! effective immediately ! long term hiatus-leaving notice (?)

here is my two week notice weyrwior. so, long story short there's been a lot going on in rpr that has left...a bit of a sour taste in my mouth, i'm not mad or resentful or anything relating to those very negative emotions but i am a bit disenchanted, it's sad even, like the beautiful magic and precious memories i've had here over the years have begun to fade away and it's all...bleh that i'm left with. i've found a lot of happiness outside this teeny tiny computer screen in my real life, so i have no complaints there- but in the last few months i still did come to rpr because in some free time that i had between life and work when i didn't want to indulge in my other hobbies i thought well what's the harm in still coming here and rping and talking to people- it was nice. there were some amazing rps i'm glad i got to be a part of so that was fun, and i know i've made a couple of exit blogs saying how i'm done and that i was closing this chapter of my life blah blah blah so y'all are probably tired of it but i think this is. truly. and the last few days the community's been a bit off- i think that's also part of the things that have rubbed me the wrong way- most of us, are already grown adults, and yes we still make mistakes and sometimes we're still ignorant about things that's fine, we learn and grow, and in the recent months if not year or so i've tried to make amends for mistakes i made that hurt friends here, and i've tried to be mature about situations, be civil and treat everyone with respect and turn a page, but y'all i'm tired. we're all adults and yet some people still act out and behave like literal children with a computer screen that need a good whopping- some of y'all sometimes purposely find reasons to get upset (which is beyond me because where do you find the time to get mad about things that aren't important? it's making a mountain out of a molehill but you do you i'm just a stranger and i can't tell you what to do or not to do) and it's this petty behavior that we seem to love to thrive off and sometimes even encourage- and i'm tired of that negative energy, i'm way too happy to put myself in a situation where i get stressed out about silly little things that occur on a roleplaying website- i don't want to be upset, i don't want to be involved in drama and i don't want to be that negative nancy that complains about everything in rpr. i want to keep the fun and good memories and i want to move forward. i will be leaving all my roleplays except one that i'm rather attached to reyrioewe and because it's a fairly small and chill place with some good people that i really appreciate, but other than there i think i really, truly am done with the rpr journey for a looooong time, and i think i may try my hand back in aff and find some mewe based rps, i'm too dumb for discord ryweurior but maybe i'll give it another try too. my intention with this blog isn't to cause tension or to offend anyone- but if you get personally offended then at this point that's a you problem and i'm done apologizing for that- it's a new year, new start and i ain't trying to bring that energy into 2023. we may meet again, we may not, and that's fine like i always say i do wish y'all good fortune and luck in your personal and professional life and endeavors, thank you for the good memories, i kind of spent my teen years on rpr when i wasn't rewatching naruto for the 3rd time in a row because i was am a filthy weeb with no life. take care of yourselves, and honestly go live life, trust me there's so much more out there beyond rpr and i think many of us tend to forget that and this website consumes us (and not in the brightest and most positive of ways). until then. toodles!
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