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@ω han jisung {sh} Me too
/smiles a little, though it falters for a moment and he looks back out at the pond/
I don't know, I feel... torn. Part of me hopes you did miss me, but another part of me hopes that you didn't because it's not a fun feeling.

@β lee minho {h} Yeah? That's good then...I'm glad.
/nods slightly as I give your arm a gentle squeeze/
I'm sure I missed you just as much~
/smiles/

@ω han jisung {sh} I just feel relaxed I guess?
I feel less strained and stressed I suppose? Like there's a weight lifted from my shoulders
I just feel less... heavy
/he explained, sighing softly and opening his eyes to look at you with a small smile/
I missed you so much

@β lee minho {h} /glances over at you after looking at the ducks for a few minutes/
Oh? And how is that?
/raises a brow curiously wondering what you may have meant by that. /

@ω han jisung {sh} /trails after you a little slower, looking out over the pond and smiling as he watches the ducks/
/settling down next to you he leans back and tips his head back with a sigh, closing his eyes/
It's nice out today
I haven't felt like this in a while

@β lee minho {h} /eyes light up when we reach the pond but more so at the ability to sit down for a. It. /
Oh- yes please!
/pulls away and shuffles over to the bench quickly so I can sit down on the bench with a low sigh/
Ah...
/raises my feet and wiggles them as my attention goes to the ducks/
So cute~

@ω han jisung {sh} Yeah it's right up here
/smiles a little more and nuzzles your cheek/
/leading you a little bit further they finally come across the pond, there are ducks swimming around and a nice bench not far from the water/
See? And we can sit! That way you can rest a bit

@β lee minho {h} That's true..but I'm sure I would chose to go ith you guys.
/nods a few times with a grin as I lean against you more while puffing out my cheeks/
Are we almost at the pond? My feet are starting to hurt..

@ω han jisung {sh} You don't have to decide anything right now Sungie
/smiling softly he shakes his head, squeezing your hand again/
But the offer is there if you ever want it
We'd be happy to help take care of you as you get bigger

@β lee minho {h} Of course.
/nods as I look around for a moment before rubbing the back of my neck with my free hand unsure/
Well I'm not sure...I suppose I would want to? It
Could help my memory better plus being alone and getting bigger isn't all that fun...

@ω han jisung {sh} I hope we can all continue to help each other...
/he agrees softly, nodding and smiling as he squeezes you back/
Are you going to live with us again? I mean, would you want to?

@β lee minho {h} How adorable
/coos softly with a happy smile as I give your arm a gentle squeeze. Looking at you a bit surprised at the comment/
Well I'm glad we could help and I hope to keep helping you then~

@ω han jisung {sh} I definitely can
I would hide under the couch a lot, and drag my bag of snacks under with me.
/laughing softly he couldn't help but smile, shaking his head/
I was so shy, I still am, but I've been getting a lot better thanks to you and Heoni

@β lee minho {h} /tilts my head to the side and lets out a faint coo at the kiss to my finger. Before letting out a faint squeak when you're switching back. /
Oh? I can see why. You probably hdie away in the tiniest places, huh.
/tilts my head tot he side as I connect our arms again/

@ω han jisung {sh} /chirping he sits up, clinging onto your finger and nuzzling it, his tail wrapped tightly around your wrist/
/kissing your finger he lets go after a few seconds so he can shift back into his human form, fixing his hair and trying not to look too embarrassed/
I used to be in my monkey form most of the time we weren't on stage or in front of a camera

@β lee minho {h} No..
/frowns slightly before my eyes are going wide in surprise. Raising my arm up just to cup you in my hands with a little coo/
Oh my! So cute~
/giggles faintly lightly tapping your nose with my finger/

@ω han jisung {sh} It is very comfy and cute
I guess you don't remember my little monkey form then do you?
/pouting a little bit and he decides to go ahead and show you, shifting into his tiny monkey form and clinging to your wrist so he doesn't fall to the ground/

