it took great pain and loss to bring me to where I am now

My father was a very high ranking cat in our clan, being one of the generals. He was a great
fighter and everyone respected him greatly. He was a strong and proud man. In one of his 
fights he got badly hurt and had to be treaded by the healers. Then one of the apprentices 
fell in love with him and visa versa. At first they both tried to fight their feelings especially 
since she didn´t want to give up her job but in the end their feelings were stronger and so my
mom gave up her dream of becoming a healer and mated with my dad. Then they had me and
my little sister. Everything was great in our childhood but then just when I was in my teens 
everything changed. My mom got sick with an incurable sickness and soon died. And my dad who
couldn´t live without his mate killed himself soon after leaving me with my sister. From then on I 
had to take care of her. I had to grow up from one day to another. And so I changed my name from 
Sooyeon to Jessica. I put down my innocence and hid my feelings behind a wall of ice. I started to train
to become a warrior so that I could take care of my little sister. I flew through the ranks and soon
became one of the best until I reached the rang of being a deputy. But in all the time it took to take me 
there, I lost the last thing important to me and that was my little sister. I never realized that I didn´t only 
push my feelings away and trying to bury me with duties and work but her as well. I hurt the one person I 
never wanted to hurt. And just when I tried to change myself she died as well. I couldn´t protect the one person
important to me. From that day on I swore to never get close to another person, so to be not hurt again. I
couldn´t bear to loose another person. And no matter how much I wish there was someone for me to love I will 
not allow it.

jessica  thunderclan   somali cat    single    leader     eyecandy: no one   eargasm: nightmare

 

 

 

 the withe Somali cat~

When transforming into a cat I transfrom into a white somali cat with white fur that has silver and black 

accents. While in cat form my eyes turn into a sharp jade green. But not only that my personality also 

slightly changes. I become more affectionate and far more devoted and caring. I also take a lot of time

grooming myself and others. I just hate dirty furs. I also love hunting, the speed and thrill of it is amazing.

I have a very high energy level and can easily run miles. I am also very fast and flexible. I am not easily

scared and can find a solution for most situations. I am a great fighter and don´t easily loose. I am very 

intellegent and can easily adapt to new surrounding or situations. I am playfull and love attention at times.

But like I already said I love cleanliness and because of that I am also a cat that loves water and bathing.