Dealing

I lost one of my favorite rp ships and for my close friends who know me. I put a piece of my heart into my charas. So when I lose one it really is painful. I'm not one to end things or leave partnerships because a little piece is lost each time. That might be cringey to say but it's true for me. Rp has a special place in my heart and has gotten me through some so, that's why all of my charas hold a place in my heart...so when I lose one, it hurts in rl. Crazy? Yeah probably lol but that's just me. So I'm a little sad and replies might be scattered~ 

You would think after rping for so many years it wouldn't hurt but it still does~ I'm not one who ends things lol cause I have a problem with saying goodbye~ but I understand. Everyone should do what will ultimately help them in the end. This became more of a rant than a notice~ sorry lol love you guys

Don't mind my sensitive ~ I think I'm just too sensitive for my own good lol