— jang gyuri.

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@✽ jeno l. days by days and week by weeks as gyuri's stomach getting the small obvious bump to show that she's pregnant yet she still couldn't believe that she is carrying not just hers but jeno's, the man who still by her side and make the day enjoyable while talking about it.

he mentioned before of what he wanted to make something special and somehow the day has come, she put on her flowery dress that can hide the small bump (https://i.imgur.com/eCOUJRb.jpg) and a light make up. once she received the message that stated of him already waiting downstairs at her house, leaving with the excitement with her flat shoes and saw him waiting outside the car. gyuri immediately skipped to him and give him a hugs and a smooch on his cheek, "did you wait for long?"

@✽ gyuri j. a few weeks has passed, and gyuri's baby bump are quite noticeable for now and not gonna lie , each time jeno sees that he had this urge to touch them and pinches them while laughing. it's such a good moments for him and how thankful he was for gyuri — for bearing his child inside her tummy right now. tonight he will makes it special for her. he's planning to propose her for real and decided not to wait anymore. he got all of those proposal stuffs ready on his own cafe already.

he drives off his car towards gyuri's house to pick her up and already told her to dress casually since its just a normal dinner and he didn't want his plans to exposed. after arriving, jeno waits inside his car and text her.

{ text to : gyulove }
— hey baby I'm here already.
— come down when you're done okay.
— I'll be waiting :kiss:

+ jeno outfits - https://pin.it/3ZAcNQF

@✽ jeno l. "it's still small and unnoticeable according to the doctor. i went there this morning to check my body since i missed two month of period and they told me i was pregnant, that's why I've been missing it," she explained it to him while they head to the bed first, gyuri pick up their towel and place them into the bathroom rack before walking back to the room. too many things happened in one day but yet, she was somehow happy that she have jeno with her.

gyuri rolled her eyes when the moment jeno start to coo on her with the chosen pajamas and let him squishes her cheeks, rolling once more before pushing him to sit on the edge of the bed and for her to sit on his lap sideway. "should we order pizza and some pasta? or maybe, some chicken?" she asked with her eyes sparkles with the thought of food, despite of her being hungry for the whole day without food inside her stomach.

@✽ gyuri j. "ah I'm just worried you know... because I don't know how you felt right now... do you feels how it's moving or something yet ?" asked him genuinely curious and interested as he didn't know at all about pregnancy things. remind him to checks on Google or do some research about this kind of things bc he's totally have zero knowledges bout being a parents.

"oh well,. you gotta put it on bc its looks cute on you ,, heh. see? how adorable you are !!" praised him as he squishes her chubby cheeks and laughs. "now let's go order something.. I'm hungry too.. what do you want to eat tbh?" asked him as he pulls out his phone and scroll over the screen.

@✽ jeno l. they walked to the room despite of their clothes are now split half at both side as she watch him getting dressed with the new clothes, she tilted her head before breaking into a chuckles at the amount of suggestion at once. "baby, baby slow down– we can order all if you want to, i don't really have the craving now."

gyuri stares at the chosen pajamas that jeno have picked it out for her, the cute pattern design that she didn't expect it to be still in there as she frowns a little. letting out a small pout when she take it before taking both towel out to put at the bed and putting them on. "i can't believe this is still inside the wardrobe.." her disbelief was all over when she wore it, the button shirt and the short but yet, if jeno say its cute then it is.

@✽ gyuri j. "delivery? hm." jeno ponders in his thoughts first before he slowly nodding his head. "hm yeah I think we can do that. but tbh cooking isn't a big deal you know. but if you're insisted then sure, we can get the delivery. what do you want to eat tho? western foods ? chinese foods? italian?" suggests him as he gets his shirt inside the drawer since they've been sleeping into each others house lately, they keep swapping their clothes too to makes it's convenient for both of them. gyuri also left some of her shirts and undergarments inside jeno's house.

he slipped on his shirt and grabs a cute pyjamas for his girlfriend before he handed them over to her. "this looks cute on you .. wear this for me." asked him in rather cute tone without him realizing it.

