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hwang hyunjin

private quarters

located in an ex-hotel building turned apartment building complex. occupied by hwang hyunjin.

in character interactions only! ooc talk should be in brackets. be respectful and behave accordingly!

NT

☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 3 weeks ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *Hyunjin reflects on how he had reacted back then when the whole drug scandal had happened. He'd overreacted, and that was an understatement. His fear had manifested to anger, and he'd pushed away the person he was meant to hold closest to him*
*even now, his chest tightens in guilt at the thought. He lets his own fingers dance around Jungkook's forearms, patiently taking in every word*
I was a .
*evidently, one of them was better with words.* I shouldn't have yelled at you like I did back then. I should have listened and believed you.
*he pauses to delicately cup Kook's face, wanting him to look at him when he said his next piece* I'm sorry.
I bet Japan was cool though... Maybe next time we go together...
And tell people
*despite the intimate moment, Hyunjin can't help but smile, stealing a kiss to make up for the hundreds he'd missed*
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 weeks ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin /jungkook was more than happy to return the kiss until hyunjin pulls away. it was euphoric, all of it. to be back in the only place where he felt like he belonged , in hyunjins arms, in his presence and to be loved by him fully. he kisses at the thumb.
good, not like i'm giving you much of a choice. I'll keep you so obsessed with me. it's my life mission actually
/he smiles though he was not joking , not even the slightest bit. he lowers himself between hyunjins legs, resting his chin on his boyfriends chest. the smile falters just a bit yet still lingers. it was never that jungkook wasn't ready to talk about it, he wasn't ever sure if hyunjin would care enough to hear about it.
well buckle up because it's not as interesting as people may think. i was traveling, just as i've been saying.
I guess I should start with the beginning and what made me take time off.
firstly, it had nothing to do with you. well.. not the majority. after the whole drug scandal, the disappointment and all of it was a lot. I knew my truth but everyone had this perception of me that I was some sort of party boy.. through all of that I guess I lost myself and I didn't know who I was.
/he pauses momentarily to see if hyunjin was still with him and then continues
I was angry all the time at myself, at everyone, at work.. I wasn't happy doing music and that was the biggest red flag for me. music is my lifeline, I dont care how ing stupid it sounds to some. so, i went to tiffany noona and she was graceful to me. she gave me time off. i asked her not to tell anyone until I left.. especially you. because I knew I wouldn't leave if you knew or called and messaged. I grabbed my parents and told them we were going on vacation for a couple months and boom. we took off to japan the very next day. I needed to be away.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 1 month ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *It was a page out of a story book, with the way Jungkook twirled Hyunjin around until they were surrounded by padded clouds (cushions) and he was invaded with kisses*
*his smile was so wide, it near hurt his face. Almost too good to be true...*
*Hyunjin can't help the quick, reflexive doubt that surfaces when he realizes he's too comfortable again. He hopes he hides it off his face, but just in case, he throws a hand over his boyfriend's face - good god his boyfriend! - to shush his mouth* Yahhhh - are you gonna let me breathe?
*he teases in a light tone, moving his hand to brush Jungkook's bangs off his forehead*
*Hyunjin takes another quiet moment to appreciate the man's features, seeking how they've changed in their time apart. His hair was longer, curlier. His eyes were brighter. His skin just as fair and lips ... Divine.*
*he tugs the other in for a drawn out embrace, sighing into the open-mouthed kiss. He relishes every second, until the strain in his neck forces him to flop back into the couch* I love you. I don't think I'll ever stop loving you...
*his voice is quiet, and his thumb traces Kook's lower lip* Can... I ask what you were doing...? All those months you were gone...? Are you like... ready to talk about it?
