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this is a private roleplay between this is a private roleplay between park seonghwa and lee hoseok
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho “I agree, let’s go baby”

Paying the bill was a rushed event, Seonghwa pulling out probably what was far more than necessary cash and throwing it onto the bar counter with only the quickest of ‘thank you’s’ to the workers before he was dragging Wonho out of the bar and into the night. He lead Hoseok back to a semi-hidden alleyway that was plunged in near total darkness; the only source of light coming from the main street.

He was almost manic with how he pushed Wonho against a brick wall, kissing him feverishly as if it were the last thing he’d do. Wonho was a treasure, his lips parting as easily as they had back in the bar; his tongue tasting of alcohol remnants and sweetness. Seonghwa kissed, and kissed, and kissed, until he was gasping for air and his scrunched up grip on Wonho’s shirt relaxed.

“God, if this wasn’t our first date, the things you make me wanna do..” Seonghwa murmured, running his hands down the older mans chest, chewing on his lower lip as he explored every divot and muscle plane through t-shirt fabric, “I’d take such good care of you” He gaze lifted upwards and his dominant hand slid to cup Wonho’s jaw, his thumb tracing the pretty shape of his lips.

“You just need to be kissed, don’t you, baby?” His thumb pressed into the soft flesh of Hoseok’s bottom lip, the barest hint of saliva wetting the tip of his finger as he dragged his thumb down, entirely enamoured with how Hoseoks lips faded from red back to pink. “Need to be touched til you forget your own name” Seonghwa’s voice was low as his free hand dipped to skim below the belt, his touches questioning but hesitant.

He wanted, craved, to see more of Wonho than in just this subpar sighting. Wonho was a masterpiece, it’s obvious that he wants to see more, touch more, but he wasn’t sure if Hoseok would be comfortable with that

And Seonghwa asks the question that had been lingering in the back of his mind.

“Do you want to go further?”
wonho 3 years ago
@big dave (magnum dong) []okie, sounds good!
big dave [A] 3 years ago
@wonho [] okey!
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa []what if we start them in a dark alley and then seonghwa suggests a love hotel because he wants to be able to see the y expressions hoseok makes
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho [] heyo, halfway through this reply and I have two ideas of where to do and its totally up to you(or if you don't like them, then you can suggest what you'd like me to do instead!) so option A.) is obvi a love hotel/motel or option B.) which is a bit kinkier and is a dark alley where they could get caught(but they won't); do you have a preference or something else you'd like me to do?
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa "I want someone who can be even more assertive than myself" Hoseok leaned closely and whispered in Seonghwa's ear "Are you up for the challenge. Park Seonghwa?" he blew on the idol's ear before moving back into his original spot. It was a challenge as if his eyes were saying 'come and get me"

The new booth the waitress had seated them out was much better, the lighting was darker and they were less out of the public eye. Hoseok waited until the waitress had brought their drinks and left before moving closer to Seonghwa again. He took his glass and took a sip before setting it back on the table and placing his hand on Seonghwa's bicep, slightly squeezing as he rubbed his hand up and down the idol's arm. His cheeks flushed at the per name and the kisses Seonghwa had been pressing to everywhere on his face except his lips it was driving him crazy.

Hoseok closed his eyes the moment Seonghwa's lips were on his own, his lips moving in sync with Seonghwa's own. Slowly but surely the kisses became langer and more heated as they continued their make out session. Hoseok couldn't help the way his lips parted when he felt Seonghwa trace his lips with his tongue, it just felt that good. In one quick motion he wrapped his large muscled arms around Seonghwa's neck and kissed him hack more heatedly and rushed this time. He slipped his tongue into Seonghwa's mouth, gliding his tongue around Seonghwa's, deep moans escaping from him, he wanted more, so much more.

He disconnected his lips from Seonghwa's and buried his face into the younger's neck as Seonghwa's hand slipped under his shirt, his abs tightened from the touch, but that's not the only thing that reacted. He was getting hard from just kissing the younger idol, he felt like a teenager who was unable to control their hormones. "H-Hwa" he whispered but still didn't look at the younger, he felt his heart race. How was he supposed to tell Seonghwa that he'd gotten already "I think we're going to need to go somewhere private Hwa" he muttered hoping the younger idol would understand what he meant and he wouldn't have to say it out loud.
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho “For somebody who says he likes being manhandled, you’re pretty damn assertive,” Seonghwa mused, leaning back with his arms folded across his chest, a sly half-smirk under his mask “it’s hot as hell”

This pleased him immensely. Seonghwa was not one of those men that stuck rigidly to either ‘you’re a dominant or a submissive’, he had no issues with people who were but for him, he liked having a finger in as many pies as possible; it kept things fun and exciting, fluid(pun intended) even. If Hoseok was the same and his only issues were figuring out if a.) he liked doing it with men and b.) how to do it, then they could have so much more fun depending on how experimental Hoseok wanted to be.

