花のみぞ知る

A girl without memories.

all elle remembers is the circus, and nothing before it. her identity is crafted around the circus and she knows but nothing else but it. she doesn't know where she's from, who her parents were and whether she had any friends. her earliest memory was of heechul, and everything else that followed consisted of the circus and sebastian.

tgis is a girl who doesn't talk much, a girl who hasn't yet mastered the art of socialising. she is often cooped up in her tent or one of the other attractions, forbidden to go out by sebastian. the tents are of her doing, although she isn't capapble of such magic either. wielding particiles took a lot of effort and elle has neither lover nor memories to keep her grounded. her powers, although powerful, are unstable which leads to sebastian keeping a close eye on her, keeping her in and refusing her pleas to leave the tent. or so she thinks.

Naive, gullible and quiet, elle is the total opposite of how one would expect a ringmaster to be. then again, it wasn't like she had much of a choice. 

❋ Midnight Sun ||  Between waking and dreaming, there are times when Elle is caught in the middle, not fully awake and yet not fully asleep either. When she suffers from insomnia, she wanders around the Circus and occasionally ventures beyond the onyx gates, and that is how she met the other. It took them a few meetings but they eventually opened up to each other. Elle enjoys the stolen conversations and she never told the other her position in the Circus, lying when asked. (1/3 slots taken by Hyerim)
❋ new moon ||  opportunities for fresh beginnings with people don't come often. Elle doesn't have memories but one day, someone comes up to her claiming to be her childhood friend. It may or may not be true but Elle believes this person wholeheartedly, blinded by her desire to know about her past. (0/1 slots taken)
❋ eclipse ||  the darkness that taints her light, a shadow that tempts her to wander off the trodden path. Somehow, a Dreamer uncovers who she is and the things Elle is capable of. This Dreamer offers her a better alternative to the Circus, playing on Elle's fears and desires. *further plotting required* (Dreamer; 0/1 slots taken)
❋ twilight ||  Elle hates the darkness and everything associated with gloom, which is ironic because she works in the dark, staying in the shadow all the time. She harbours a deep seated mistrust towards it but someone manages to pierce through that, throwing her into a world of ambiguity and obscurity, filled to the brim with emotions she has never experienced before. He lends light to her darkness, teaching her how to dance with her shadow and how sometimes, a hidden treasure could be found. (male; 1/1 slots taken by Jeongguk)
❋ dusk ||  Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur.
❋ dawn || A puppy adoration towards someone Elle barely knows. All she knows is that he is older. She admires him from afar until one day, she manages to gather her courage and approach him. This man will be her first heartbreak, her perceived first love. (male; 1/1 slot taken by Lu Han)
❋ Polar Night ||  Elle is prone to mood swings and when she's down, she usually prefers to stay indoors where she can't be found, away from the prying eyes of the world. However, by some chance, Elle was forced to stay out and somebody saw her at her worst. *further plotting required* (0/1 slots taken)

Elle

16

Ringmaster

Straight

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