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 1 month ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin jungkook was actually preparing for the worst at hyunjins warnings. oh no, what had he done while he was away? luckily , his boyfriend is ever so dramatic and when the door sung open he was greeted by the familiar apartment that looked unscathed and lived in
yah
he hits hyunjins arm
don't do that you made me think you had broken and set fire to my belongings
he shakes his head mildly amused and so full of content to be back where he was meant to be. he grabs hyunjin by his his exposed waits, midriff showing as his shirt lifts with his stretched arms, picking him up; he shuts the door with a skillful foot and pads over to the couch where he drops hyunjin
I'm so happy
he says, his smile stretching across his face then.... he dives down kissing hyunjin all over his beautiful face unable to help himself
i love you. i love you. i love you.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 1 month ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *it was unfamiliar, and for a moment, in his tired state, Hyunjin almost pulled away out of instinct, only to freeze at the last second. He melts into the touch hesitantly, blinking lovingly back to Jungkook*
Now's the time you princess carry me up the stairs...
*he teases with a light snicker. But those plans sounded good. He grabs his belongings, tucking things in pockets as he climbs out the car*
*for some reason, nervous bubbles boil in his tummy the closer they get to their shared condo. when's the last time they'd been in here together on purpose?*
We could watch Ponyo. I've been wanting to watch Ponyo. *he suggests as an activity when they make it to their floor* *his keys are already out, jingling against the door lock when they pull up* But also like... Don't yell at me for how messy it is in here - *and he swings the door open*
*despite the warning, it's not a disaster, though definitely not the same, kempt style it was when Jungkook was pitching in. But in Hyunjin's honest defense, the past few months had been blurred with anger and depression* Tadaaa... Welcome home... I guess?
*the last words are muffled through a yawn, his arms stretching above his head*
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 1 month ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin the music hummed softly in the background as jungkook drove the two back to their apartment complex, something felt so domestic in a way it hadn’t before. he finally got hyunjin back
he would be lying if he said he wasn’t smiling the entirety of the ride home with butterflies swarming his stomach.
once they have reached their destination hyunjin automatically wakes up as though his body sensed it, jungkook glances over at him once theyre in park , soft smile playing on his features
we’re home baby
he reaches a hand out, palm sliding over the curve of hyunjins jaw letting his thumb trace the smooth skin momentarily before he unbuckles
lets go , i know you’re tired. lets go nap or something low energy
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 2 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin *exhaustion hit him in the car, with he light radio music and heaters on, he easily fell into an impromptu nap on the way home*
*it wasn't until he felt the familiar sharp curve into their parking grounds that he awokez stirring slightly and rubbing the sleep out of his eyes*
We home already ? *he mumbled, stifling a yawn*
*his head lolls lazily to look at jungkook, who somehow had gotten more rugged and handsome in his absence* You have new tattoos.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 2 months ago
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☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ Yeah, well, do you know what's more embarrassing that me?
*Hyunjin snaps, his arms crossing over his chest while he pouts out the window* Your sweater smells like salty, expired juice.
*it was a lie, straight through his teeth. It smelled delicious. But Hyunjin refuses to admit it. The traffic continues until they turn off onto the street towards their shared home. Finally, they can drive at more than a snail's pace. The buildings begin to blur by his eyes, and Hyunjin relaxes into his seat for the first time since that morning.*
*the exhaustion of the hours long practice sinks into his bones. Were it not for the fact that their condo was literally five minutes away, he could have drifted off*
*instead, the van pulls to a sudden halt, and jolts him out of his half-slumber with a start*
Ah - *he jets out both hands, fingers gripping Jiho's head rest*
