sometimes, i just feel like nobody wants me. i do something wrong, even a tiny bit of a mistake, i'm turned into the bad guy. i try to help people but i cant really help myself. i feel so unmotivated. i'm not asking for attention. i just want people to appreciate my efforts even if they're somewhat subtle and unseen by many. i havent heard the most sincere "thank you". i just want people to recognize that im there, i just want...i just.... I don't know. All I know is that I could be dying inside, even if there are no signs or symptoms. I could be dying inside. And no one, not even myself, knows or cares. sometimes i wish i could ing sleep forever but i figured that there are more people who need my help even if they dont recognize my efforts. i'm pretty much made of selflessness and if I put an end to my life, that would make me fully selfish. I hate life, I hate how people treat me like now. I hate that I was treated with kindness that it pushed me show the same level of kindness to others. I just want to pop like a bubble. I dont know why I'm here. I sometimes think I really am useless and purposeless in this world.
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