@kang hyunggu。 /its like a lil flame that ignates into a huge fire - yes thats how Im comparing my feelings towards you right now, even a small little touch can sent a shiver that runs through my spine and I feel it just in the right places, this is so random because apart from knowing you on road to the kingdom this is our first time going out together and it seems for me like we are doing this a lot more than just once, maybe our chemistry is just good? I can blame this all on the alcohol but I know deep down that I feel it, its not just whiskey playing in my head, its you, just you/ and what do you want it to be? /plays with my now empty glass as my eyes focus on you and your features, taking you all in, god youre so ethereal, my hand catches yours when I bring it to my mouth as I kiss it and looks at you eagerly/ lets get out of here
@lee juyeon。 /we barely know each other yet your closeness, more and more frequent, does things to my body. I begin to feel feverish and your teasing antics make me quiver in the most pleasing way. you’re definitely not as reserved in your actions as I falsely claimed before. I want to believe that all of my reactions are caused by extremely weak tolerance for alcohol tonight but I’ve never been too good at fooling myself/ oh? is this a threat or a promise? /I ask once you return to respecting my personal space. scanning your features continuingly, I lose myself in my own thoughts for a moment and when I eventually come back to the reality, I empty my glass, leaving only a few droplets on whisky at the bottom. maybe I’m being foolish but at this point I fail to find a single cell in my body which would stop me from offer/ let’s change go somewhere else.
@kang hyunggu。 okay, I will /chuckles a little to myself, dont minding anyting at all, as long as we can get to talk like that you can call me any names you want. I dont know why Im acting like this when it comes to you, why do I have this weird flex to protect you over all those hungry eyes staring right at you from that girl? I dont wanna be like this yet you got me feeling this way and Im quite confused because I never felt this way before but I blame alcohol on that, its not like I would act like this once Im sober, right?/ I dont like to share /leans over, boldly a little your ear before I bite on it and nuzzles my nose on the skin of your neck when I feel your hand on my body/ no, not yet /when I pull away I dont forget to place a chaste kiss over there and returns to my previous spot like nothing happened, happy enough seeing that the said girl walked away when I gulp down my drink, a satisfied smile is plastered on my face.
@lee juyeon。 I will, don’t worry. but I don’t like going for the obvious so be prepared. /a little smile dances in the corners of my lips when I reply to you, revealing that I were to call you on the street, I would use your name, even if the nickname you chose for me isn’t the most unusual one. somehow your lazy touch has a soothing effect on me, if I can be even more relaxed than I already am. at this point I can’t be surprised when you minimize the distance between our bodies again, leaning closer and talking to my ear. your warm breath brushes my skin and I can’t help but shiver at the sensation, your soft lip make me feel a bit hazy (but I would rather blame the alcohol)/ you’re quite possessive, aren’t you? /I mirror your whisper. one of my hands sneaks onto your stomach, touching it through the layer of your shirt. I have to remind myself to act more reasonably. we’re in a public place for god’s sake/ and I’m not even yours.
@kang hyunggu。 Im sure you gonna quickly get used to it /looks over the bartender as he pours some of my desire into my glass and frowns when I notice something I really dont like, clearing my throat as I flick my eyebrow towards them before returning my eyes to you/ besides, we have still plenty of time so maybe you will think of a nickname for me as well, huh? /my thumb rubs your knee a little bit as my leg presses into you more when I suddenly lean forward to your ear as I whisper over the faint music playing in the background, ignoring your next question when I let my lips brush accidentally on your skin/ from the moment we came in here that lady behind the bartender is looking at you, nonstop /my head tilts to look dangerously close to you when I brush away your hair from your eyes, when the sharp and low tone of my voice snaps in the air/ and I dont like it
@lee juyeon。 not as much as you do. /I’m not entirely sure why I find so much enjoyment in our playful banter which some would definitely prefer to name an ordinary flirting. you’re attractive, I’m attractive and seeing how glad you are to continue this little game of ours, I don’t see why I shouldn’t surrender to this little guilty pleasure/ having the crown is always better than having your neck broken. at this point I’m very content to be a member of a land group. /I giggle and then wet my lips with the alcohol once again. I’m going to relish in my drink, even though whisky has never been my favorite. observing how your smile softens your usually sharp features, I don’t need a lot of time to decide that I would love to see this expression more often/ because it’s on ‘your’ head currently?
@kang hyunggu。 You like it? /putting down the glass when I refer the said nickname from earlier, Im not quite sure if I like you calling more baby or something else, it doesnt matter tho what matter is how your eyes shine in the dim light and the way your sharp features accompany just the soft ones, I may not said that outloud but you really are mesmerizing, chuckling deeply/ yeah we did settle the level high this time, hm? When I first heard about it I thought they gonna let me pull that stunt out but at least Im having the crown /wiggles my eyebrows in a funny way and pats your knee a little before glancing down at our hands and once I stare back at you I cant help but to smile a gentle one this time, more soft and warm like the sunset I love to watch and something plays inside my chest when I suddenly find my glass interesting to look at more than your face, tapping it to signals the bartender for another/ I think you can snatch it right away-..