He followed his newly dubbed Hoseok hyung and the waitress, thanking her quietly as he slid into the booth next to Hoseok, their thighs touching. This was much nicer. Seonghwa had just figured they’d go make out in a dark alley(hm, maybe later, they couldn’t exactly be noisy or careless in here no matter how out of view their booth was).

They made small talk until the waitress come back, Seonghwa having to quickly withdraw the hand that had slowly crept up Hoseoks thigh and put some distance between the two of them for appearances sake but as soon as he was gone, he was glued Hoseoks side; even twisting slightly, crossing his leg under him so he could face the older man properly.

“Hyung, baby-“ Seonghwa said, testing out the nickname, as he lowered his mask passed his chin. Perhaps it was the alcohol that spurred him forward, pressing his lips to Hoseoks bare cheek, his hands coming up to cup Hoseoks face as he littered soft pecks on his skin, stopping just shy of his lips.

“Baby, ‘m gonna kiss you now.” Seonghwa said, “Remember you can tell me to stop whenever you want, ok?”

Seonghwa didn’t give Hoseok anytime to answer, closing his eyes as he pressed their lips together. It was no more than an innocent peck, slow and sweet, Hoseoks lips warm, if slightly rough, against his own. But goddamn, if it didn’t feel good to kiss somebody again, especially when it was somebody that he was well on his way to liking. Seonghwa broke the kiss to his own dry lips before leaning in to kiss Hosoke again, and again, and again, each one lasting a little longer than the previous until they didn’t part at all, the warmth between growing stronger until it was more like heat, and his own desire grew more and more.

Hoseok tasted mostly of his drink, it was intoxicating as Seonghwa’s tongue flickered out, tracing the seam of Hoseoks tiers, not pushing to part them, just.. tasting, experimenting, teasing the both of them into wanting more. At some point, one of his hands had dropped, dragging down Hoseoks chest, past his pecs and abdomen to settle on his lower stomach, just above the start of his jeans. Seonghwa had no intention of going further than that, just slowly rubbing and easing his shirt up so that his fingers could brush against a sliver of hot skin.

“Is this ok?” Seonghwa muttered against Hoseoks lips as his hand curled around his hyungs waist, under his shirt. As eager as he was, he had to be mindful of where they were and Hoseoks limits, he didn’t want to accidentally go to far.
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa Hoseok stifled his laugh as Seonghwa went to remove his mask but promptly put his hand down when a waitress along with customers went by their table. He shut up when he heard Seonghwa's words "You want to call me baby? I-uh I have no objections to pet name but when we're with other people you can call me Hoseok hyung" he fanned his face and then took a drink trying to get his warm face to cool down.

Hoseok was still laughing to Seonghwa's dismay "you should have seen your face, it was priceless I wish I had taken a picture of it" he admitted and wiped his tears that had formed from laughing. He hadn't meant to shock the younger male, he had made the joke so Seonghwa would loosen up a little more, and luckily it had worked.

He raised his brows and smirked through his mask, he'd made Park Seonghwa go speechless from just a kiss and that wasn't even their lips touching, it was his lips and Seonghwa's mask "Was that not okay? I thought it was okay, would have been better if I'd gotten to bite your lip though" he winked playfully and then moved closer putting his hand on Seonghwa's thigh

"You think I'm hot? Thank you, I'll gladly accept that compliment especially since it's from you" he lightly squeezed the youngers thigh

Hoseok removed his hand and called a waitress over, ordering them one more of each drink and then handing the waitress a tip afterwards.

"I'm sorry to bother you miss but the lighting in this booth is quite bright is there any way that we can be seated in a darker booth, I'd really appreciate it" he said in a smooth y voice

"Of course sir! Right this way" she replied and then led the two to a table in the corner, secluded from other people and quite dark. "Is this okay?"

"Yes, it's perfect, thank you"

He gave a smile through his mask and then the waitress left them alone so she could get their drinks. Hoseok sat down in the booth, patting the seat next to him "this way we don't have to be careful, no one can see us now, we're safe Hwa"
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho “You’re sweet but I gotta chill out a little” Seonghwa responded lightly, taking a sip of his drink after receiving a rather pleasant kiss on the cheek. He would have returned the favour but just as he was about to remove his own mask, the waitress walked by with some more customers. “Only Hoseok or Hyung? What if I wanted to call you baby? I kinda have a thing for pet names so if there’s any that gross you out, let me know at some point”

Seonghwas face fell into one of displeasure, glaring at his laughing companion, decidedly unimpressed by his little joke. “You’re an ” He said, sinking into his seat, just about ready to die of embarrassment. His insult held no heat to it though, and his eyes crinkled as he bit back a smile. ‘But does that mean he’s done stuff with other guys? How inexperienced is he?’ Seonghwa wondered, pursing his lips, wondering just how much Hoseok knew about being with other men.

