Uhm, hi everyone. Please excuse my grammars or mistake, all of this is typed on my mobile.

 

May 18, 2014 [ message ]

-- hi. uhm.... i'm lay. i'll just leave you guys a note. ' guys ' as I mean in the people that i talked to.

 

i'll be leaving today and i know by the time you guys read this i'm gone already. the reason i'm leaving is , i just think that the people here hates my attitude towards them. especially girls. i can sense it even though i have a very forgetful side and a stupidy side. i don't know if i should say sorry if i offended you guys or not, but i guess i'll say i'm sorry since i'm leaving and you guys will hate me even more for not saying sorry. second reason is , i don't feel active at ever since i went on hiatus and i believe i'll never be active because of the posts on my wall. third, i don't belong here and you guys know it. now i'll type in my messages for the people i talked to. i'll be telling everyone how i feel about them, mean or not.. it's an honest. so don't be too offended.

 

sumin : the unicorn princess.

- you're first because you're my first friend here and you like unicorns. you're the only girl friend that i can .. i guess keep up a very good awkward conversation. even though i don't give you lots of smiles or anything nice, you still keep up with me. now here comes a very shocking news.. i like you sumin and you never noticed it because when you came here, you were already with luhan. i'll make this more clear, i didn't like you when you first came because we just met, but on the next day.. i don't know but you were with luhan already, i wasn't jealous because i only liked you as a friend that time. but when days passes, i realized i liked you until i slapped some sense to myself that you would never be mine because everyone ships you with luhan and you loved so much and i can never ruin that relationship. though i never plan to ruin it. i really like you, but you just had to make me feel a bit sad when i saw your profile. i came back on may 17 because my hiatus ended there. i was sad because on your profile, all of your friends were on there and i didn't see my name on there. did you forget about me when i went away ? i guess you did. yes i know i'm being a hoe right now because i'm sad over a profile part that doesn't have my name on it. i can't be your boyfriend but i can be your friend, but i didn't see my name on your list.  don't worry, you're still my friend, just don't forget about me when you notice i left.

 

jessica : blinking is cold.

- we're not close but why are you on here ? because i think you're an interesting girl. blinking is cold, i don't agree with you. you should of have not hit me when i greeted you because it hurts. i think you hate me because of my attitude towards you but i'm fine with it because i'm still breathing and yeah. i'm just fine with it.  i would say you're rude but i'll be a hypocrite. don't think i hate you because i  don't have a reason to hate you and i had never planned of hating anyone here. i know you have a nice side and you're a good person, so if i come back. at least give me a better greet when we meet again. i don't regret meeting you and i'm sorry.

 

tiffany : are you okay.

- " so are you okay ? " that line, i like it. at least i feel like someone cares for me, but it's just my point of view. sorry if i was killing the conversation, i didn't really mean to. i don't have a lot to say to you because i still don't know you even though we're under the same company.

 

yura : i love you.

- i actually did mean it. i love you because you're my friend. i love you because you're awesome. i love you because i just love everything about you. i know it's confusing because i said i liked sumin, but for now.. just accept the fact that i love you even though i know you don't like me. don't frown because you'll get more wrinkles. smile a lot because a smile is the only curve that every women can have and it suits you. we don't talk a lot, but i love you. if you love me as a friend, i'm cool with that. 

 

to others that i talked to, all of you are special. i can't make a perfect note for all of you guys because ... it's an ooc thing. [ i'm fishing. ] but thanks for taking your time to talk to me and i hope we'll see eachother next time.