"We're here boys. It's straight in, you hear? /Ordering/ food." *To make a point, Jiho splits the curtain and points at Hyunjin, obviously not worried about the younger member* "Straight. Inside. Go." *He flicks his hand and Hyunjin rolls his eyes. His tongue may have stuck out, his eyes may have crossed, but Jiho couldn't catch him. His duffel follows in the cloud of dust from his speedy exit. As promised, he slips straight inside the entrance, bypassing the lingering people in the lobby, and going straight to the elevators. Jungkook would catch up. He was tired of waiting for him*
*but the elevator is at the top floor, and Hyunjin is stuck waiting anyway*
Ughhhhhh.... *he groans under his breath. His phone is his only escape, perusing through his delivery app for which restaurant to order from*
*what was that place Jungkook had loved so much...* *he starts searching for Jungkook in the lobby, the elevator creeping as slow as the traffic, spotting him not far off*
Hey babe! What restaurant do you -
*he freezes. . . . Did he - he just called - oh -* I'm taking the stairs.
*despite his whole body screamign at him not to, Hyunjin abandons Jungkook for the second time, practically sprinting to the lesser used stair doors to begin the climb up. He's gasping and trembling in exhaustion by the time he makes it up, fumbling for his keys inside his bag.*
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
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☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin his out stretched arms fall limply by his side , nodding his head slowly at every word. he deserves it and hyunjin more than deserves to get it out of system. Jungkook takes a step back letting him pass by. it had all hurt so much and he knew this was how hyunjin would react. sober or drunk. he knew his ex… his ex lover all too well. still, that does nothing to waive the pain. it was a knife to the heart and he had twisted it. he himself had caused this mess. in due time he’d find a way to fix it but for now hyunjin wanted nothing to do with him and he had to respect that.
okay.
he whispers as he watches the drunken man stumble up the steps. he waits until he hears the bedroom door slam shut. he knows he should be in a rush to get out; however, there was a part of him that couldn’t fathom leaving the man he loves alone in this state. so, he does all he can do and take his time packing and struggling to keep his tears at bay. what should’ve taken ten minutes ended up being thirty. he just needed to make sure hyunjin was safe
okay
he says once more, heaving himself up off the floor and suit case in hand. he couldn’t come back. not after this. he’ll get someone to retrieve the rest of his belongings throughout the week. he gets one foot past the threshold of the front door. he gives their once shared apartment another once over before softly closing the door with a ‘click’ and leaving the love of his life and all their shared memories again.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *He struggles against Jungkook, his touch burning in a way that doesn't turn him on for once. He's oblivious to the knock at the other's face, eventually perching himself on the wall*
*he holds it with one hand, the other pointing an accusatory finger at his ex*
Why do you suddenly care if I hurt or not?
Again, where the have you been these past months? Last I checked you packed your bags and left ME
And you're doing it all over again
*he rips the hair tie out of his hair, raking stressed fingers through the sweaty, tousled hair*
you Jungkook - *and he's pissed that his voice breaks as he shouts it* YOU! Get the out of my life.
I never want to see you ever again.
*despite saying it, he stays still, glaring at Jungkook. He hopes the other feels even half the hurt that he inflicted on him. How dare he convince Hyunjin to open up to him... How dare he convince him that they could have the world. How dare Jungkook make him believe that love was real and he was deserving of it. His dad had been right all along. Hyunjin was destined to be alone. Jeonghan left. Jungkook left. His dad left. And his mom was about to leave him.*
Leave. Take your and get out again. *he kicks at one of the suitcases as he wades to the stairs, cursing when the hard cover hurts his toes more than anticipated* And YOU!
*he doesn't get far, making it only halfway up the stairs before his half-off sock trips him up. He lands on all fours with a thunk, cursing the stairs*
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin so you don’t *