A soft touch to his lips brought him out of his thoughts, Seonghwa blinking back into reality as he process what just happened “wha— ex-excuse me! You can’t just do that!” Seonghwa half whispered, half spluttered, his mouth opening and closing like fish. He was dumbfounded. Completely and utterly dumbfounded if his wide eyes and the blush that encompassed his /whole/ face was anything to go by. But Hoseok could do that, because he just did. And boy did it send his pulse rate skyrocketing.

“God you’re so ing hot, Hyung.”

He swooned. He was totally swooning. Lee Hoseok was a goddamn tease and Seonghwa loved it; he had a feeling that Hoseok, despite being new to all of this, would keep him on his toes. He also didn’t see his growing crush going away anytime soon. He’d better be careful, Seonghwa was all too likely to get ahead of himself and see their little arrangement as something it wasn’t. It would only end up with him and Hoseok getting hurt. So.. Platonic, but ual. Seonghwa could do that, no problems.

“Let’s have another drink or two, get to know each other some more,” Seonghwa all but purred, his gaze heavy lidded, tracing circles with the pad of his thumb under the table. Ok if he didn’t get to on that mans tongue and grab his in the process, he was going to go on a goddamn riot. No, really. He was. ( He was not going to go on a riot ).

“And then maybe we can find a nice dark corner so we can do that again. Minus the masks. What do you think?”
wonho 3 years ago
@big dave (magnum dong) LMAO THEN IVE DONE A GOOD JOB :0
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa Okie~
I'll have a crazy for you reply up later today
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho oops I replied as JK, anyways, I'm doing a reply and then I'm doing this one next dfghj and symbiosis is coming up after!
big dave [A] 3 years ago
@wonho YEH YOU KINDA DID LMAO I READ IT AND JUST WENT "oh my, that was a little bit hot" a little bit hot = A LOT HOT
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa I ROMANCED YOU IRL? DAMNMM I GUESS IT WAS THAT SMOOTH.
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho [] so this isn't a reply but this, THIS ING PARAGRAPH: Hoseok squeezed Seonghwa's hand "I promise I'll tell you when I'm uncomfortable with anything" he leaned forward, moved his mask down and then pressed a kiss to Seonghwa's lips through his mask and then he leaned back and looked into the youngers eyes "Is this okay?"

WAS SO ING SMOOTH. HOLY . IT ROMANCED ME IRL NOT GONNA LIE
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa Hoseok laughed softly at Seonghwa's excited answer "I'm excited too Seonghwa, well more nervous than excited. Actually I'm really nervous since I've never done this but I trust you. You could have left me to fend for myself when that security guard ually assaulted me but you didn't" he bit his lip and looked around the bar to make sure the coast was clear before leaning over and pressing a kiss to Seongwa's cheek, lingering there for a second too long and then he was back in his original seat, his face red like a tomato.

He smiled down at their interlocked fingers "It's okay to be excited Seonghwa, I'm not going to get mad at you for being excited. Ah since we'll be seeing each other often you don't have to call me sunbae, you can call me Hoseok or Hyung, whatever you prefer. You can also speak casual to me, we aren't that far apart in age"

Hoseok's brows furrowed at the question "Rather than scary I'm nervous and confused more than anything. So I understand a little bit of what you felt but there's more to it for me since" he moves closer to Seonghwa and whispers in his ear "I've never had " he moved back to his previous spot, suddenly laughing "Wow, your face was priceless. I'm kidding, I just wanted you to loosen up a bit, sorry"

He noticed the seriousness of Seonghwa's expression, even though the mask "I wish our society was more open to the LGBTQ community. It's ridiculous how backwards thinking Koreans are even though it's already 2020" he sighed and ran a hand through his blonde hair

"I figured that" Hoseok smiled and then took Seonghwa's hand again, this time under the table and then scooted closer to him "Hwa, no one's around, and I can tell you're worried about me. It's okay, I'll be okay. Like you said, we're going to make mistakes but we're idols so we can easily turn those mistakes into good things. If fans ask why we're together we can say that we're work out buddies"

Hoseok squeezed Seonghwa's hand "I promise I'll tell you when I'm uncomfortable with anything" he leaned forward, moved his mask down and then pressed a kiss to Seonghwa's lips through his mask and then he leaned back and looked into the youngers eyes "Is this okay?"
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho “Yes! Yes, I mean,” Seonghwa practically jumped in his seat, jaw dropping at Wonho’s request because ho. lee. . Did he really just get asked to around with one of the hottest men in the country? “, uh, yeah, I can, I can do that.” He stuttered, clearing his throat and suddenly feeling very hot under his jacket. My oh my, was the temperature rising?

