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@moon byulyi (h) no
she just got pills to help with her nausea
she literally sleeps and vomits all day so hopefully the pills start to work
/shakes my head and laughs
we’re figuring things out slowly

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ *chuckles lightly and then orders a shot of tequila for both of us*
my woman has a reason to give me ton of haha..
yours.. well.. its hormones my guy..
arent she prescribed with pills that can balance her out?

@moon byulyi (h) yeah that’s hard
/bites my lip and nods in agreement , knowing it must be hard for jessi to be mostly alone all the while being insanely hormonal and pregnant alone
for my case I’m always there and she is still giving me

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ hmm, we wanted it man..
but due to my circumstances I'm often not around..
*smiles sadly as i look into the beer glass im holding*
it saddened me that im so absent with this whole pregmancy thing man.. she's 3 months pregnant and.. i think i could count on my fingers just how many times I had been with her.. I wish she wont resent me in the future..

@moon byulyi (h) well you and jessi planned it right so I think for you it’s different
like
/scratches my nape
you had to have a procedure for it so you wanted it

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@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ haha i know man, im just teasing you xD
*chuckles lightly and then look at you*
to think im so excitrd to have a baby.. dude..
one will really cry if she's alone doing this..
you know my respect and love for Jessi skyrocketed..
I swear man, and im not saying this because she's my woman.. of all the things that happened..
she really is the strongest person in my eyes..

@moon byulyi (h) hey I’m not a baby
just a little immature
/nods to you and laughs as I roll my eyes
I think I mean no matter how old you are
if you haven’t gotten anyone pregnant before then this is all a new thing

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ right.. i forgot you're still a baby yourself
*smiles lightly as im just teasing a little*
but hey, its alright man.. we got each other and fam..
we will be able to share knowledge to one another..
and yes we still got maturing to do.. im 32 and look how bad i am with this..

@moon byulyi (h) ’m also a little worried for when the time comes
/nods to you and finishes the second beer already too
I think myself I have a lot of maturing to do still
I mean I’m only 21 right
although I know that I would never do anything intentionally to hurt elena or the baby
I’m still growing up myself

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@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ *grins at you and nods as you say that*
true.. it excites you the first time you hear that youre pregnant.. you want to do everything, even considering to carry your woman just so she wont have any troubles.. I hope as we get to experience this we are gonna be prepared when our kids are finally here.. cause you know its different.. when they are still inside their moms' belly.. its different when they are actually present.. from time to time i got the fear that i might not do well.. i guess we all learn the do's and donts when were facing it already..

@moon byulyi (h) /nods slowly at you and chuckles
I mean I think we both need to do what we can now and not worry about another baby right now

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ yes indeed.. its not.. if we wanted another baby, we should really maintain our health in best status..

@moon byulyi (h) I mean for me and Elena it’s easy to make babies
but for you not ?

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ hahaha.. well maybe we will be better.. the next time..

@moon byulyi (h) hey ask again once you have a screaming baby in your arms you know
we’re struggling with our girlfriends imagine when there is two

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ ohh that's nice.. maturing together..
*rubs my nape as I finish my second glass*
well me too.. i wanted a big family with jessi..
mini jessi that dominates mini byul..
it would be fun, im sure.. but maybe when i got a little good sched for now..

@moon byulyi (h) yeah I mean like we’re fighting and stuff but at the end of the day like I think we’ve definitely matured a lot since before
/looks at you and then puffs my cheeks while I think
I do definitely not now or not anytime soon
but in the future yes

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ *laughs a little at your story about the bickering part*
i kind of dont want to start a bickering war with jessi.. it might get too serious haha..
anyway see, its not really a problem, look at you just laughing it off..
*snorts when you say that*
here's a serious question, do you want a second child? haha after all you've been through?

@moon byulyi (h) we haven’t thought about a girl yet but for a boy she’s insistent on doing my birth name so I guess we’ll see
/nods slowly and chuckles
no she just says I’m upset and then I say I’m not and it’s a constant battle of the same bickering repeatedly
she says I’m mad she’s not having y with me but I’m not even mad
/shrugs and laughs
yeh I mean we’ve never made a baby before so I guess we’ll see

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ ohh.. even if its a girl? but yejun is surely good name man
*sighs and keep on sipping my beer, little by little*
well at least she lash out man?
while im over thinking everything that is happening between me and my woman..
I mean whenever i say sorry, she just forgive me just like that.. like she's tired of me already and just accept it..
that is why i said she's distant.. or again as I've said
it might just me over analyzing things..
*finally smiles softly at you*
one day, we will just gonna look back at this and laugh.. the next time we end up in the same situation.. we will know how ro handle it well.. i hope..
after all this is the first time.. its okey to nake mistakes..
we both let ourselves to be a beginner..

@moon byulyi (h) no although Elena is set on my birth name yejun
/looks at you and laughs
but we seem to be in a decent space right now so let’s see
I don’t even know what I do but she’s always mad at me
/shakes my head and looks at you
I know dude it’s a long way to go

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ *smiles at you and then look at your photo*
aww.. hello Baby Jang..
have you thought of a name already?
you know.. how many times they deny it.. its really the hormones man.. i mean.. i expect that her mood will be up and down but yeah.. i guess i expect less
and it fuels more when im absent.. so..
*chuckles and nods lightly*
uncanny.. resemblance.. what can I say.. haha
i hope we survive the rest of the 6 months man

@moon byulyi (h) /rummages through my pocket and takes out the ultrasound photo too
it was definitely different ?
i wasnt expecting it to be so fast
i wonder if its just this stage in the pregnancy?
its so weird elena and jessi are so alike

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ ohh..
*smiles and take out our recent ultrasound too and shows it to you*
we did the first ultrasound and that tiny one is baby moon.. haha.. even though its kind of sad that jessi and i feels so distant..im very excited because my kid is growing in her..
hmm.. how is it? hearing the baby's heart beat did it make you happy?

@moon byulyi (h) yeah but i mean...that was a big one
/takes the second beer and starts drinking
yeah we went to our most recent appointment
shes fine...like the baby is fine we heard the heart beat and everything

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ oh yeah I remember that.. to the point she left so sudden right?
*sighs and nods lightly when you speak up*
well what can I say man.. its the wheel of life.. its always a cycle.. after good moments comes the bad.. and repeat again.. but at least this time its not easy to break up as she's pregnant with your child? have you visited a doctor again? how is she holding up with all the stress?

@moon byulyi (h) you remember how we were?
like...always fighting...on the verge of break up everyday?
/looks at you and bites my lip
then we got really good.... we were so good for like 3 months?
and now were back to the same old again

@jang raewon ˡᵃʸᵒⁿᵉ yeah.. you know.. says she loves me too
*finishes my first glass and then take a long swig on my 2nd glass*
how about you and Lena? is it getting cold as well?