@✽ jeno l. gyuri nodded at his words and let out another sigh once again to remember now that this is truly the starting of her pregnancy, all those vomiting and craving and some other stuffs. they got into a shower with both of them being and somehow, its felt like it's natural for them but it didnt take them long to shower together normally like this.

one towel on her body and the other on her hair, she look at him with a smile as she carefully leans against his body and tilted her head cutely, "should we just order delivery for today? i want you to rest too, especially when you already got way too busy than me." gyuri knew how exactly busy jeno was especially with two days apart and the fact that he was also taking his business up to the next level unlike gyuri with her small family cafe.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno looks back at her and smiles knowingly how tiring this pregnancy can be. he reached out his hand to hold her hand and squeeze them gently. "baby, it's alright hm? I'm here for you .. I won't leave you alone. so trust me and focus on the baby yeah?" asked jeno as he pats her head and smiles. he didn't want to worries her even more by what's gonna happen in the future.

after taking a bath together, jeno grabs the towel and helped her out with her hair and her body , before he grab another towel to wraps around his waist. "let's go eat something yeah. I'll makes something for you .. be careful when you walk, the floor is slippery." warned him as he hold her shoulders.

@✽ jeno l. "it is normal, but it gonna be tiring," her worries getting really heavy to think about her boyfriend's feeling especially knowing how bad when she start to crave something. once they reach to the bathroom with him stripping off first while gyuri stand at the side before she look away for a moment and slowly take her shirt off, "I'm fine my own," she said with the little feeling of disgust for her body as she head to wear the almost full body slash knee length mirror.

she turn to the side to rub her stomach and sigh softly, the little bump that bulging out when she look down with a small sigh again. "somehow, it doesn't feel bad but at the same time, I'm scared for our first," she said before turning her head to look at jeno with the little sad expression and reach her hand out to him.

@✽ gyuri j. "hell no , never. if I get tired then I'll get tired but it's alright with me. those stuffs are normal right ?i just want to makes you comfortable and safe with me around you. also no worries about those cravings and stuff,, I'll try my best to help you out okay ?" tells him as he flashes his eyesmiles at her.

"oh? hmm... sure thing I guess. let's go take bath together alright .. " jeno took her hand and lead her into the bathroom first. "be careful.." he gently remind her and took off his clothes first revealing his tone abs. "do you want me to help you with your clothes , baby?"

@✽ jeno l. "well, who knows you will get sick and tired if i wake you up in the middle of the night for my craving and stuff.." she pouted with a sigh and nods when he willing to stay with her regardless. the peck on her eyes got her blinks in confusion and with his help to get her up to stand, she leans to peck his lips softly.

"can we take a bath together? i don't want to be separated for now," gyuri requested, after that crying and anger being let out and now that they both are finally calm. "i miss being next to you and cling," she said softly before she leans to kiss his neck softly and inhale the long amiss scent she missed the most, everything about jeno just make her even more clingy this time.

@✽ gyuri j. "pft. what do you mean by that oh please..you're still going to be attractive in my eyes even though you're messy and having a big baby bump on your stomach. I'd still love you anyways. that's a promise too. so you don't have to worry about it. I won't leaving you okay. " well that's the truth. nobody can makes him feel this way beside gyuri and he's grateful for that.

jeno couldn't help but to laughs and pecks her eyes before he placed his arms around her waist to support her. "no no,, I'll go makes them food ,, you can get your rest first okay or maybe you can take your bath first? while imma cook something for us ?" asked him as he looks at her. "will that be okay?"

@✽ jeno l. gyuri immediately close a mouth before she could say more of the 'what if' only to see him willing to accept along with her, she leans forwards to hug him after the kiss on her forehead. embracing him like how they always do but this time, the amount of appreciation and thankful she is towards jeno, she have no words at how much this mean a lot to her.

"don't go breaking those promise or leave me once this belly get bigger, and me looking like a mess.." she said after she heard a lot of stories and even some dramas whenever she was bored. "but first, let's urm," she shuttered before pulling away to look between them and their condition, "we need to shower and wash up and urm, I'm hungry."

gyuri look at him with the swollen puppy eyes and just perfect timing that her stomach grumbles which she realised that she actually haven't eaten the whole day, she leans to peck his lips before trying to get up with her weak legs after kneeling that long.