Wow.. Park Seonghwa was really living the Korean mans gay wet dream.

Seonghwa was brought out of his thoughts when locking eyes with Wonho, his bubble bursting when he didn’t see his own excitement reflected in his sunbaes eyes. There was nothing but confusion and fear in them. .. He was a right . Thinking only about his needs, Wonho had been through enough; the other man never had a choice in anything regarding his personal life because of their jobs, he was insecure and unsure of himself and Seonghwa reduced it to nothing but ing .

He dragged his hand down his face, his groan muffled behind his mask. When he opened his eyes again, they were filled with nothing but warmth “I’m sorry, I was getting ahead of myself but yes, of course.” Seonghwa glanced towards the bar and seeing that there was nobody around, he threaded his and Wonhos fingers together, his thumb slowly drawing circles. “I’d be honoured to help you, sunbae, with anything.”

“It’s probably really scary for you, isn’t it? I remember being terrified when I first figured out I was gay.” Seonghwa said softly, his eyes dropping to their clasped hands. Behind his mask, his lips curled into a sad smile.

“I was lucky because my parents accepted me and.. some of my friends did.” Seonghwa tone soured, his thumb stopping it’s ministrations. If Wonho sunbae did end up figuring out that he liked mean, it wasn’t going to be as simple as what a lot of people might think. Coming out was not encouraged unless you had a death wish. Seonghwa.. Seonghwa would know. Did Wonho really want to risk it all, potentially be caught by stalkers or dispatch, and potentially end up a statistic in Korean LGBTQ committing suicide?

“It won’t be easy, we obviously can’t be public with anything to do with this.” The hand holding was already pushing it, Seonghwa thought as he withdrew his hand carefully to not attract any attention. Instead, if you were too look under the table, you’d see Seonghwa hook his ankle around Wonho as an alternative; though it was nowhere near as nice. “We would need to be extremely careful, like, more careful then Chen Sunbae from EXO keeping his wife hidden for the past few years” Seonghwa stressed, wanting Wonho to really think about it.

“And we’ll probably up more than once, I’ll accidentally go faster than what you’re comfortable with. I’ll do my best to move at your pace but please, sunbae, promise me that you’ll speak out if you get uncomfortable or afraid. I don’t want to hurt you, unintentionally or no.”
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa [] it's all good, no worries!!
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa Hoseok couldn't help but feel a sort of giddiness as Seonghwa commented on his arms "thank you, I could always give you some tips if you're planning on trying to get more fit than you already are" he smiled, not having any idea that Seonghwa was practically eye ing him at the moment. He probably wouldn't have minded it much, he's had male idols touch his arms and give him looks of envy because of his body, it wasn't anything new for him.

" I didn't want you thinking I was ignoring your call or something like that" Hoseok chuckled and then waved off the apology the same way Seonghwa did "Don't even worry about it. I was just at home watching TV, nothing exciting. I don't usually don't meet up with people on my day off, but I wanted to see you so I made an exception" he knew how it sounded, it was borderline flirting but he could care less, he wanted this, being near Seonghwa like this.

Hoseok hesitantly placed his hand over Seonghwa's "I've been thinking about you too. A lot and about what you said. You're right. Or I feel like you're right. I'd like to point out though I don't think I'm gay, I think the right term is biual. I like girls but I think..I also like guys. It's all really confusing to me since I've never really seen myself as anything besides straight" he let out an awkward laugh and rubbed the back of his neck "The problem I have is that I have no one to experiment with, so I don't know if I'm actually attracted to guys or if I'm just into being manhandled" he coughed and thanked whatever god was out there when the waitress brought his drink. He quickly took a sip, trying to calm his racing heart and flushed cheeks.

Slowly he looked over at Seonghwa "What I'm trying to say is..will you experiment with me? Please I have no one else to ask. I just want to make sense of all of this Seonghwa" he pleaded and took Seongwa's hand again, squeezing it.
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@wonho [] aahhh it's a bit short, I'm sorry!

“Hm, you do have some very large arms.” Seonghwa agreed, grateful for his mask hiding the way he bit his lower lip, gaze dropping to those fantastic muscles that were, shamefully, hidden in layers of clothing. He didn’t invite Wonho for anything other than a hangout but the guy was honestly kind of a hunk, it was impossible for his mind to not wander down less than appropriate routes. Seonghwa waved away the apology, scoffing.

