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(A) {Blank Spaces}
{} Tags: dark, drama, trauma; Possible: action, angst, fluff,
{} Trigger Warnings: Mentions of abuse, attempted murder, organized crime, self-harm, trafficking
{} Looking for: Master or Sub. Backgrounds are open as there are multiple ways to fit into the plot
{} Plot: Hongjoong spent about half of his life as a slave to a gang that kept trafficking as one of their many lucrative businesses, especially since most of their inventory came from people that were sold off as collateral. Though he was never actually on the market, he was the face of their business for years, something like a poster boy, for lack of better words. Behind closed doors, he was used and abused, sometimes even drugged and made to drink to make him less likely to fight back, not that he was much of a fighter then anyway. Now, you... You remember seeing his face. Whether it was shady dealings going on with someone you knew, shady dealings you yourself were involved in, or if you were a fellow slave or even just a passerby as he was toted around like the mascot they made him out to be. Once upon a time, you tried to help him. He doesn't remember but you do. Whether you helped his brother rescue him or you happened to make a call at one point, you hoped he'd make it out alive. You can't help yourself with wanting to get close to him, to really make sure he's safe now. Though he isn't sure why he remembers you, seeing your face reminds him of when he felt he had no escape. Maybe you can help fill in the blank spaces in his memories and show him that he wasn't as alone as he thought.

(B) {On Deaf Ears}
{} Tags: dark, drama, , trauma; Possible: action, angst, fluff, romance
{} Trigger Warnings: Mentions of abuse, attempted murder, organized crime, self-harm, trafficking
{} Looking for: Master or Sub, preferably those with a more shady or maybe questionable past
{} Plot: You remember him. You couldn't pay to have him. No, his owner wouldn't allow that, but you spent a few nights with him when you could. You remember how soft and shy he was, how he seemed afraid but curious, tempted to stop you but willing to let you try things out on him to quell his silent questions. Seeing him now, the aura around him has changed. He's not as bright or soft, having become someone almost the complete opposite: on edge, antsy and skeptical. With Hongjoong's view of the world tainted, so many things have changed with him. You're not sure if he remembers you but you press the wrong buttons in doing so, tapping into that more aggressive side he rarely shows. You wanted one more night with him, even willing to pay, but now that you're on your knees, under his control, just what do you have to say for yourself? This may not have been what you expected, and he doesn't seem interested in your attempts to flip the tables. Can you handle not having control over him?

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full nameKim Hongjoong
date of birthNovember 7 1998
orientationGrayual
S/D/VSwitch/Versatile
occupationRockstar
prefered povDetailed 1st & 3rd
other infoViolent & Hostile.
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Then & Now
At a pretty young age, Hongjoong started a small business with one of his older brother's friends. Things were going very well for a while, at least until he learned that this friend of his brother's, someone that even he himself considered a friend and even an older brother as well, was actually doing deals with people involved in organized crime and had been for a while. He pretended not to know for as long as he could. he couldn't pretend any longer though when a big deal for them fell through and he found out this so-called hyung had used him for collateral. one morning, Hongjoong found himself waking up in a room he didn't recognize surrounded by people he didn't know. No matter how many times he said he knew nothing about the deals, which wasn't a complete lie, none of the men there seemed to believe him, or even cared to listen. Held captive from his family and friends, Hongjoong ended up being used and abused, made to be nothing but a toy. after being kept from hongjoong for months, his older brother finally learned the truth and, thanks to that, Hongjoong was saved. The details about how everything happened and how his brother rescued him are still extremely unclear but he's forever grateful to his brother and holds a deep thread of resentment towards the guy he once treated like a dear friend and hyung.

Once upon a time, Hongjoong was looked to as a very talented entrepreneur on the rise, especially for his age. He had companies lining up to bring him in to their ranks to boost their businesses but, when he disappeared, Hongjoong kept it that way. He didn't reach out to anyone. Thanks to his brother, he stayed quite undercover and hidden from what he began to refer to, and still refers to, as "the surface world." As much as he wanted to get out and socialize, he would get terrible anxiety and make up every single excuse not to go anywhere. He would usually only go out at night and wouldn't travel too far. at some point, he signed up for an open mic night, which he used to vent out the bits of poetry and makeshift lyrics he'd been writing for a while - a therapy method he'd been suggested to help him work on getting over his past trauma. After a few open mic nights, a band looking for a songwriter and a frontman approached him. it took a bit of persuading but he eventually joined and ended up being very glad that he did. For the time being, he and his rock band, Crown for the Preachers, keep their music underground and just do it for expression. They aren't really looking to go big, at least not for the time being.

He found out about the club after a fan of the band told him about it. He first came out of curiosity but hadn't done anything. He still hasn't really done anything at the club and, for now at least, only really comes for the atmosphere.
Personality
Due to his past full of deceit and pain, Hongjoong is usually on edge with people, especially strangers. He appears cold and carries himself that way as well, not minding that it can be pretty off-putting to both those that don't know him and those that do. He used to smile often and be a very warm and bright person but, now, he only smiles for his band members and his brother. He doesn't talk much, if at all, especially to people that he doesn't know or hasn't known for a while. Even when it comes to things such as buying clothing or food, if he can't do it online or do it without really interacting more than necessary, he avoids it.

Although he's practically the leader of a pretty popular band, if he's not on stage, he hates crowds as well as loud noises. He doesn't like small, enclosed spaces since he spent so long in one. He can be very snappy if he warns someone of getting too into his personal space and they do it anyway. He's not at all afraid to get handsy if he has to, as in he is not at all afraid to get physical if it means protecting himself or someone he really cares about. It'd be out of character behavior before everything that happened to him but he's been learning various forms of self-defense, something insisted on by his brother and partially by his psychiatrist. He has to take a regular medication daily to help, well, keep his head in check and he can be incredibly edgy if he doesn't have it so his band members and his brother are constantly checking with him to make sure he's had it. (he usually hasn't.)
ual Interests & Preferences*
*Note: The following mostly refer to what he does/doesn't enjoy being done to him.

Most sensitive areas: Back. Neck & Nape. Ears. Inner Thighs.

Turn-ons: Slow and soft touches. Ice play. Candle/Wax play. Soft bites. Rimming. . Rope play and cuffs, but without restriction. play. Toys. Sybian/Motorbunny. machines. . Strong hands. Holding/Being held. Kissing/Being kissed all over. Lip biting. Cross-dressing. Praise. age play (loves to be called "hyung").

Turn-offs: /Restraints. Sensory deprivation. Roughness. Gags. play/eating. play. Force. Spit/Drooling. Face .
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