I've been roleplaying for more than half my life now, in fact I've been playing for the majority of my life. There have been highs and lows just like with anything else you do. This is a part of my life that I always felt so scared to let go of. It's brought be comfort and has been a consistency.
the last few years however have changed things. It's something I still am attached to but I feel as though I am holding onto it now because I've done it for so long. I have nothing I particularly want to replace it with or accomplish by leaving, it's just as if things have run their natural course.
I've watched many players come and go and now I think it's my turn but I want to leave something behind even if it's for a short while.
To Telvia. It's been ages since I've played with you but for a long time you were someone I consistently played with. After you ghosted me on purpose I strove to do better, to play better and I believe I did that.
To CheshirecatChen. I miss you, I think of you first when I think of my long term partners. We played with each other for nearly 10 years and when it came to an end it was hard to accept. I hope that you are doing well. I know your personal life changed drastically and I hope you found something and someone who makes you happy and gives you comfort.
Bumpkin...can't remember your player name but the nickname stuck. It was fun playing with you, it was fun and light hearted and a simpler time.
silvermist. My last long term partner, my last partner in general. Thank you for the good times. Things got stiff after our confrontation and for myself I don't think they were ever the same after that. Still we tried...I think fondly of you as a partner and I know you'll find a suitable partner that's far better than I am. But please don't think I came to dislike playing with you.
ELF, Kowaru and spearminty. I owe you both apologies. You two are great players and I just couldn't find a rhythm in our plots to get attached. Thank you for your efforts.
LoveMeHateme. It's been ages since we played and while I'm not sure we were compatible there were some good times.
i think that's it as far as good byes go. I'm hoping to start a new chapter of my life and close this one and forget it. Thanks for all who I played with that weren't mentioned. Best of luck on your own futures
this was saved in my drafts...this decision has been on my mind for a while...today I decided to start my leave 4/2/24
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