@ω han jisung {sh} Mm, sure
/smiling he slips his shoes off, tucking them up under a bush where he was sure he was going to lose them later, but he didn't really care, he didn't want to carry them and risk getting sand in his ice cream/
The best part about coming to the beach when it's late, the sand is nice and cool and won't burn your feet!
@β lee minho /nods agreeing and bites my lip gently/
Should we take off our shoes?
/raises a brow as I my ice cream and glance down at the sand beneath our feet./
@ω han jisung {sh} I do want to
/smiling softly he kisses your cheek as he thanks the guy as well and walks with you out of the little shop/
Mm, it really is
/he admitted, sighing happily as he his ice cream/
The weather has been so nice, I've been wanting to come to the beach for a while
@β lee minho Fine since you want to so badly.
/mutters softly just kissing your cheek and wrapping my free arm back around your waist. Thanking the guy and leading us out and down onto the sand/
Oh it's really nice out
@ω han jisung {sh} Oh it's okay! I can pay since you paid for the taxi!
/pulling out his wallet instead he nearly drops his ice cream trying to get his card out, but he manages to save it in time and he hands the card over with an apology and a smile to pay for the treats/
You're already taking me out Sungie, I can at least take care of this since it was my idea
@β lee minho /nods slightly agreeing and orders our ice cream for us. Watching as he scoops it right away and hands then over. Handing over yours to you before taking my own and then pulling out my wallet and card to pay for it./
@ω han jisung {sh} It does sound good
/he agrees, tipping his head at the choice/
Mmm I think cone! So I don't have to carry the cup and spoon around the whole time after I'm done
@β lee minho /blinks a fee times at all the options and lets out a small laugh as I wrap my arm around your waist/
There's a lot...but brownie batter sounds the best. I'll do that one.
Do you want yours in a cup or cone?
/asks as I move up to order/
@β lee minho Ohh yummy~
/chuckles lightly as I follow you in. Moving up to the counter I lightly bite my lower lip in thought as I look through the options/
I want something with chocolate...but not sure which.
Suggestions?
@ω han jisung {sh} Cookie dough!
/flashing a smile he kisses your cheek before he steps inside, waiting for you before he walks up to the counter/
What about you? What are you going to get?
@β lee minho Yes! What kind are you going to get?
/raisrs a brow curiously as I grab the door handle and opens it for you. A smile forming on my lips motioning for you to go in/
After you, love~
@ω han jisung {sh} /relaxing a little at the kiss he smiles softly, nodding a little in agreement/
I love you too
/he whispered, happy when he was pulled out of the taxi and out into the fresh evening air. Taking in a deep breath he tries to push away the last of the anxiety as he hugs your arm/
Let's get ice cream!
@β lee minho /hums softly as I tilt your head up to press a sweet kiss to your lips before cooing softly/
I love you.
/whispers before looking out the window and nodding/
Yes a few minutes..
/nods as I pull out some cash to hand to the driver as soon as he stops. Thanking him and pulling you out with me carefully to see were right near the shop/
Oh! There it is~
@ω han jisung {sh} I just don't want them....
/he whispered quietly, looking down at his lap. He wasn't sure if maybe someday his mind would change, but right now he couldn't imagine wanting a baby, or even wanting to do more than buy gifts for Baekhyun's kittens. He was really only good with kids from a distance/
Yeah... I don't wanna ruin our date
/he agrees, letting out a slow breath and nodding/
Are we almost there?
@β lee minho Ah...that makes sense.
/mutters softly as Ingive your hand a gentle squeeze to reassure you that everything is okay/
Hm..yes...I agree but only too an extent. Everything definitely wouldn't go wrong and they don't need as much as you think they do and that's only because you don't have your own to experience first hand. I feel like your mind would definitely change once you have them.
/hums lightly a bit worried since there's a chance I could get pregnant. I had never imagined I'd have help through a heat so I didn't properly prepare but I keep that to myself and just press a kiss to your cheek with a grin/
Let's not think about it anymore though yeah? Let's have good night on the beach~
@ω han jisung {sh} I'm o-on the pill, I'm not ready for babies. I don't want babies for a long long long time
/he mumbles, feeling a bit of that familiar anxiety bubbling back up and he tries to smile to make light of it/
Babies are terrifying. Everything could go wrong, they need so much... I can't even take care of myself properly...
They can hurt themselves, other people can hurt them, they're just so vulnerable and that scares me to death
@β lee minho /hums softly at your words and nods in understanding before letting out a faint chuckle at your words/
Why are you so afraid of babies?
They're so cute...plus there's a high chance one of us could end up pregnant after both our heats and heoni's rut goes by. How would you feel then?
/tilts my head down slightly to look at you genuinely curious/
@ω han jisung {sh} I'm just relieved more than anything I think
/nodding he snuggles close to you, resting his head on your shoulder/
I went from afraid we were competing
to afraid I lost you
to afraid I was a horrible selfish awful person
and then afraid that I was ruining everything
but I'm not afraid of anything now, except babies... and various other totally normal things
@β lee minho That's good.
/grins cheekily at the kiss and just lets out a small hum as I give your hand a gentle squeeze/
Yeah, that makes sense. I'm glad you're handling it well and that we can help..
@ω han jisung {sh} I think so
/nodding his smile grows warmer at the kiss and he tips his head up to kiss the corner of your lips/
I know, but anxiety is irrational you know? I had to give myself time to prove it to myself that everything would turn out okay.
@β lee minho Yeah? You think it's going well?
/mutters curiously as I press a kiss against your temple/
If so I'm glad, I told you we wouldn't ever leave you out.
@ω han jisung {sh} /leaning against you he finds himself playing with your fingers, still feeling surprisingly shy/
I really wasn't convinced at first this was going to work
but I'm glad I was wrong
@β lee minho Of course, there's no need to thank me.
/smiles petting you climb in first. Getting in the taxi after and telling him where to go and just relaxing against fhe seat/
@β lee minho /takes your hand into mine lightly swinging them as I walk us out and call a taxi/
I think there's a parlor by the beach as well..
/smiles at you/
@α song kang I don't mind if it rains but you are right it will be nice if we don't have rain today
*tilts head curiously and huff a bit as I cross my arms against my chest*
This is not really going to be a race I mean you don't have to be this competitive
I was hoping I could win you know
@α ji changmin it truly is a perfect day, i hope it doesn't rain. not that i don't mind but i would prefer to spend the day without that
*chuckles softly then looks down at you as you take your shoes off before blinking softly at your words with a smile*
do you want to? we can do that, i'm a pretty fast runner... though sand can be a bit difficult to run in.
@α song kang Exactly , I would like to call it a perfect day for me
*follows your movement and kneels down to untie my shos laces before taking them off and placing them next to yours hopping back up with a happy grin*
Do you think we can race?! The winner gets a kiss
@α ji changmin Well the beach is a very nice place and it’s a very nice day out.
*chuckles softly as you kick at the sand I nod at your words, setting down the bag before letting go of your hand to slip off my shoes and socks, placing them next to the bag*