@✽ gyuri j. "no baby ... I won't be mad at this bc I .. I know this is absurd but I still got to be responsible with this bc the baby also mine..I can't be selfish over this and scold you for getting pregnant. this is not our choices yeah but still in life, there will comes those kind of things that you are not expecting at all so I guess this is one of them .. and it's fine.. " he heaves and leans forward to embrace her again.

"hey hey .. shut that off. your 'what if' is going nowhere you know. for now, you gotta focus on the baby and your health the most ... and I will focus on my work and taking care of you.. and I swear I won't abandon you okay. I love you too,. so much , baby. " confessed him as he pecks her forehead.

"tbh I don't mind .. we can always have two home for us and our mini jengyul around. and I promise you this , gyuri. I'll take care of you for the rest of your life. "

@✽ jeno l. gyuri leans against his touch on her cheeks while keeping her eyes fixed on him, his kiss and everything along with his words melted her heart. she never thought the day like this would happen, marriage, baby and her first love all at once. "I'm afraid you might be mad.." she admitted after having his yelling and anger, she really do need to lessen her overthinking somehow.

she listened carefully, each and every words of his speaking and his eyes and everything being sincerely, she knows somehow she would give in and give up anything and everything just for this man, lee jeno. "what if your parent doesn't like me? what if we can't do this half way? what if something happened in between us? what if–" the amount of 'what if' she could think but somehow stop half way to try not to speak more. "i love you," she confessed in return of the new proposal he said.

"should we move in together at both place or," she asked the final question, indeed that both of them doesn't want to be separated but somehow both of their houses work. one feel like a home-y while the other feel the spacious that she could imagine the mini them running around.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno quickly shaking his head and pulls away from the hugs as he cups her cheeks and pecks her forehead, wiping those tears that streaming down on her reddening cheeks. "ahhh no no ... listen .. listen to me very carefully alright.... my business will still operating like usual,, nothing gonna change okay ... "

jeno heaves another sighs and looks into her beautiful orbs , even tho her face is quite messed up because she's been crying earlier. "baby,, I will never play with this kind of matter too. I'm .. very serious right now ... plus it's the best for us two. I can look out for you whenever you need me.. and I don't have to be apart with you anymore. I know.. this is too sudden but .. whether we likes it or not, things already happened. so let me take care of you, hm? I'll ask my friend to prepare everything and ... I'll let you meet my family too soon. " jeno pecks her both hands and hold them. "I'll set up a new proposal for you .. just wait for it okay?" tells him as he flashes a soft smiles towards her.

jeno thinks by doing this hopefully can makes her happy and at least , took off some burden on her shoulders. jeno himself doesn't know what to feel at the moment he found out that he's going to be a father. there's a lot of mixed feelings about it and he hope for the best for both of them in the future.

@✽ jeno l. the embrace that she needed the most and the words got her calm down as she tried to breath in and out in between her sobbing, nodding as she hugs him back even though they both kneeling down on the ground. gyuri wasn't expecting for jeno to accept all these suddenly, especially when their business start to bloom even much more better than usual. "i know it's too sudden but i don't want this to stop whatever we both were doing, and i don't want anything to come in between your business the most than mine,' she said knowing how much he already invested badly in his work and stuffs.

the whisper after she spoken out her feeling got her surprised, she pulled back the hugs and got into the arm distance to look at him even though she was in the huge mess. "jeno.. marriage is not a play thing like dating," she said to make sure that he's serious of what he said. "not just because I'm pregnant now or anything, you know how much i take in seriously for marriage," even though they both have a few discussions about it here and there. knowing how much both of them have different ideas of marriage but at the same time, she couldn't help but to feel happy that the last love of hers proposing although it was the bad timing.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno's heart clenched at the sight of her tears rolling down her rosy cheeks , as he once again takes a deep breath to calm himself down. he pushes his hair back with his hand and heaves a heavy sighs. he know he's not supposed to be mad about this tbh , things already happened. there's no way they could turn back the time you know. he ponders in a deep thoughts before he hesitantly walks towards her.

he pulled her into his embrace and hold onto her body tightly. "I'm sorry too .. I shouldn't have yelled at you ... it's okay baby .. it's okay .. I won't leave you okay .. we will , we will raised the baby together yeah?" jeno know he wasn't ready for this. how can he gets ready with all of this when his business was about to thriving.

he shuts his eyes closed while patting her back before he whispered into her ear. "let's get married. "

@✽ jeno l. the shouting and the anger of him fuming and slowly showing more on his face make her sobs even more with her eyes full of the tears like how she first heard the news. "baby, baby please that's not what i mean.." her shaking and shuttering voices broken her even more, "both of us aren't ready, and i know you don't want a baby yet," she said while holding onto his hands tightly.

