I haven't really felt motivated or anything for a while now... all the creative energy I had went into drawing bc I didn't feel like writing... and just as I was about to get back to rp'ing the news hit...
idk who saw it and who didn't but Hongbin left vixx
vixx is my ult group, more than that even. My favorite artists and they mean so so much to me and even though Wonshik is my bias, I love the others almost as much as I love Wonshik...
Hongbin makes me happy. Seeing him happy fills me with so much joy. Seeing him with his brothers, the other vixx members, just makes me so so happy and now... I won't ever see him with them anymore...
i won't get to see the six of them perform together again... I'll never see them live as six...
Hongbin promised us, that we'll be together at concerts even in 50 years...
and now this...
it hurts. It hurts so much. And I'm constantly feeling like throwing up...
so yeah... I really don't know if and when I'll return to rpr because I just need a big break from everything right now
i hope you understand
if you need me you can find me on insta @muteki_insta or twitter @eongdongie_ult
thank you
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