⤷ joshua's apartment

*takes a seat on the couch, wrapping a blanket around myself, sighing quietly as I get comfortable. Turns the tv on, finding a random movie to watch*

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 Let me give your.....hand some attention then yes?
*chuckles a little and takes your hand, massaging it slowly*
The scariest one??
Oh my~ my leedo gets scary?

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 you certainly prefer my jaw more
*chuckles and plays with your hair*
I won the last season of this show
but don't mind them when they say I'm the scariest one
*laughs*

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 I do like your jaw yes~
I like all of you. Jawline is my favorite though I suppose.
*looks over to the tv*
A different side of geonhak. Im excited.

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *wraps an arm around you and smiles*
you really like my jaw, don't you?
*chuckles as I let the first episode of the show play*
don't be surprised if you see a different side of me there.

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 Sounds like a plan to me.
*gets up and quickly grabs a blanket, laying it over us and curling up to your side. Looks up at you with a smile. Slowly reaches up to poke your jaw lightly*
You're so handsome but also so pretty at the same time.

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *shakes my head at you with a chuckle*
hmm....how about we watch show me the mwm but go for season 2 since it's newer and it's not long
and then we can switch to some performances?
*searches up the show before starting the first episode*

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 Technically yes~
*chuckles, sitting back comfortably and watching the screen*
Im absolutely going to laugh.
Ill try not to laugh /too/ much. Though I cant make any promises.
Lets fo variety shows first for the laughs.
Then performances for the wow~

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *chuckles and nods in agreement*
you're already an honest man, silly
*takes the remote from your hand and searches around*
don't laugh too much, okay?
want to watch some of our variety shows or performances?

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 Oh yeah?
If no one marries me then I guess itll be up to you to make an honest man out of me
*chuckles a little, pokes your chest before offering you the remote*
Wanna put some of your stuff on for us?

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 then I'll just take care of you forever
*nods to myself*
and! I'll get to have cats too, I don't see a downside to this
*chuckles and pats your head*

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *peeks up at you with a cheeky smile*
And what if i never get married?
Im gonna end up being alone forever with a bunch of cats.
*chuckles softly*
Youll have to deal with me forever~~
*coos softly at you*

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 that's not true, you're the best
*smiles at you, gently caressing your head*
and I told you, shua, I'll always be there for you no matter what
I'll take a good care of you, and one day I'll be the proud best man at your wedding
*kisses the top of your head*
he wasn't the one for you, shua, but I'm sure someone out there will be the one

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 Many more wins will follows.
*watches you curiously as you order, kisses your cheek*
Thank you leedo.
*snuggles up to your chest, rubbing it slowly*
Youre the best.
Thank you for taking care of me tonight.

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *nods a few times, smiling at the kiss*
I did! it really took us forever to have just one win though
*nods again*
yes, I'm sure, you just have to relax and worry about nothing right now, not even delivery
*spends a few moments on my phone, ordering for us before placing it down*
done~ I even got a delivery service to get us some snacks

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 Its gonna be cute seeing you though
*hugs you tightly*
You did?? Ahhh Im so proud of you~
*kisses your cheek but then pouts a little when you take your phone out instead*
Are you sure??
I want one with all the meats on it please~

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *smiles at you and nods*
we can watch as many content from my group as you want, even though I usually cringe hard at myself
did you know that we just got our first win? I was so happy about it
*makes you put your phone down as I take mine out*
let me order this time, what kind of pizza do you want?

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *perks up a little bit*
Oh! I wanna watch stuff from your group.
I wanna see you in action~
*rubs my face against your shoulder, pulling out my phone to order the food for us*

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 no, no, no~ you're the best, shua
*nuzzles the side of your head for a moment, relieved to hear you chuckle*
that all sounds good, and we can always watch some cringe videos, or some reality shows? we could even watch stuff from my group, hmm?

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *lets out a soft chuckle*
Youre really the best.
*nods a little*
Lets do half and half. And we can get a small pizza?
And whatever snacks you want. We can definitely watch something too

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 screw the diet, we're getting fried chickeeen~
*smiles at you, kissing your forehead*
want spicy or half and half? we can also get some pizza and a bunch of snacks if we decided to watch something?
*goes back to rubbing your back*

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *lets out a soft sigh but smiles still, happy that youre here*
Chicken sounds good.
Maybe we can get fried chicken?
Unless you're on a diet- then we can get whatever youd like and can eat.
*hugs you again*

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *kisses the top of your head*
I appreciate you double the amount, shua
*helps you wipe off your tears,running my thumb down your cheeks gently*
I'm good, and of course we should order some food, want to get chicken? or should we order something fancy?

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *pulls back to look at you with a sad smile*
Thank you geonhak.
I cant tell you how much I really do appreciate you.
*wipes the rest of my tears away*
How are you feeling?
Should we order some food and just cuddle?

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *keeps on caressing your back*
it's his loss for not seeing how much of an amazing person you are, shua
*plants another kiss on the side of your head before nodding*
of course I will spend the night over, I can't leave you alone when you're like this

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *nods softly, moving to rest my cheek on your shoulder*
It does help to have gotten some closure.
Knowing that I really didnt stand a chance is gonna help me break away and move on.
*closes my eyes*
Are you able to spend the night tonight?
Its okay if you cant.

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 *runs my hand up and down your back, not minding if you cry it all out since it will make you feel better later*
rejection is ty I won't lie, but at least you were able to talk to him and got a closure?
*kisses the side of your head*
you will be fine, shua, I'm sure of that, you're strong like that

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *hides my face against your neck again, hugging your waist*
I just feel so ty.
Rejection .
*squeezes your waist a little, trying not to cry anymore*
I don't know what Id do without you. You really have been my rock.

@ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪsᴏᴏ {ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ}。 heeey, please don't cry.....
*sits down on the couch and pull you into my lap immediately, letting you hide your face into my neck*
you didn't interrupt anything, and I would have dropped anything for you anyways
*runs my fingers through your hair gently*
it's okay shua, you'll be okay, at least now you would be able to move on for real, you can let your heart heal away from the what ifs

@ᴋɪᴍ ɢᴇᴏɴʜᴀᴋ {ʟᴇᴇᴅᴏ}。 *sniffles as tears run down my cheeks, pulling away briefly to shut the door and pull you further inside*
I talked with him. Told him how I felt. How hurt I felt about the way things happened.
I had to walk away from him. I can't pretend its okay....im okay...when Im on the side watching someone else have what I hoped for with him.
*plops on the couch with a dramatic sigh and sniffle, wiping my tears*
Im sorry if I interrupted something Important. I just really needed to see you.