“You’re ok, happens” He replied happily, quickly thanking his waitress for setting down his drink. He sipped on it casually, watching Wonho order his own drink. “I should be the one apologising though, this was kind of last minute,” Seonghwa quipped after the girl had left them alone, tapping his fingers against cold glass.

“And you’re welcome, I guess. I just felt like I needed to get out of the dorm and.. I dunno, you were the only person I could think of to hang out with. The only person I wanted to hang out with, really” Seonghwa suddenly felt shy, his cheeks heating up as he sunk into his chair; clearly embarrassed by his confession. Ok, logically, it wasn’t that bad, he knew that, but it still felt strange to admit that he’d been thinking about Wonho Sunbae since their last meet up at the variety show. “Honestly, I’ve been thinking you quite a bit this week.”

“Kinda weird considering we haven’t really talked much but I guess this is our opportunity to get to know one another,” He paused, swirling a toothpick through his drink “Whether it’s as friends or something.. Different.” Seonghwa left it vague on purpose, wanting to see how Wonho would react.
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa Hoseok stretched out on his couch and watched TV for the first time in a while, most of the time he either didn't have the time or he was too tired to do anything besides take off his makeup and go to bed. Being an idol was tiring at times but he was beyond happy to see his fans were still there after all the false accusations as well as his decision to leave Monsta X. He missed them, but he knew this was the best option no matter how much it hurt. They were his family and although he still got to see them it wasn't as often as before.

His thoughts were interrupted when he heard his phone go off, he sat up and searched his pockets for his phone but it wasn't there. Great, the couch swallowed his phone again. By the time he was able to get his phone out of the abyss he called his couch, the person had already left a voice message. Hoseok couldn't help the fluttering in his stomach when he saw who the number belonged to. Seonghwa. Seonghwa had made the first move so now the ball was in his court. He listened to the voicemail, his brows lifting in surprise when he learned that Seonghwa had the same day off as himself, it was as if it was fate for them to meet that night.

He quickly got dressed into something suitable for a bar, and then pressed a kiss to each of his cats heads before heading out and using his phone as a GPS to get to the address of the bar Seonghwa had sent him shortly after he called. He parked a few blocks away just in case someone recognized his car, some fans know these things and he couldn't be too careful. He put a baseball cap on along with a mask and walked down the streets of Hongdae, it was quieter than he expected.

Hoseok stopped in front of the bar and took a few deep breaths before going inside, it had a nice atmosphere nothing too wild. He looked around the room, his eyes finally settling on that person he was looking for. Seonghwa. He slowly approached the booth "Is this seat taken?" he asked and then removed his mask on one side to show his face. He slipped into the booth with a smile "we're lucky we both have today off. Ah I tried to get your call but my phone fell into the couch and that's annoying since my arms are large and it's hard to reach down inside-" he let out his dorky adorable laugh "I'm rambling, sorry, I just wanted to say thank you for inviting me"
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@l. hoseok Seonghwa never forgot about Wonho’s offer. He just waited, and waited, and then waited some more, until finally— thank god— he finally had an evening off. The others wanted to stay in and play some board games but he was already getting dressed by the time Hongjoong was done with the call from their manager. “Sorry, dude, I have plans.” He apologised, shooting his bandmate a sympathetic smile as he left the dorm.

There wasn’t really a plan to his journey, he ended up somewhere in Hongdae until he came across a little bar hidden in one of the secret little alleys behind the main street. Not many people were walking around here which meant less chance of being discovered. It was perfect.

Seonghwa moved to the side of the path and pulled his phone out, searching for a specific number. ‘pick up, pick up, pick up..’ Seonghwa shivered in the cold night breeze, heart pounding as his ringtone continued to sound until— ‘please leave a message after the beep’

“Hey, um, Wonho sunbae, I wasn’t sure you would pick up which I guess you didn’t, which is fine” Seonghwa paused, bouncing on his feet before continuing on “So I have the night off and kind of ran away from my group mates, ended up at this bar in Hongdae.. And I remembered that you kinda insinuated that you wanted to meet up over drinks, this place I found is pretty cool too so..” He sounded like a complete idiot, Jesus Christ, it was like he was an MC out of a Shoujo anime or something.

“I’m rambling, sorry” Seonghwa laughed, feeling very awkward as he stepped back to let a couple pass by him. “Anyways, if you get this, gimme a call back or message me cause I don’t plan on going home anytime soon. I’ll message you the address just in case.” He pressed end call after that, staring at his phone, almost willing to see the name ‘Wonho’ flash across the screen. Needless to say, he was disappointed when his Sunbae didn’t call him 0.1 seconds after he left the message to hang out.

