be your friend.
`bites my lip a bit hard not to laugh at the mental image.
Gah.. I cant tell if I'm just really whipped for you that I wouldn't but I truly want to see the freak out part. I feel like it would be the human equivalent of the videos where you set a cucumber by a cat..
`furrows my brow slightly, nosing at your cheek.
I would never ask you to partake in those parts of my life, Joong. Never. You would have to ask and I know you won't- that's a part of me I don't mind keeping away from you.
`wrinkles my nose up, closing my eyes for a moment as a small sigh of content sounds.
It'll get you nowhere but you can try, if you must.
Hm.. it's not a bad idea. I mean.. I'd really like to. Move in with you, I mean.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ I don't think to think anything of myself... at all. Highly or otherwise, I'm not interested in myself enough to think about me I guess.
*chuckles softly lifting my other hand to cup both your cheeks*
I'm too busy thinking about you honestly.
I know you will be here... Hopefully forever as my boyfriend... Or you know whatever else we progress to there... or at least as a friend, if you ever get sick of me.
*chuckles softly*
I will keep that in mind, if you even pull the heart on me I will know that you really want something and make sure to pay attention... or freak out over the heart in my face... one or the other.
*smiles a little*
I... don't think I could do the hunting thing. Honestly, it kind of scares me... a lot...
*kisses the tip of your nose before resting against your forehead again*
To me... you are the most important... but I wont argue whats important to you.
You know I would be happy with you moving in... hell I would help you move in today if its what you wanted. I would love for you to always be here with me. If nothing else you can make sure I am at least eating when I have a deadline.
❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Youuuu don't.. Joong, you don't have a reputation of thinking too highly or importantly of any part of you- apparently, that's my job now. You're very special in my eyes.. always have been, always will be.
`gently nuzzles forward to the touch, eliciting a small sound.
I'm glad I have, always.
Well, youre my mess and I'm always going to be here to do what I can, you know that.
`pauses for a second then elicits a small hum.
I would have to want something really, really bad to do something like that.. but, now I'm curious.
I mean, there's no reason you'd need one unless you spontaneously came out hunting with me one day.
`shrugs slightly and knocks our foreheads together softly.
Nothing is more important than you and don't you dare try to argue with me.
Im starting to think I should just fully move in so you don't think such stupid things- I spend a lot of time doing.. nothing, babe.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ I dont think I am that important... I mean, there is nothing that special about me. But if you see something who am I to deny you that.
I'm glad I have helped you Hwa... in any way.
*gently cups your cheek rubbing my thumb over the skin*
You've helped me a lot too you know... like... a lot. Even if I am still a complete mess and absolutely hopeless and functioning on a normal level...
*chuckles a little*
I would hope you didn't use it against me like that... but it would be kind of funny. You'd probably always win at least... I wouldn't argue.
And yes... I do have a weak stomach don't I. Do you wish I didn't?
*smiles a little and leans up to give you a peck as well*
I know I know. But you have class and practice... and you know, a life. A lot more than I do...
I don't want to interrupt your sleep or anything like that... If you're sleeping I want you to sleep.
❃ seonghwa ᵐᵃʳˢᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Is it possibly because you're that important? Strong or not, there have been times when only thoughts of you helped me through things.. I wouldn't be as well off as you think.
`raises a brow and lets out a soft laugh.
I'd make sure to keep it well it well hidden from you.. but you make it sound like I'd use it to torture you.
What? Am I going to get pissed and just pull it out, forcing you to look at it?
`shakes my head, grinning in amusement.
You've got such a weak stomach... but no, I promise, it'll never be seen by you again, unless for some ungodly reason you ask for it. Which, I know won't happen.
`smiles, tilting my head to peck your lips.
I missed you, too.. I always do.. you know you /do/ have a phone, with my number, if you miss me?
Thats not what I meant, .
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ You make me sound so important... but you were always the strong one out of us Yeosang. I think you'd do fine.
I understand it's special to you Sanggie... thats why I would never ask you to get rid of it.
When we move in together you can have it... I'd never make you get rid of something you like... just... same thing applies.
Dont make me look.
*laughs weakly*
Hide it from me... in a 'dont look in here or you'll see a human heart' kind of way and we are all good.
*smiles and kisses your cheek*
Im glad... I missed you...
