@♗ Andy Black (h) *hesitates a bit before shaking my head*
I'll just wait for the next appointment.. its in a few days anyway..
*sniffles a little before moving onto your lap, burying my face in your neck as I hug you tightly*
thank you.. for everything..
@♘ Rin (h) /smiles softly as you apologize
love..
don't be sorry~~
/chuckles softly before kissing your head again
would.. you like to have a session with your therapist? /
/holds you to me, rubbing your back gently
@♗ Andy Black (h) *goes silent when you tell me to stop, listening to you silently before leaning into your hands*
I just.. I'm sorry..
*shakes my head a little*
god.. that therapist would yell at me for even thinking this way..
*hugs your waist, resting my head against you*
@♘ Rin (h) stop-
rin, i /do/ want to be in a relationship, with you and only you.
/chuckles softly
you don't make me feel trapped, actually.. pretty opposite, love..
and i know, because you only have gone from them, to me...
/cups your cheeks gently
true friends wouldn't think that of you anyways
@♗ Andy Black (h) andy.. if.. if you don't /want/ to be in a relationship.. you can tell me..
*shakes my head a bit and exhales softly*
I don't want you to feel trapped.. or anything like that..
*looks at you when you nudge me, letting you kiss me before frowning a bit*
how would you know? it's not like they'll say it out loud..
@♘ Rin (h) /rubs your back gently, resting my head over yours
love.. it's not because of you...
i'm just.. not used to relationships..
and i'm trying to figure out... how to.. /purses my lips, trying to word it properly
be in one? trying to see the signs of.. you not wanting to be with me? /furrows my brows a little
that sounds wrong, or that i'm looking for a way with won't work and that's not what it is-
/wipes your eyes, gently nudging you to look at me
love..
/presses a kiss to your lips
no one thinks of you that way..
@♗ Andy Black (h) *frowns a little, holding onto your hand tighter as you speak, keeping my head lowered so you can't see me tear up*
I.. I never wanted to be known that way.. as the person who's always in a new relationship..
*shakes my head a little, reaching up with my other hand to wipe away my tears*
I'm sorry..
@♘ Rin (h) /nods softly, holding your hand gently
uh.. yeah.. i do sometimes..
i do get afraid that you'll realize you'd love to be with them more..
or with beom more, sometimes.. /sighs softly, holding you to me
@♗ Andy Black (h) *moves to hold your hand, lacing my fingers with yours as I rest my head against you*
*looks at our hands quietly, soon speaking softly*
do.. you worry that I'll leave you too..?
@♘ Rin (h) this will be okay baby.. I promise
/says softly and kisses your head lightly
as long as you don’t regret it.. /kisses your head again and listens to you and lays my head on yours
things had to be done love..
@♗ Andy Black (h) I don't know.. I still feel guilty..
*frowns a bit before looking up at you, shaking my head as I soften a little and hug your waist*
of course not.. the only thing I regret is leaving them the way I did..
@♘ Rin (h) it was a big surprise to him.. he would be upset
but he's your bestfriend, he's so happy for you.. it just took him a moment to get there love.
/watches you play with the ring
you.. you aren't regretting your decision.. are you? /asks softly, watching you play with the ring still
@♗ Andy Black (h) no.. but the first time he saw the ring.. he was so upset..
*mutters as I lift a hand to idly mess with the ring*
that doesn't mean they aren't still hurt by it..
@♘ Rin (h) /furrows my brows a little and nods
did.. he do something to make you think he was upset?
babe, i don't think you need to feel guilty.. you've talked to them about it, everyone understands what happened..
@♗ Andy Black (h) *shakes my head a bit*
no.. that girl.. she asked if I was.. in a relationship with him.. I just.. started feeling so guilty about leaving them..
*moves to lean against you, resting my head on your shoulder*
I shouldn't have left them the way I did..
@♗ Andy Black (h) *hesitates a little before slowly taking your hand, lacing my fingers with yours*
it's.. it's nothing.. I'm sorry for ruining the mood back there..
@♗ Andy Black (h) *grumbles and keeps my hands over my cheeks*
god.. I can't believe you did that..
*mumbles more weak insults as I turn to walk away, huffing loudly a few times as if trying to guilt trip you*
@♗ Andy Black (h) *looks at you, my face turning red as you kiss me*
*whines quietly and lifts my hands to hide my very obvious blush*
what the hell- I didn't agree to being /attacked/ like that!
@♘ Rin (h) /smiles when you huff, shaking my head
I’m glad.. /gently places my hand on your cheek, bringing your face to mine before placing a small kiss on your lips
I’m not going anywhere.
@♗ Andy Black (h) *huffs when you bump me, letting go of my lip before smiling and shaking my head*
I won't.. I'm surprised but if I'm honest.. I've been waiting to hear those words for a while now.. I was just scared to say it first..
*hugs myself gently*
I just didn't want you to freak out and leave..
@♘ Rin (h) if you were strong, I wouldn’t be heavy..
/looks down to you, bumping into you when you bite your lip
/nods softly
…yeah.
I did.. just.. just don’t freak out on me-
*huffs at you quietly*
I /am/ strong, you're just heavy..
*moves to walk beside you as we head to the room, biting my lip quietly*
so.. you really meant it..?
@♗ Andy Black (h) Mhmm~
*wiggling out of my jeans, humming softly as I pull off my shirt*
*pulling on the shirt partially before discarding my bra from beneath it, setting my clothes neatly to the side*
There~
@♘ Olivia Holt /chuckles softly and nods
that's true..
/blinks softly, debating on watching you or not, deciding on just watching
/subconsciously my lips a little before looking away and getting change into my boxers
@♗ Andy Black (h) *setting my shoes down neatly, humming softly*
Mmmmm... Thank you~
*already in the process of taking my shirt and my jeans off*
Privacy? A little late for that now, I suppose~
