Tbh

I'm starting to feel like I'm a really selfish person

Because I've started to care about my own feelings more than others

So I start not to notice when others are hurting

But I don't do it intentionally 

It's just..when I'm upset, I tend to block out people. I don't pay attention, nor do I care at the moment. As harsh as that sounds. Because I'm trying to tend to my own emotions. 

I don't know...I just feel like a really selfish and terrible person now

And it's making me want to close up

I don't want to share my feeling with anyone anymore

I just want to keep it all myself

And pretend to be happy

Maybe that'll hurt people less..

I've been told countless times that I'm selfish and toxic to others. Maybe it's true.