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☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin Im-
the apology is on the tip of his tongue but hes unable to finish, hyunjins realization and anger all coming at him at once. he deserves it. even if it hurts like hell to have the love of your life push you away in disgust but probably hurts less than breaking their heart.
hyunjin
he tries again, voice far more soft as he reaches out towards the flailing hyunjin, trying to keep him from hitting the ground
I’m so sorry. i never wanted to hurt you , never- goddammit
he huffs under his breathe when the other tried to wrangle out of his grip which results in him accidentally hitting his lip, the stinging sensation only lasting a couple seconds
will you please at least just calm down so you hurt me OR YOURSELF. please.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *This was the best dream Hyunjin had had in a long time. He truly never wanted it to end. He could not care less if he woke up pissed that he'd stained his sheets. It felt good. It felt so good to be so close to Jungkook and to smell him and taste him. God, it all felt so real.*
"Baby, please. You're drunk."
*Huh? Dream Kook would never say that.*
"We can't do this. I can't do this to you."
*You're ing right you can't do this to me, Hyunjin thinks. He stumbles a step back, flushed now from more than the cold winds outside. His fingers are thoroughly warmed, and his shirt hangs more untucked than before. Swollen lips spread to allow heavy breaths through. It reeks of alcohol even under his own nose*
Don't call me baby. Don't you dare call me baby after all this ing time.
*Hyunjin wished Jungkook had never spoken. This could have stayed a dream*
What? You can't do this to me after what you've already done? You can't even me a /little/ bit after you picked up my heart and just - *he raises his hands in front of him and mimes out the act of ripping his heart into a million pieces, jumbling it up, mushing it around, throwing it on the ground and stomping on it. It's very mature* - Yeah you, /baby/.
*as he enunciates his body dips against his will with the buckle of a knee*
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin jungkook stood, unmoving, unsure what to say as the other made his way over- well more so stumbling
hyunjin i-
he immediately jumps right in trying to explain himself once hyunjin is close enough that he can see his face properly. every detail and every single one is stab to the heart of what he had left behind to try and heal. he couldn’t get his words out, lips mushed together as hyunjin takes his face into his hands. they were cold, a bit rough … they were different from the soft warm hands that held his three months ago. his voice was hoarse , deeper. it almost broke jungkook. and then… they were hugging. he was taken aback but god how much he ing missed this. holding his baby in his arms. but hugging turned into groping and a pair of warm lips trailing up the column of skin that was bare outside if his black hoodie. goosebumps pebbled his skin
hyunjin
he says , heart racing. they needed to talk and as much as jungkook would love to rip his clothes off and show hyunjin just how much he missed him , he couldn’t.
hyunj-
he tries to say once more but it seemed as though hyunjin was done talking, taking his lips in a surprise kiss. he kissed him with urgency like jungkook was air and he was running out of oxygen. jungkook couldn’t think properly like this and for a moment his self control was gone.
a large hand finds itself on the back on hyunjins neck pulling him impossibly closer as the two devour one another. this is all jungkook needed to be whole again. it wasn’t enough he need to be in hyunjin, to feel his skin to become apart of each other. but the taste of alcohol was overpowering. bitter. it brought him back into reality as hyunjin pulled away. jungkook slowly peels his eyes open , staring as hyunjin rubs himself desperately against his thigh. he never made it easy to do anything. ever.
hyunjin we cant. we cant.
when the other tries to move back in for a kiss jungkook swivels his head , shaking it a bit solemnly
baby, please. you’re drunk. we can’t do this. I can’t do this to you.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *'Hi.' HI. ing HIIII? What the ing ? HI? After all these months and all he got was a ing HI? Nah. Hyunjin had to be drunk. He had to be and this had to be a dream, because why the else would Jeon Jungkook have the audacity - nay, the gall - nAY - THE BALLS! - to show his face here in their home. Their home. Their ing home. Jungkook was home.*
*he stumbles forward, shoving aside luggage to make his way to his boyfriend. Hyunjin cups the others cheeks firmly in his palms, examining every feature of his wary face*
Jungkook, you're here. You're home.
*he's chuckling as he palms more of the other's body. If this was a dream, he never wanted it to end. And that was definitely the tequila hoping and not his ugly, broken heart* You're home *he repeats more quietly. Before he can stop himself, he's nuzzling into his neck. Soft kisses touch Jungkook's skin, tracing up the taut muscle to his chiseled jaw. Eventually they find their way to his mouth.*
You're home. *he repeats more sternly, muffled in the embrace. Every second is another plunge deeper into Kook's mouth. Hyunjin never wants it to end, so he keeps chasing. More. His hands grabs at his . More. He at Jungkook's tongue greedily. More. His half-hard pushes into the other's thigh*
, you're home. *he moans, biting at Kook's lip and pulling back*
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin jungkook hadn't been in korea for longer than a day since he had went on an abrupt hiatus. his whole life turned upside down on his own accord because he couldn't handle the fast life he once knew. he needed a pause. a pause in everything and that meant his love life. the one person who had been a constant for the last year.. he had vanished upon and he knew hyunjin wasn't going to take that light and hell. jungkook wouldn't blame him if he never wanted to see his face again. not like he's get his wish because they are very much in the same group still.. but alas hyunjin would find a way. jungkook knew they had to talk at some point and he had to face hyunjin and s about his sudden disappearance. he owed them that much. but tonight was not going to be that night. instead of heading to dsf to announce his return and then consulting the group. he found himself back hyunjin and his- well.. maybe just hyunjins now, apartment.

