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My Precious Boy

Dakishime taiko no mama zutto, boku no bishounen

dong sicheng. 1 day ago Reply

@lee taegyun. it's going to be a while until my 3000th post but i'd be damned if i don't say this now--
i'm not very eloquent or concise with my words but i hope this comes across well. hyung, in reality, i'm a very cautious person. i've drawn certain boundaries between myself and everyone surrounding me. i swore to never let anyone in, just as you, to keep myself from getting hurt. i wasn't interested in love nor was i looking for it. that is, until you walked into my life and swept me off my feet so effortlessly. i could go on forever really, about the countless things that made you the center of my world. your whispers of sweet nothings that can calm even the most turbulent emotions within me to how you leave me breathless and questioning my sanity with your brazen advances being a few.
i was insecure, scared, frightened almost, for so many reasons to express my sentiments. i wondered if it would be alright, whether you regarded me as a child or if it would severe our bond. and some part of me felt it would best to leave it that way, to love you in silence. you weer able to elicit feelings and emotions from me that i deemed foreign. i might have tried to deny it for the better, but now that i think about it, i've never been so wrong. letting you in and embracing my feelings for you was the best decision i've ever made. being able to call you my prince, my boyfriend, my everything is one of the biggest joys in life and i can't be anymore thankful than i already am to be able to call you mine. i wanted it so bad, to be called your lover and boy, you had me wishing like never before.
i've met a lot of people and i've gone through my own trials and tribulations, trust me. but guess what? that's what made me fall for you in the first place, everything about you that sets you apart from the rest. you're perfect to me all your own, with all your edges and flaws. it still feels surreal, like a dream, me being with you. i love you so goddamn much taegyun you can't even fathom how bad i've got it for you. how i miss you even when your presence is lacking for a few seconds, how impossibly empty i feel inside when i can't hear your voice or when i'm not in your arms. it's almost embarrassing but i can't deny it. i have the one thing in my life that matters no one else has and that's you.
i'll be with you today, i'll be with you tomorrow, and i'll be with you forever. i'm yours til the end of time, there's absolutely nothing that can tear me apart from you.
i love you, wo ai ni, aishteru.
私の王子、私はあなたを愛して。♥

^^^^^^^^^^^^how did i get so lucky tbh???