Seonghwa shoved his phone in his pocket and made his way into the bar, very quiet since it wasn’t exactly on the main street. It was perfect for both drinking alone or having a quiet conversation over a shot of tequila.

“Can I grab a booth? I might have somebody joining me later on but I’ll tip well if they end up not coming.” He asked the hostess, smiling at her through his mask. She led him to a booth that wasn’t as private as he would have liked but honestly, since she was nice enough to reserve essentially a whole booth for him, he didn’t complain. “I’ll grab a whiskey and coke” Seonghwa ordered as he sat down, taking off his jacket.

“And now I wait, I guess” he sighed, sitting back and pulling out his phone to scroll through his social media.
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa "I'll be sure to call you when I'm free"
Hoseok replied with a soft laugh, he actually meant it this time.

"Ah I guess there aren't very many idols who are out of the closet yet, especially with Korea's backwards way of thinking and all"
Hoseok kept his voice low, making sure not to bring any unwanted attention. He wasn't ready to admit he was anything other than straight but he was ready to admit that he liked talking with Seonghwa, he had aura about him that radiated confidence and warmth. Seonghwa made him feel confused. The younger idol was making Hoseok feel things, and that made him even more confused about everything.

Hoseok was startled when the other man suddenly started laughing after Hoseok denied being gay He didn't understand why it was funny, well that was until the other idol spoke again. The attention from the people around them was making him uncomfortable now. "I really don't want to talk about this right now, not in front of all of these people" his voice slowly getting softer.

Hoseok acted on impulse and grabbed a pen from nearby and grabbed Seonghwa's hand, writing down his number quickly. "You don't have to wait for me to call you, you can always be the one to take the first step" he rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly, "Even if I really am attracted to the other team. I have no way of finding out or testing that theory. Anyways the point is, if you wanted to talk about this later I wouldn't mind. But I would prefer to do so while having a drink" he asked with his brows raised in question.

"Also I wanted to tell you thank you for stopping him before it went further" he smiled shyly and gave a wave " I don't want your manager to have to wait for you any more than he has to. Hopefully I'll see you soon" he gave a final smile before turning around and heading in the opposite direction to search for his manager
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@l. hoseok “Cute, I’m glad. I hope you get to around to calling me sometime.”

“Man, It’s hard to find a good hook up when nobody wants to come out.” Seonghwa huffed, a strand of hair falling into his eyes from his movement. He brushed it out the way, muttering darkly to himself; though he wouldn’t be surprised if Wonho had heard “Not that I blame them..”

Wonho’s denial had him laughing, like an actual wheeze that draw the attention of some nearby camera crew. Seonghwa clapped his hands over his mouth, shoulders shaking as he tried to get himself under control. Oh what a riot. God. Wonho was still in his denial stage. Well . Seonghwa straightened up but he still couldn’t help the little chuckles that snuck away from him everytime he looked at his sunbae incredulous face. Being in denial was always the worst part.

“You’re a liar, sunbae~” Seonghwa cooed though there was no malice behind his words. He knew what it was like to deny that part of yourself to seem ‘normal’ but the sooner you got over it, the better. He had personal experience in that department and if Wonho Sunbae could avoid going through what he did, he’d be much happier “If you didn’t like men, you wouldn’t have gotten hard over a strong man touching you in that.”

Seonghwa paused, his tongue poking his cheek as he watched Wonho thoughtfully for a moment, getting a vibe that Hoseok probably wasn’t ready for that talk just yet. “But I’ll step off for now. Unlike some people, I know when to back off.” His lips pursed before he continued on, whatever flirtatious mannerisms he had gone.

“I like to flirt but if you ever need to.. talk. Or something. I’ll be available. It’s not easy when you’re on your own or if you’re struggling with..” For discretion purposes, Seonghwa lowered his voice “being attracted to men.”

“My manager is calling for me so I gotta go, sunbae, but don’t forget. You have my number if you need anything at all.”
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa During the time Hoseok was on stage his mind was completely on his performance and doing the best he can do. Once the cameras were off though, that was a different story. When the cameras were off Hoseok's thoughts would go back to that day he was ually assaulted by a male security guard, who had quit later that day. These thoughts were also about his uality and whether or not he liked guys, he wouldn't have gotten hard otherwise, right? But don't guys get s at bad times, isn't that part of being a guy? And lastly, his thoughts were about Park Seonghwa from ATEEZ, Seonghwa had seen all of it and saved him but then he flirted with Hoseok afterward..if you could call it that. What if he'd always mistaken his feelings for boys as something else entirely. Was he really gay? He was so confused.