it felt strange, he felt like an intruder- an unwanted guest in a place that felt so familiar. in a place he called home. the word 'home' even felt wrong, like he didn't deserve to call it such a thing even if it is half in his name. it had almost like he had left it that day when he packed up his closet and just left. his heart jumped seeing the photos of him and hyunjin, they were everywhere , various pictures from their trips across the world and the more intimate moments shared between the two. his heart dropped, a feeling of guilt bubbling in the pit of his stomach making him feel sick. he needed to just get what he needed to and go. that was the plan after all. he doesn't stop to take in their shared bedroom. instead he grabs whatever he sees of his and carelessly throws it into the empty suit case.

he had only gotten five minutes into packing up his belongings when he hears the familiar sound of the apartment door. surely hyunjin wasn't back yet. he had been told specifically he had been out and usually the other is out till the early morning. the clock only read 11;30pm. jungkook felt nauseous all over again. he hadn't mentally prepped for this. granted, when has the universe ever prepped him for any ing thing that pertains to hwang hyunjin. it. he ripped his sweaty hand on his black jeans as he stands from the edge of the bed, he steps around the pile of messy clothes that he hadn't gotten the first time around. his bare feet lightly pat against the spiral stairs leading back down to the living room. suddenly all the air in the room disappears. there he was. three months of trying not to think about the one face he wanted to see most was right there. he looked disheveled... like he had had one too many drinks and too much fun for it to not even be midnight yet. jungkook lets out a shaky breath, eyes wide and glassy, mind blank with not one coherent thought because what the was he supposed to say?