"please don't leave me," she asked while looking down, crying her heart out. gyuri doesn't really like it when her love one being angry, especially shouting and yelling at her. she get all panicked and breaking down, or even worse, the overthinking and everything. "I'm sorry," she repeated that words while gripping and her knees slowly flop down to the floor to kneel. she wanted to tell him, the good timing and when both of them are actually ready and everything, especially when she's ready to accept herself that she is carrying jeno's child inside her as well. not like this, this is unacceptable to gyuri too when she herself does not believe this is happening.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno's eyes flickered in frustration and somehow anger fuming inside him. "wait what ?? what do you mean by you're not going to tell me about this, jang gyuri?? are you out of your mind ??" asked him disbelief. oh god — this is ridiculous and doesn't makes sense at all ??

"don't be ridiculous, gyuri. seriously if I don't find this , you'll gonna hide it from me??? are you for real ?" scolded him as he's trying to calm down but it's just too much for now that he couldn't think properly. he was so upset that gyuri thinks that he's not worth to know their upcoming baby — actually he wasn't mad at her. he was just getting pissed at the situation and how gyuri said she wants to hide this from him.

"what are you taking me for ? you think I'll left you if I ever found out about this ??" yelled him again.

@✽ jeno l. the playful side of his make her chuckles as well and sat where gyuri at while swinging her legs while waiting, until a few minutes later she heard the sudden loud footstep of jeno running. she stood up immediately with her eyes teary again, that was what she wanted to forget about but she forgetten that she actually left in her bag as well to actually bring up and hide away from him.

his shaking hands, his face somehow unreadable and the way he walked towards her make her feel like this might gonna be the end between them. she carefully take the ultrasound photo from his hand and hold onto that shaking hand tightly, leaning closely with her eyes looking at him. gyuri's tears started to fall again and she look into his eyes with her shaking voice.

"i just went checked earlier.. i missed my period for two months, at the month where we finally met.." she said to confirm that it's belong only to him as well. "i don't want to tell you or let you know, please baby.. say something," she panicked with his frozen in front of her and she couldn't tell what is jeno thinking either.

@✽ gyuri j. () shut up me too grr.

jeno couldn't help but to chuckles and shaking his head. "sure thing ,, I'll get them for you.. wait up here alright. " he pecks on her forehead and ruffles her hair before he laughs and makes way down from her house towards her car parked downstairs. he opens the car's door and grabs the sling bag before he realized something fall down on the ground. "oh what is this?"

he pick up the ultrasound photo and his eyes starts shaking in fears as he realized what's that is. why does even swallowing is hard for him right now? he gripped on the photo as he's taking a deep breath and dashes inside the house. he went inside and walks towards her real slow as he feels like his knees weakened at the sight of her.

"b baby .. w what is this? is this yours ?" asked him while clenching his teeth as he showed the ultrasound photo with his shaking hand.

@✽ jeno l. // i is eggcited

the way jeno woke up by her kiss make her chuckles as if he was the princess instead, but the sudden question without her answering which make her pout when he left the bed only to return with the glass of water. gyuri took it and drink a little first before looking at him with the puppy's eyes of hers. "can you help me? i left my whole bag in the car and i need to check on something," she asked after forgetting what happened earlier.

gyuri moved to the edge of the bed to put her legs out while drinking a little more before she could place them on the bed table at the side, slowly getting up to him with her tiptoes to peck his lips. "I'll be here, don't worry—" she reassure him with a smile while getting back on the bed, felt as if she was down with a cold but without the actual cold. never thought crying this hard could not only make her eyes swollen but her whole body being drained out.