Hoseok had just finished filming for a variety show with none other than ATEEZ, which meant he had to see Seonghwa again and try with all his might not to get flustered or show any more of his embarrassing sides. He quickly walked over to a staff member and thanked them for everything which he usually did, but this time he was trying to lengthen the conversation so that he could leave after ATEEZ did and avoid Seonghwa. Luck wasn't on his side he thought to himself as he felt someone clap his shoulder startling him a little. Somehow he knew without even turning around that the person was in fact Seonghwa. The staff member gave a smile and a goodbye before heading off, . He turned his attention to Seonghwa and gave a smile, except on the inside he was screaming. "Ah, thank you Seonghwa. You were great too" he mentioned "I haven't had the time, sorry about that. I have your number saved though" he was such a ing liar, the piece of paper was on his computer desk in his apartment

Hoseok's eyes widened when he heard Seonghwa mention what happened that day, he quickly covered Seonghwa's mouth with his hand and looked around the room to make sure no one else had heard "Could you not say that so loud? I don't want anyone to know about that. As for sticking together, if you mean as a sunbae and hoobae then I agree. But if you're thinking something different then you should know, I'm not like you" jesus Hoseok, you ing idiot. you already had an internal monologue about how you think you might be gay and now you're denying it. way to be a hypocrite.
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@l. hoseok There was no call from Wonho Sunbae.

Honestly, Seonghwa hadn’t expected anything less. There was always the chance that he’d read things wrong, that his sunbae was not batting for the other team and perhaps he should have been worried about the other male potentially exposing his secret(because upon reflection, Seonghwa realised he hadn’t been too subtle- but maybe he didn’t want to be) but as dirty as it was, he knew that Wonho wouldn’t risk it considering the compromising position Seonghwa had found him.

There was always a chance.

But that chance was complete bull. Seonghwa had dreamed, oh how he’d dreamed, that night of being in the security guards place. Of course Wonho sunbae had been into it(he may be a ually frustrated guy but he wasn’t about to go fantasising about somebody, jesus christ) but man.. Seonghwa wanted to him; the thought of being under Wonho, on top of Wonho, it didn’t matter, it just consumed him and left him distracted the entire week since then until ATEEZ had been called into rehearsal for a Variety show and when looking at the list of guests, his little eye had spied a particular name.

It was almost 3 in the afternoon when they’d finished wrapping up; the camera crew was packing up around them while anybody who didn’t have a specific job, either lingered to start up a conversation or was making their way out of the studio. In ATEEZ’s case, he and his bandmates were standing around a small platter of Kimbap, snacking while they waited for their manage to bring around their van. Seonghwa was chatting with Yeosang when over the corner of his younger bandmates shoulder, he saw a familiar figure talking to some of the staff on the show. Mm.. Full clothed and yet Wonho still looked like an absolute snack; Seonghwa his lips before je tugged on Hongjoongs sleeve, whispering to him that he’d be right back before wandering over to his sunbae.

“Hey, Sunbae, you were great out there today.” Seonghwa cooed, clapping his hand on the older mans unsurprisingly buff shoulder. “So, um, not that you had too but.. I was hoping to see an unknown number on my phone sometime this week.”

“I was thinking that maybe we could be friends considering I saved you from a and you.. Well, let’s just say that people like us need to stick together in a job like this.”
wonho 3 years ago
@seonghwa Hoseok never thought that he'd have to leave Monsta X, they were his brothers, his family but he knew that if he left Monsta X was more likely to survive.

What he didn't expect was the amount of support Monbebe's gave him after he left the group, they all begged him to come back but it was already too late. He had to clear his name before he could do anything which he was able to after a long time. He joined a subsidiary company of Starship and then debuted again with a very y song. Although Losing you will always have a special place in his heart for his fans, his Wenee's.

He'd always trusted people too easily, so when a security guard asked Hoseok to come with him to discuss some safety measure he'd needed to be aware of, he'd thought nothing of it.

Hoseok stepped into an empty dressing room first followed by the security guard. Before he could even turn around he was shoved against the wall by the guard, too stunned to do anything. He had no idea what the guard was doing, had he done something wrong? Did he say something to offend the other?

His question was answered when he felt the weight of the man's hand on his crotch, squeezing him through his pants. He froze, he was terrified, he was so ing scared and the worst part of all was he was hard from the touching, he felt humiliated. He wanted to call out for help but he didn't want to be misunderstood since he'd only just debuted again..so he stayed quiet.

Suddenly the door to the dressing room opened and revealed another idol..Seonghwa from Ateez. He looked into Seonghwa's eyes, begging him for help without saying a word. And luckily enough Seonghwa picked up on the signals and scared the guy off. He finally felt he could breathe again.