I probably would enjoy it... and I like to think I'd know it was you.
I promise to be bored more often?
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Let's be honest though.. where would I be without you..? Yeah, I have.. my cheerleading and studying and I'd probably just around.. but, you keep me sane and settled, you make me genuinely happy. I- I can't lose you, so that won't even be a concern.
/frowns slightly.
Creepy to you, special to me.. but no, you dont have to see it I promise, and when I eventually move in with you, I wont even have it around, okay?
Maybe.
/nuzzles your cheek and nods slightly, simply feeling affectionate.
What a good boy~ of course I'll stay with you.
Unless you're blindfolded and don't know its me.. or, would you enjoy that?
/snorts and rolls my eyes slightly.
Boredom suits you, then.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ I should probably not like that... but its true. I cannot deny it at all... You very much have me wrapped around your finger... I'll keep it that way too. So I can keep my heart and continue loving you.
*rubs your back slowly*
I mean... The whole heart thing was a little... weird... but I still love you, as long as I don't have to see the creepy human heart you have. We compromised on that one see. We can compromise on anything.
*smiles softly at the kiss and relaxes*
I will be in bed as soon as we finish my hair, and trying to sleep early. I promise. As long as you stay with me tonight?
You know you can do anything like that to me and I would probably only freak out for a little while... Like a minute maybe.
*kisses your cheek gently*
It really does.
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ /lets out a soft laugh and shows a rather sheepish smile.
Now.. I don't think you need to worry abouy that, Joong. Ive got you far too wrapped around my finger for that to come into play.
/teases and brings my hand to squeeze your upper arm carefully.
I trust you on that.. I'm sure one day I'll come to you with something that'll push the limits of it.. but, I'm trusting us to be able to work through it all.
/tips my head to carefully press a kiss to your cheek.
I appreciate the effort so I dont drive myself mad with worrying, love.
/raises a brow.
Thats not how our little deal went, babe.. but, can I ever really turn down receiving praise from you? Absolutely not but you better be in bed early and at least trying to sleep.
/grins lightly.
Id hoped you would. It's been on my mind for a little while now.
Boredom does seem to be the cause of many things.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ Sanggie... You've killed and have a heart in your room. As long as you don't rip my heart from my chest I think I am ok.
*laughs weakly and shakes my head*
Anything else we can talk about alright... There is nothing else we couldn't talk though. I promise.
*smiles softly watching you carefully*
I know it wont stop you worrying, I don't think I will ever stop you from worrying, but I can try at least... Try...
*chuckles softly*
I can sleep later... I want to spend some time with you... I promise an early nigh tonight if I can stay awake with you now... I want to praise you in your new outfit.
*smiles and tilts my head out of the way*
I look forward to my wake up then... one day.
*nods a little*
As would I, but that's not why I am doing it now, I am just... bored...
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Do you really think we'll be able to talk and work through anything..? What if I up really, really bad one of these days and it's something you just can't handle..?
/bites into my lip for a moment and offers a small nod.
Your everything.. I, okay. I trust you, trust us..
It won't stop me from worrying but I do have faith in us.. because I love you, need you.
/chuckles softly.
Me being me, it's impossible to know what will happen. Thigh riding in a skirt has always been a little liking of mine.. however, you still need sleep, so maybe no needy cheerleader for you.
/grins, leaning to carefully nudge your cheek.
That's absolutely what I wanted to do. Maybe something else but I'd make sure you were awake for that but its a discussion for another day, babe. Though, I wont tell you when I'll do this so.. I'll let you live paranoid.
/pats your chest.
Soooo? I'd dye my hair if I thought i looked bad or didn't like it.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ Nothing is going to go wrong Sanggie... nothing that you do will cause something to go wrong ok... We can always talk about what happened and learn from it, grow together.
*smiles softly rubbing your back in slow comforting *
I promise you are the only person I think of. The only anything I think of. You're it for me. My everything.
*smiles happily and nods slightly*
It's just trying it on... I am sure we can nap after that right... Unless wearing your uniform puts something else in your mind.
*chuckles softly*
I am excited to see it honestly... you always look so good.
Yes, I fear that... because god that would be so ing hot... I don't think I would be able to function all day... Is that what you wanted to do?
