as to why i'm in and out;

in case anyone thinks i'm dead or that i'm ignoring them 

yes, i've been replying to specific (short post) threads lately and not my longer or heavier threads 

no, i'm not ignoring anyone and no, i haven't updated my tracker in a minute 

i lost my grandpa last week and just had his funeral this weekend so i've been a little wonky but i'm going to try to get back to writing and chatting more consistently as soon as possible. in the meantime, i'm doing my best. 

please be patient with me and if you can't do that then... let me know you want to dip and we're cool