@β lee minho {h} Hm hm I see.
/nods a few times with a grin before letting out another soft giggle of my own/
Aye- oh? I wouldn't know...I haven't transformed back into that form yet so I don't really remember how it looks.
Sounds super comfy and cute though~

@ω han jisung {sh} Ducks are super cute! Not as cute as me though
/he says, giggling softly as he leads the way along the path towards the pond/
Or you for that matter, you're the cutest chipmunk ever
We're practically the same size when we shift into our animals forms
It always made you the best for cuddling

@β lee minho {h} Ah so this happens often?
/smiles a bit before a deep blush forms on my cheeks at the kiss. /
Yeah? Ducks are super cute..
/mutters softly/

@ω han jisung {sh} I've always been a bit clumsy
/flushing a little but smiling as he finishes his own cone and turns his head to kiss your cheek/
of course, I'll take you to the pond, it's really pretty and there are always ducks

@β lee minho {h} / over my lips getting up any cream that was left as a faint giggle falls from my lips/
Guess we're both too messy.
Sorry baby your were enjoying it-
/looks down at my tummy lightly rubbing overnit as I finish off the cone before I'm attaching myself to your arm again. /
Should we continue our walk?

@ω han jisung {sh} Yeah, you're right
/he nods slowly, smiling softly and pulling away, only to realize that his own ice cream was also on the ground now/
Awww....
/pouts for a few seconds before he sighs and takes a bite of his own cone/
It's okay, there's always more ice cream at home

@β lee minho {h} Well then we should just be happy and only think of that yeah?
/tilts my head to the side with a happy hum as I nose at your cheek gently before pulling away just to realize my ice cream feel to the ground/
Oh no- my ice cream...
/ends up giggling lightly as I bite at the cone/

@ω han jisung {sh} I hope you're right
/he whispered, closing his eyes and nodding/
I've loved you for a long time Sungie, I always pushed it to the back of my head though and told myself to be happy with fan service
I was happy with any attention you gave me, I still am
I just want us to be us again you know? I want us to be happy I mean

@β lee minho {h} /pauses my to let out another hum/
Hm I'm sure at the time it just seemed like fan service but when you watch the videos back or even the edits it looks like there's something a lot deeper...it was surprising to see myself like that but it also made me smile.
/hum before my eyes are going wide at the sudden hug but instead of pushing away I wrap my arms back around you and gives you a tight squeeze/
I know we will.

@ω han jisung {sh} We have known each other longer
/he agrees, nodding slowly and staring hard at his ice cream, trying to blink back more tears/
I- I guess I just-- I always thought it was just fan service for you
/he admitted quietly, forgetting about his ice cream for a moment as he turned to hug you as tightly as he could with one arm/
I hope we can Sungie, I've missed you so much and I felt so awful for everything. I want to be better, I want to be worth it

@β lee minho {h} /blinking a few times slowly at your words before I'm moving closer to wrap my arms around your arm in a ​hug/
Well from what you're saying, I've known you longer no? I don't think it's right to get in such a relationship and not know how to equally love both people.
And if I known you longer I've probably had feelings for you way before we met heonie.
Oh- oh! I was looking up our group and we get shipped a lot! They wouldn't do that if it wasn't obvious we had a connection right?
/smiles softly/
Confidence is key~ we can work on it together~

@ω han jisung {sh} I guess I'm just worried
/he admits, sighing heavily and his ice cream for a few seconds before he continues/
I've always been worried that I was the odd one out, you know?
That you couldn't possibly love me as much as you love Hoeni
I want you to, I just never felt like I was enough
If I'm being honest I still don't really feel like I'm enough for either one of you

@β lee minho {h} /reaches out prepared to catch the ice cream but just lets out a faint laugh when you manage to catch it/
Good catch.
/coos before giving you a sweet smile/
Me too, why wouldn't I want that?
I already feel way better being around you.