*shrugs a little*
Its just hair... I can't see my own hair, so if you don't like it I will change it
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ You make it sound like you were trying to handle a wild animal, love.. and maybe that's not the best term seeing as at one point I was but thats a different story. It was good.. made things better.
/sinks a little, biting on my inner cheek.
I don't like thinking of losing you again because then I start thinking of you with someone else and.. that's never good but.. I worry about it a lot. Something going wrong. Youre sweet.. I'm happy you want me, Joong..
/shows a small smile, bringing my hands to rest against your chest.
I will.. even though we're supposed to nap after that, I'm kind of eager to see your reaction to it now.
I know how to show off, what can I say.
/tilts my head with an expression of mock thought.
Hm.. scared.. depends. Do you have a fear of waking up to me giving you head with your arms immobile?
/raises a brow.
Im going to love whatever you have, silly. Besides, it's your hair, if you like it, it shouldn't matter.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ I was hardly in the right place to handle someone like you back then. I was awkward, still trying to work out who I was and scared of basically anything intimate... We needed the break and I needed to see just how important you are to me.
*smiles weakly*
Yes, anything could happen, and we may never marry or whatever... but know, right now in this moment I am working towards asking to make you mine... I want everything with you Yeosang.
*goes back to gently rubbing your sides and nods*
You should try it on for me once we wash my hair out then... I can judge if its good...
And yes, most things suit you perfectly Sanggie, how could I not...
*bites my lip gently*
Should I be scared... because I am a little.
You really liked it black? I hope you like it blue too...
If you don't I will go black again for you ok baby
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ I just didn't expect you'd want to do that.. yaknow, get married and whatnot. Thats a big step and after our first try..
/trails off and frowns a little.
We never know what'll happen.. we could break up next week for all I know so I never get my hopes up.
/sighs at the kiss and peers down at you with a small nod.
Just small touch ups and all. Its still mostly the same.. I was supposed to try it on before leaving but I didn't even think about it.
You think everything suits me.
/chuckles and nods slowly.
I already have ideas brewing.
Mm, it looked nice..
/keeping my attention on your hair and falling silent as I work, I'm eventually stretching to set the empty bowl aside, settling back down.
However, it shall be gone shortly.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ Of course I want those things with you Yeosang... I already told you didn't I. If you aren't by my side then nothing else matters. I want you in my life forever.
*chuckles softly and shakes my head*
I can't believe you would think I wouldn't want to be with you
*leans in to give you a quick kiss before relaxing again*
Another new uniform? Has it changed or something? If it has I'm a little sad... I liked the old design. It suited you so well...
I'm always lucky with you in my life Sanggie.
*chuckles softly watching your tail*
Yes, anything... anything at all.
I'm very excited to see... I've been black for so long...
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ /stares at you for a moment before more or less whispering.
You'd.. you'd want all of those things with, with me..?
I didn't think you'd really want..
/trails off, staying quiet for a moment or two before nodding.
I, uh, I've got a clean uniform with me, if the thought crosses your mind. Just got it today.
Hmm, alright.. you might just get lucky.
A little-
/snorts, tail flicking under the slightly ticklish sensation to my sides.
Oo, anything? I'll keep that in mind.
So far so good, love.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ You heard me Yeosang. I said when I propose and when we get married... maybe when we have kids... if we get that far.
*chuckles softly*
If you want me still by then... there are still a few things I want to do before I propose.
*smiles softly*
I always get to have my fun with a cheerleader... though I am not opposed to doing so when you're in uniform.
I'm open to most... if not all those options... you know that... i can get a little ... it sounds nice.
*rubs your sides slowly*
I give you all the freedom Sanggie. You can do anything you want to me.
*chuckles softly*
How is it looking?
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Oh, love.. I can't help it when you're being so sweet to me, though..
I-... w-when you what..?
/stares at you for a moment, wondering if I'd misheard by chance;
tilts my head a little.
Well.. if you ever want to have your fun with a cheerleader, I definitely have the outfit for it. I wouldnt mind things like that, having something planned out for the hell of it.. does this mean you wanna try the cliche meeting out somewhere and pretending we don't know each other that leads to rough wherever there's a stable surface?
Or, maybe you want me to call you professor-?
/laughs and grins playfully, clearly enjoying teasing you.
