Personal Message

 

BYUN BAEKHYUN
i may not be there yet,but i'm closer than i was yesterday.

 

yeah so I wrote that message a very long time ago so....here's my new updated profile.

enjoy!~ so my name is byun baekhyun as you all know so I don't need to touch so much into that. I'm the son that nobody wants so yeah.my brothers chanyeol and luhan are the sons my mother adore the most.  Umma hates me, I never knew why. But nevertheless he's my mother and I still love him. I've had a lot of heartaches awhile ago..I rather not talk about It but I'll let you know one thing, it had to do with a stupid crush that I had on one of my brothers. In the end, he misunderstood so I wanted to hurt him and myself so bad but he was my brother and I didn't want to hurt him. And what made things worse was that his boyfriend was someone I despised so much but I ever told that brother. after a few weeks the couple had a fight and a lot of things happened. I was still mad at my brother for hearing me wrong but /sigh/ I can't do anything about it anymore. Okay, so now you know my story,shoo. Chanyeol ah,if your reading this,your the best baby brother ever but I wish you told me that you liked me sooner before being with luhan.i still don't understand why you didn't though, and pabo not everybody that says I love you means it in a brotherly way okay. /laughs/ but now we have our own boyfriends but I'll always be there for you baby brother,hope you have a nice life with luhan. /grins/ and don't have too often,seriously. And the last point, stop fighting and making each other jealous?  Now luhan ah, if your reading this,which I doubt you will, I despise you so much because you get to have somebody that is as wonderful and brilliant as chanyeol.hes my baby brother please don't hurt his feelings with your ''methods" on how you show your love. I should be so angry at you and chanyeol because he dared to confess to you and never dared to do the same to me. Anyways, our friendship started on a really rough track because when the first time I met you,you and chanyeol we're having a fight and you wanted to do something with me. /laughs/ that was so awkward. In short,be happy with chanyeol because I couldn't be happy with him. And to my dearest umma, if your reading this, hey umma it's me,your least favorite son /chuckles/ I probably am anyway. Your the best mother anyone could ever wish for and I would do anything just to see you smile but I can't smile myself right now so I can't be of much help to umma. I know you miss appa a lot,I miss him too and I will continue to wait with umma until he comes back because I never met appa and I don't know how he looks like but when the time comes,I have a feeling I will know who he is. /nods nods/ in short,I love you umma,stay strong! cheonmal sarranghae<3okay now this feels like I'm gonna leave but I'm not going to. note: I hate you so much. So so much. I mean how could you think that I only loved you as a brother? /throws chairs at you/ HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT? IT WAS SO OBVIOUS BUT OF COURSE YOU WERE TOO BUSY WITH LUHAN TO EVEN CONFESS TO ME OR FIGURE IT OUT. YOU SAID YOU LIKED ME TOO,THEN WHY DIDNT YOU SAY ANYTHING? WHAT WAS SO COMFORTABLE ABOUT LUHAN THAT YOU COULD JUST CONFESS TO HIM AND YOU CAN'T DO THAT TO ME?  YOUR FULL OF LIES I WISH I COULD JUST FORGET ABOUT MY LINGERING FEELINGS FOR YOU BECAUSE I LOVE KYUNGSOO TOO AND I DONT ANT TO HURT ANYBODY. /sigh/ why did I like you in the first place? you betrayer.i hate you so much.

i was upset then, but i'm not now, because i have you<3

Taken by:Do Kyungsoo aka Prince D.O<3

 

 

 

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— Do Kyungsoo

      hey babe. I know how we came together started out weird because it wasn't even a  proper

comfession but you somehow make me feel so happy and I don't feel so lonely anymore.so t

thank you so much babe for filling that void in my heart that has been there for a ....very long

time. You may know the reason why because I told you before  but that's all in the past. I love 

you so very much now and I hope/know we will stay together forever.<3 laf ya bae