ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴ

look. i already apologized for the that i've done. you dont have to like me. you dont have to acknowledge me, but hear me out, okay? i came back with one goal in mind: to open an rp someone had started and never accomplished. it became my baby. but then you posted on one of my blog posts and i was like "it's time tonlet bygones be bygones". so i reached out and apologized.

i hurt you 

i said i shouldnt have said

i ended up putting you in a situation that none of us liked

and i apologized for it. do i wish i could change things? sure. but one thing is for sure: i didnt like the way things ended. you were a friend at the time and i dont treat friends like that. not without probable cause. 

bottom line? you dont have to be my friend. im not asking you to even acknowledge me, but just know my apology to you was genuine.

when i deleted the pm i figured it was cuz you wanted nothing to do with me. i was putting in effort to check up on you ー something you said i didnt do when we were friends. i was trying to make small talk but the vibe you were throwing down screamed "why is this even talking to me?" so i stopped.

call me a .

call me whatever you want.

cuz i apologized for the i did and in order to honor that, i kept your name out of my mouth.

so here's to you, dear one. i checked in on you as a concerned party, wanted to make sure you were okay. all i wanted was to put my soul at ease cuz every time i saw you it screamed "dude. you gotta apologize." and i did. my job is done.