Giving me such freedom and permissions? You're getting brave, mister. You know how needy I can get.
/pouts slightly.
I guess if I was distracting and you couldn't just help me out fully, I'd have to go take care of myself.. its a good thing I have toys, then.
But.. you know I'd blame myself somehow - I'd find a way.
I know but..
/trails off, sighing as I focus on your hair, mumbling a small 'okay' without knowing anything else to say.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ You aren't a baby, but I don't want to make you cry whether its happy or sad... There are like... two times I want to be the cause of your tears.
When I propose and when we get married... assuming you'll still have me by the time we get to something like that.
*chuckles softly as your ears perk back up relaxing a little*
I mean... anything really... I don't have like a... a set thing I want to do. It just looks interesting, to have a story in mind and play it out. Or the simpler have a role in mind and .
*laughs weakly glancing at your tail just from the movement before looking back at you*
I'd be open to just about anything you know... You can crawl under my desk and do whatever you want to me baby, you know that.
*smiles a little and presses a quick kiss to your lips*
If you were distracting me and it was really important I would stop you... or... I'd your mouth until your at least temporarily satiated and then finish it off before coming back to you.
If something doesn't work out it will be of no fault of yours. Not everything I make will be what someone is looking for.
*smiles a little and rubs your sides again*
I promise Sanggie... As long as we have open dialogue between us, you will never be the cause of something being wrong.
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ It does make me feel good, silly.. It's just happy tears. It kind of is, yeah but I guess that could have something to do with my upbringing-
No no nooo, you're perfect with your words, shh. I'm just a baby.
/blinks a few times, ears standing back up.
I- it's a habit most of the time when I'm curious or nervous. Though, I'm still wanting you to answer that question.
/perks up at the praise and elicits a faint purr, tail swaying before resting over the side of the tub.
Mm, I guess we'll just have to find out sometime soon, huh?
/wrinkles my nose up slightly.
But Joong.. what if I end up distracting you? What if somehow I'm the reason it doesn't work out?
I don't want to hinder you in any way, I want you to reach places that you're aiming for..
/frowns to myself as I focus, not upset or anything, just something of a bit habit when concentrating.
❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ 3 years ago
@❃ yeosang ʰᵇᶦᶜ⁻ʸˢ I don't say it for that... I want to make you feel good Sanggie, not cry. But its the truth, I really think that highly of you. Is it surprising?
*chuckles weakly and shakes my head*
I should try and word things so it doesn't make you cry in the future... Just enough to boost your ego without bringing you to teats.
*shakes my head again*
No... Why are your ears back at that... Is it bad? We are talking about you choking on my and roleplay is the limit...
*laughs weakly and looks down at the water*
I know you like it... and you do a damn good job... and that sounds super ing hot... I wonder if it would inspire me more having your lips around me while I work... Or if I will just fail and forget it all together...
*smiles softly and cups your cheeks*
Just let me love you Yeosang... Thats all I really want, I just want to love you.
You might be right, I might have what it takes, but if you aren't by my side... I'm not going to be happy.
*closes my eyes and relaxes completely trusting you with the bleach*
❃ beomgyu ᶠᵃᶦʳᶦᵐᶦˡᵏ 3 years ago
@❁ hongjoong ᵍᵒᵒᵈˡᶦˡᵇᵒʸ Wow.. the world? Damn, I feel pretty good right now. You're cute..
Ahhhh, one of these days you're going to make me cry, I hope you realize.. being so sweet and all.
/nods slowly as I listen, ears laying back.
I- Did you just say roleplay? Wait wait, no- pause there. I'm curious as to what you'd want to roleplay-
You shouldn't feel baaaaaddd- It's really one of my favorite things.. besides, the sore throat just let's me know
I'm doing a damn good job at pleasuring my boyfriend. Huh.. maybe I'll have to just come cockwarm you with my mouth when you're working one of these days.
/muses before letting out a sigh.
You're really just not going to let me win this, are you? It's nearly impossible for you not to be right or successful in such a feel, Joong, I've heard your music. I.. shouldn't be..
/sighs and slumps slightly before putting my attention on the bleach, nodding a little as
I settle.
Yeah, yeah..
/mutters, shifting to get comfortable as I start, careful of getting the mixture on
your skin or anything.

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