"Are you alright, sunbae? Do you need me to do..anything?" He heard Seonghwa ask

Hoseok let out a few shaky breaths and moved away from the wall his brows furrowed at the others words "Ah, I'm used to people leering at me, especially male idols since they love to touch my body and tell me how jealous they are or that I should be proud" he said confidently but when he saw Seonghwa's gaze, he became confused. He watched as Seonghwa scribbled something on a piece of paper and then had the audacity to tuck it in Hoseok's way too tight pants.

"Wait-!" but he was cut off by Seonghwa's words

“Or you know, call me if you decide that you’d rather have some fun instead.”

What? Was Seonghwa flirting with him? And why did he like it..?
seonghwa [A] 3 years ago
@l. hoseok There were many things that Seonghwa didn’t expect to experience in his lifetime, things that could never have come true in his wildest dreams and yet they did.

For starters, becoming an idol? 1 in a million and well, here he was, stepping away from his bandmates in search of a wardrobe co-ordinator to help him take off the stupidly difficult harness he had to wear for the stage.

Ok so how about another one? Did Park Seonghwa, a still closeted gay man, ever expect to stumble into a dressing room only to be met with the sight of the freaking Lee Hoseok, of Monsta X fame, pushed up against the wall by a security guard.

A security guard who was cupping said idols between the legs despite what he could only assume was not wanted considering the absolute fear in his sunbaes eyes when Seonghwa looked him in the face. But what it the fact that a strange man was forcing himself onto him? Or was it perhaps because he was very clearly sporting a hard on that would send fanfiction writers wild.

“Is this really appropriate to do right now?” Seonghwa asked dryly, moving in front of the ajar door to avoid any prying eyes from this.. admittedly delectable, if mildly illegal, scene in front of him. The security guard spluttered as Seonghwa turned to stare at him, expression like ice “I don’t think the public would like to hear about their precious Wonho oppa being assualted by some lowlife. I’d suggest you leave before I call somebody.” Seonghwa stepped aside, letting the man rush out of the room like the pig he was; the idol sending a disgusted look after him.

“What a freak.”

Seonghwa turned back to Hoseok, shutting the door quietly behind him in case his sunbae wanted some privacy. “Are you alright, sunbae? Do you need me to do.. anything” And now it was Seonghwas turn to be the pig but honestly.. Who wouldn’t when faced with a man like that?

Honestly, Seonghwa, along so many others, had thanked whoever was in charge of the universe for letting Lee Hoseok debut with Open Mind. As a gay man in an industry, nay, a country, where homouality was still pretty ing taboo; access to any kind of (even straight ) was next to impossible.

“Next time you’re alone and dressed like this..” Seonghwa bit his lower lip, shamelessly leering at his sunbaes exposed chest(was that a little bit of drool he had coming out of his mouth? No, thank god). How he wanted to run his tongue down Hoseoks chiseled abs, sink his teeth into those cheeky pink s barely hidden by a leather body harness. A quick look around the room and Seonghwa located a pen and now useless schedule for the awards show which he used to scribble down his number. “Give me a call, I can always be your watchdog.” He said, slipping the scrap bit of paper into the waistband of Hoseoks (very tight) pants.

Seonghwa walked backwards, still on his lower lip as Hoseoks shirtless form burned forever into his mind. “Or you know, call me if you decide that you’d rather have some fun instead.” With a playful wink, Seonghwa stepped out of the dressing room, exhaling as he leant against the door with his hand against his heart. God..

He was definitely later on.
wonho 3 years ago
@big dave (magnum dong) [] I love the plot name, it's perfect
big dave [A] 3 years ago
@seonghwa @l. hoseok [] happy rping to us!

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venitempus 3 years ago
letting you know I dropped baekhyun, thank you so much for having me and I hope you are all taking care (even if we have not talked in so long) ♥
spearminty 3 years ago
wondering if i should come back, yeet yeet
6f86d2a681200aeea6d0 3 years ago
gonna take my leave. thanks for having me, but everything is just too much for me now.
you guys will obvi see me around because I'm the obnoxious younger sibling you all never asked for
pxssionfruit 3 years ago
- dropping taeyong and jisoo ily guys <3
hologram 3 years ago
can i get lee seheun?
eternalsnow 3 years ago
i want to focus on my scholarship application that i need to go on hiatus from this site ;;
SeHYUNG 3 years ago
Writing Sample below:
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euphrosyne 3 years ago
shyly pushes hair behind ear.
i love all three of the admins.
6f86d2a681200aeea6d0 3 years ago
shyly pushes hair behind ear
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c-can I get a 3rd........ I SWEAR THIS WILL BE MY LAST ONE
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