Don't go.

This post, I wanna use it to help you. Please let me do that. Okay? 
I wanna say Happy Birthday in the most happiest way possible, and I hope this will be a happy gift for you. 

I chose Don't Go, because it's what most of your friends want you to know. They don't want you to go, they want to see you smile. I'm writing this very carefully because ... I don't want you to die because of this post, or because of anybody. Do you know that feeling guilty because of someone's death is terrible? Do you want to make other's feel terrible because of them, you took your own life? I'm sorry if this couldn't make you change your mind, but I want to feel content that at least I tried, and am doing a post for you, on your birthday. Like I promised. 

Don't go, unnie. 

Your parents wouldn't want this, to know that their daughter took her life on the day she was born. 

Your friends wouldn't want to know that their friend died out of loneliness, even with their presence. 

I wouldn't want this, because you're still young, potential and beautiful. You have the future ahead of you, do you really want to stop now? 

you want to say goodbye to these guys?

To leader Kris, with his 4D personality? 

To Lay, who makes us all laugh?

To EXO, who worked hard to debut. To see you as their fan? Are you really going to throw
all that away?

I made it shortlisted because I'm worried that you would not read it if it was too long. Unnie, like the song. Baby don't go. 

Talk to someone, a therapist, me, a teacher, anybody that you want to talk to. Spam these people's twitters, weibo, tumblr, whatever. Just .... don't take it out on yourself, let your problems be heard. Because truth is, no matter how ridiculous this might sound, there will always be someone who will listen to you. Believe it or not.