@✽ gyuri j. () all you gotta do is asking him after this uwu so he can figure out that gyul is pregnant oki.

jeno is pretty light sleeper, so even when something moves a little bit, he could wakes up right away and when gyuri kissed his forehead, jeno stirs in his sleep before he open his eyes while smiling at the sight of her. "hey baby . you're up... ugh.. I'm sorry I fall asleep too .." said him as he yawned right after, bringing his hand to cover his mouth. he fixed his position to sit down on the bed and look at her. "are you feeling better now? do you want a drink ? wait let me get you water. "

without waiting for her response, jeno gets up from the bed and heading out towards the kitchen and get a glass of warm water before he walks into the bedroom again as he hands over the glass of water at her. "here. drink it up.. do you want to rest some more , baby?" asked him full with concerned look on his eyes.

@✽ jeno l. // well thats work as well, like she forgotten something that needed him to pick up and forgotten that she left the ultrasound openly like that-

with her body now laying comfortable on the bed after jeno carried her up to the bedroom, somehow all her worries and everything vanished instantly by his embrace and the comfort of sleep she needed after having the half day of her crying. just in two hours, gyuri woke up with the swollen eyes and her body felt heavier other than she noticed that he was just beside her, she smiled and leans to give a peck on his lips.

she slowly sit up on the bed while trying not wake him up and realized that her bag and everything were in the car, gyuri look at him while rubbing her little tummy. she still couldn't believe that there's another heartbeat growing inside her which also belong to the man she love, the amount of times they did it and the active between them is still strong. again with her overthinking, she gently leans down to peck his forehead with a whisper, "i love you jeno."

@✽ gyuri j. () okay wifey ❤️

jeno was about to say something before he noticed the tiredness on her expression. she must not feeling so well that's why she become like this — thought him. jeno carefully lifted her sleeping body towards the bedroom and gently put her down on the mattress, taking the blanket to cover half of her body. he sits next to her and gently caressing her soft locks and smiles watching her sleeping figure.

jeno never thinks he would fall this hard for this girl but he's so thankful that he actually did. loving this girl named jang gyuri wasn't that hard. she got all those types that could makes any men swoon over her and jeno thinks he is the luckiest man alive for gyuri to picked him as her man. he pressed a soft kiss on her forehead. "I love you, gyuriya." soon enough, jeno fall asleep as well with his arms around her.

( when do you think is the right time for jeno to know about it though. tbh i almost got to makes jeno went to her car to bring in her sling bag bc she left it and saw the ultrasound hahah but if you're not okay maybe I'll let him know at another replies it's okay with me uwu )

@✽ jeno l. // shut up future hubby

the way gyuri was unconsciously following him to the couch and sat on his lap sideway with her legs up to rest on the couch, she immediately hugs him like a baby herself while hiding her face. thankfully that the ultrasound were left behind in the car, she took out the mask to put it behind her and rest in his embrace with a soft sigh.

"i don't want to talk about it but can we go to the bed, I'm really tired and i want you to be here with me still," she said as if she was preparing to make more excuses to make herself forget about what happened of the day. indeed the crying actually drained her out and having a glass of water at the cafe wasn't enough for her, unconsciously soon enough she fall asleep in his embrace and his scent around her.

@✽ gyuri j. () kyoot. uwu

"pft. " jeno happily takes her hand and hold her as he took her back into the house upstairs. he's a bit flustered at the sudden tears by her and quickly hold her back with his arms to comfort her. "aye...it's alright it's alright... do you want to share with me or you want to tell me later , love?" asked him in his comforting tone , his hand still patting her back as he gently move them towards the living room.

"let's sit down first okay." jeno sits down first and pulls her down on his laps as he hugs her waist. "what's happened hm ? who makes your day bad right now? tell me so I can fight them ..,"

@✽ jeno l. // okay now the good time to bring it into the house

gyuri got startled by the familiar voice as she look up to see jeno appearing in front of her but she tried not to break down again like how she did in the car, she immediately smiles as shaking her head by his joke. "oh come on, help me walk up to the house please?" she asked nicely as she heard him saying at how long he waited and everything, she shed a tear when she finally got the kisses she needed after a few days away from him.

slowly as they goes, gyuri was making sure she wasn't putting all the strength onto him while they walk back up to the house and letting her manager take in charge for the rest of the week. the moment they got in the house, gyuri immediately hug him tightly and start to break down once again, crying and missing him so much. "i miss you so badly too, i just had a bad day and seeing you make me feel much better now," she lied but hiding her face on his neck to make sure he didn't see her face.