update & excuses

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AuthorAm-Potat
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Tags effemmell 

Lmao that's basically what this blog feels like, so that's the title. 

Anyways, I'm onto bigger - and more painful - treatments now, in addition to hormone replacement and electroconvulsive (jfc I hope I spelled that right) therapy. It's a lot to handle, and in the two weeks since I graduated, I feel like I've done nothing but sleep and go see doctors. My pill box is overflowing and my head feels empty. I'm slowly but surely working my way through things, and trying to keep active around here - if only for the sake of my sanity, and something to look forward to. I miss everyone tbh and feel like I should spend more time catching up on the things I'm missing, but at the same time... I really am missing the mental fortitude to be able to do so. 

BTW, losing your hair , but shaving it off feels like a ing miracle. Makes wearing wigs like, a million times easier, too... Though I'm thinking that I should get a more natural looking one, I'm actually pretty happy with the wild colors. May as well have fun, right? :) 

I love you, and if you're reading this, odds are that I miss your cute self, too. ♡ Be happy & healthy, everyone. 

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persica 3 years ago
Sending you virtual hugs and all my love, darling, you're so strong and i honestly admire your cute hairless <3
blueydotmp3 3 years ago
please take care of yourself, we’ll be here when you’re more ready.
chikookiehope 3 years ago
For wigs, yesstyle.com has really cute and pretty styles (natural and unnatural colors)

I really hope you are able to get through this hard part soon
Crazy_Ex_girlfriend 3 years ago
i miss your cute self
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