uhhhh hi?
he sounded unsure. idiot.
Hi.
he said this time with a bit more confidence which did NOT mirror in his shifty feet and fiddling hands that he did not know what to do with. he felt like a deer in headlights, like he was not supposed to be here. maybe he wasn't
uhm, i was just uh getting some things... how... how have you been?
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *How many days... No, how many weeks... No. How many ing months had it been since Jungkook had stepped foot into this condo? This condo that his boyfriend had said they would make their home. And yet every time he picked up the mail, he still saw his stupid boyfriend's name. Ex boyfriend. EX boyfriend. Why was that so hard for him to get through his head?*
*Not a single goddamn word from him after all this time. Just an "I can't do this anymore" and complete ghost town. And his mom... Hyunjin hated the universe for testing him. His mom wasn't doing well. She'd been moved from the facility into a full-time care center. And the prognosis wasn't good, nor was it long. As much as he'd sworn up and down that he wouldn't cave in to old urges, it was easier said than done. In the loneliness of the dorm, or the emptiness of the condo, he ended up slipping out most of the time to drink in public so that if anyone asked him why he was drunk, it wouldn't seem so pathetic*
*that night was no different, with him coming back to the condo so he wouldn't face the Janus members. His cheeks were flushed, and he stumbled up the stairs with his keys. There was no subtlety in his action.*
*the door swings open and one flat palm s the wall to his left for a light only to realize... The lights are already on*
Huh...? *he rights up in the door frame, having to lean into it a bit to keep from wobbling too much. The outfit he'd started off with earlier that evening was disheveled to all hell after groping with Felix in the club again. His half-ponytail fared worse, strands framing his flushed, wide-eyed expression*
Jungkook?
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 4 months ago
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☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 8 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ Yeah, we'll you're stupid too
*he mutters back through scrunched lips as pinches into a mocking expression. Their hands fold over each others, and Hyunjin sneaks a kiss through a sigh*
I know you'd never hit me. I'm trying to tell my body to stop believing it
*it was a strong confession, one that haunted him in the night whenever he began over thinking of all the tiniest little flinches* I love you more... *he repeats back quickly, stealing another kiss*
*his hands snake down to the others hips, yanking him closer in their hug*
So like... Can I have my ramen now, though...? I haven't eaten all day
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 8 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin hyunjins loudness always come in a mix of of comfort and annoyance but right now jungkook is so unbelievably happy to hear the passion in his voice. he says it with so much conviction he almost wants to pick everything up and do just as hyunjin says
youre stupid
he says over a laugh, a smile taking over his face as his tatted hands raise to rest over hyunjins
as much as you get on my nerves hwang hyunjin, i’d never hit you. i promise you that
there’s a brief pause after , the two just soaking in each other’s presence for now . hyunjin was jungkooks comfort place and he just wanted to drown in him.
We’ll figure it out
he repeats, opening his puffy eyes to look at him; slowly he leans punctuating it with a kiss.
I love you. so much.
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 8 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ Well them! *Hyunjin shouts, the only one of the two who could still never manage his tone despite all his practice* *his grips goes from Kook's biceps to his boyfriend's cheeks, but his thumbs aren't fast enough to catch the stream of tears from his eyes*
If things don't go back to normal then them. We go to America and become a y duo there
We'll make music for the Americans and drink champagne and smoke weed with no for anyone in Korea
*their foreheads knock together lightly* them because I have you now.
And if I yell at you again you can punch me in the ... *he plants a soft kiss to Kook's forehead, his previous explosion simmering down to a lurching guilt that he needed to over compensate for* them, babe.
We'll figure it out.
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 8 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin everyone thinks I’m a monster , hyunj. they think im nasty and today there was a meeting. they said my brand deals and sponsors may back out because of this. The court hasn’t ruled anything- it’s like everything is falling apart because i trusted someone I shouldn’t have. I feel so stupid and stuck- like I can’t do anything
the lump was back and no matter how hard he tries to regain his composure it slowly begins to slip once more. he has been keeping all of it in and hyunjin’s touch broke the dam
i dunno if things will go back to normal and I’m ing terrified
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 8 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *the last thing Hyunjin wanted was for Jungkook to go away again... The past week had been torturous enough, too reminiscent of the last time they'd fought this bad... The tour. No.*
*he shakes his own head, swiping hastily at the tears in his own eyes before he turns to face the other. Jungkook is a crumpled shadow of the strong man he's used to seeing, and there's only one thing he knows to do* "... I don't think you're like your dad at all"
*his shoulders straighten, chin tilts back, one last sniff, and he strides over to grab his boyfriend by the arms*
I know you ed up, and I ed up worse, but can we still figure it out together?
Please? Don't leave. Please.