@lee juyeon。 ‘cutie pie’, that’s a new one. /I snicker, noticing how you seem to take a liking to calling me baby. we may differ on this one, yet I’m going to leave that matter for later. as you take the glass from my hand, I pick up my own. instead of emptying it in one go just like you do, I take a small sip, then swirling the remaining alcohol in the glass. like I said before, I’m a lightweight and I don’t plan to pass out too early tonight/ I will have to because with the number of aces dropping from your sleeves every week I think it’s going to be difficult to snatch the crown. /I reply, feeling how our legs touch now that you pulled me closer to you. who would have though that you’re so hot-tempered. I cover your hand on my thigh with mine, delicately sliding it towards my knee/
@kang hyunggu。 /my smirk just widen upon seeing your reaction, excuse me for being bold but youre just the right type for me, chuckles when I sip on my drink as Im focused on your features, the hand still lingers as I give you a soft squeeze/ kinda- but you seem like a cutie pie to me rather than intimidating one, baby /gulps it all the way as my eyes never leave yours, the taste is sour and I rather want to taste something else than alcohol, the music echos in my mind as I feel in the mood and bring your chair towards me/ you know upon all the whole competition I think you should be the one to win, like I love your every performance, you always look so great, like damn, your stage always surprise me, but I bet you gonna surprise me more
@lee juyeon。 /when you place your hand on my leg, my eyes immediately wander lower, observing this odd and new closeness of our bodies. I don’t know what kind of impression I got of you initially but you surely surprise me tonight. naturally being a very physical person, I don’t even try to brush your hands away as it seems like you take them away on time, before your action become too unambiguous. do you find me so attractive that you can’t keep your hands to yourself? do I have a right to be flattered?/ am I intimidating you? /I ask then, without any intention to make fun of you. if you’re actually intimidated, I must say it’s kind of enchanting/ should I look more into all of those winks you sent me today? /I cackle softly, not being able to wipe the smile off my face/ here. /I take your glass and hand it to you/ to loosen up.
@kang hyunggu。 /oh believe me I have so many things going on im my head when I did that and I know you feel it as well, I can see it in your eyes, youre just one of a kine and in this night Im gonna let you know that, my arm suddenly goes to your thigh when I look up at you, the music makes my nerves to calm down but once I see your expression on your face, I lean towards you when we are settled on stools, running my hand up and down your arm with my other hand as I watch you/ I am? well I dont even try /chuckles softly and pulls my hands to myself when I look at you seriously/ I know that, dont mind my previous actions I just- youre making me feel-... its hard to act myself when Im around you, please dont mind me and just drink, hon
@lee juyeon。 /I honestly have no idea what you’re doing, what’s on your mind when you decide to grab my chin and tilt my head towards you a little. I’m tiny bit taken aback, nonetheless, I let you maneuver my head as you wish, I’ve always been one of the most curious ones. and you just smile at me. how strange is that? when we eventually reach the bar, I climb on the stool, sitting comfortably right by your side. it’s only thursday and this place is just as crowded as one would expect it to be during weekend fever. after you order drinks for us, I turn a bit to you, resting my elbow against the counter/ you’re such a charmer. /I notice, clearly amused with the way you speak/ but drop that cautious patter. I’m sensitive, not a minefield. /I reply, soon thanking the bartender for my drink with a smile/
@kang hyunggu。 /you just caught my attention without even trying I dont know what you gonna call it but I will call it my lucky strike, my hand not leaves it place as I look at you down between my lashes, damn your features are so beautiful up in front of my face, I risk a little when I slide my finger from your jawline to pull your chin towards me, eyes searching for yours when I did that and I just smile to myself when I step away only to drag you to the bar, there is so much stuff going on in my head like I dont wanna scare you away, I dont know why you caught my attention just like that so easily, Im the bad guy and yet such a sweet person wants to hang out with me, maybe people finally are thinking, I smile at you before settles us on stools, asking the bartender for something strong for both of us/ oh no honey, I have enough money for both of us, dont worry about that, baby - light, huh? so you gonna drop soon, dont worry I will take you home
@lee juyeon。 /when appearing on the road to kingdom, I get the opportunity to meet other idols who I’ve never spoken to before. yet there were also many more or less familiar faces, and you’re obviously one of them. I’m friends with one of your bandmates, so we’ve talked briefly once or twice if I remember correctly. that’s why I’m not opposed to the idea of spending some more time together, however, this time it’s only two of us. following you to the bar, I trust your judgement on picking the location. I don’t mind the presence of your hand on my side but when you decide to embrace me, with your hot breath dancing upon my neck, it’s difficult to ignore/ why? are you worried that you don’t have enough money on you to pay for my drinks? /I answer your question with a question, quite playfully. turning my head a little, I’m able to catch the glimpse of your divine features/ light. I’m not much fun.
@kang hyunggu。 /I love those kind of nights when you can just let go of all your worries and have fun like a real human being not just pretending that infamous fake smile in front of a camera, the feeling in my chest fires up when its you that Im hanging out with, although I thought you were gonna say no to my request upon hearing my reputation but Im glad youre thinking on your own. the neon lights flash above us when I let you enter first into the devils trap when I open the door for you and my hand is on your waist to guide you in immediately as we step in, smiling a little on the side when I step closer to you, looking over my shoulder when I wrap my arm around your waist, pulling you close to me as I see someone is trying to go for you already but backs away once I did that and I quirk my eyebrow, head tilting when my eyes glance towards yours/ are you a light drinker or a strong one?