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 8 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin when they had both gotten it out of their systems the couple stands, waiting on a bated breath with tears in their eyes and heaving chests and heavy hearts. Everything felt hot , not just from the freshly cooked noodles, he felt nauseous
I just wanted you to care
is all he croaks out , the volume lowered in his voice considerably as he sniffs and wipes away a stubborn tear that managed to fall
Out of everyone, you get me the most. You understand what it’s like to be misunderstood and to be looked at funny when no one knows you at all. I’m not asking you to coddle me, I’m just asking you to be there. “I know you ed up but we’re gonna figure it out” that’s all
he hangs his head in silence , rubbing his hands at his reddened face, digging the heels of his palms i to his eyes to stop any more tears from shedding. when he feels he can speak without the lump in his throat he casts his gaze back to his boyfriend and says
I’m sorry for what i have put the group through this entire week, maybe i should stay away for awhile after promotion until things die down. And… for what it’s worth, I don’t think you’re like your dad at all
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 8 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ Oh you! *Hyunjin snaps for the millionth time, scoffing with a roll of his eyes*
What do you want from me? I can't pat you on the back for that choice. I can't take away the stupid I said before. Neither of us can change the past.
*his appetite ruined, he heaves the pot back to the sink, shoving it down with a last-minute change of heart for how much force he was going to use* What do you want me to say then?
I'm a ing idiot who got scared that his boyfriend got drugged at a goddamn house party full of illegal tards - *he throws his chopsticks into the sink* Do you want to hear that I'm a ty boyfriend who couldn't stop himself from acting like his dad to do the one thing I wished he did my whole life? Support his goddamn partner!
*he leans over the sink, sick with the weight of panic in his chest and shocked to find tears in his eyes*
So you and me and this stupid ! I'm ing sorry!
*their neighbours probably hated them - but Hyunjin especially - for shouting out the partially opened window*
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 8 months ago
() ugh typos i hate jsksos but ygm
☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 8 months ago
@☼ hwang hyunjin oh bow you’re sorry? Are you actually or are you saying that because you wanna be done with the conversation?
she raises a brow, arms defensively crossed over his chest as he watches hyunjin
Just sorry. That ing hurts hyunjin. i have been so emotionally tired and drained and i get what i did hurts everyone around me, but I’m the one with a bad rep now and the false accusations. All i have done is just explain, explain and explain and no ones ing listening. My brand deals on the line, everything i worked hard for. I have to live with that! And I just needed you to be there. Thats all. You made me feel like i did everything on purpose like i actually hired illegal show girls and actually did the drugs-or smokes or whatever! Everything just hurts and no one, including the one who is supposed to be there unconditionally, is listening nor do they care. Maybe if i actually did everything then maybe people would care huh? Is that it? Maybe had i gotten high or something, then you’d ing listen and care. You don’t get to make me feel like absolute and just say ‘sorry’
your sorry .
☼ hwang hyunjin [A] 8 months ago
@☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ *despite knowing they should have a face to face conversation, Hyunjin can't bring himself to stop moving. He carries on preparing his ramen, taking it from the stove when it's fully boiled, drained and seasoned, forgoing the pot to place it on the counter with a pair of wooden chopsticks he'd not used from takeout long forgotten*
*the stool scrapes loudly in the silence following Jungkook's rant*
*he plants himself down, giving the noodles a good mix*
*how was he going to apologize. he'd escalated this far beyond what he'd intended when his childish anger had reared him into a frenzy. there was no way back, and the only way forward meant accepting the massive egg on his face, and swallowing his pride*
*it's gonna hurt less than he thinks... it's a weak argument, and his knee shakes as violently as his internal battle* *he almost takes a bite of the ramen before throwing the chopsticks into the pot with a violent sigh*
I'm... I'm sorry.

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Dyanthea 1 month ago
Hii I wanted to apply but I wanted to know if there's any roles (either trainees, staff, idols, etc) you guys were looking for before deciding ^^
jamjari 1 month ago
could I reserve lee hayi as a vocal couch please :>
lostinparadise 1 month ago
Always wanted to apply but the friend-only before made me anxious to apply my introvert could never

Full name: Choi San
Role: trainee
poutatoe 3 months ago
knock knock ;u;
weeping 3 months ago
Full Name: Huh Yunjin
Occupation: Idol / Soloist
Stage Name: Jena
himbos 3 months ago
saw y'all needed managers, but for which groups?
persica [A] 3 months ago
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☇ le deux: 4
☇ soloists: 1

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☇ boys: 2
☇ girls: 0

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☇ ceos: 3
☇ managers: 1
☇ producers: 2/2
☇ choreographers: 2/3
☇ vocal coaches: 0/3
☇ rap coaches: 1/3
☇ stylists: 2/3
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Keisetsu 3 months ago
hello~ thanks for the 'invitation'
could i get...

Full name: Byun Baekhyun
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glizzy_mcguire 4 months ago
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loves of my life tbh
glizzy_mcguire 4 months ago
slams fist in unconditional love and support

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