What love does to you.

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Created Aug 12, 2014 05:46:49

I thought love would be great. Love would be like bathing in a tub of happiness. Holding hands, texting each other til late night. Smiling everytime you see each other. Telling each other secrets. Answering the phone instantly. Saying I love you.

but no. I was wrong.

love for me is like... Hiding from him everytime I see him. Crying every single night. Wondering what have I done wrong.

i mean like... Is it so hard to even.. Reply me?

i message you day and night, trying to control my voice everytime I call you. Am I that bad? Bad til the point you don't even answer me? Bad til the point I called you out for dinner and that you reject me, but the next moment you call her and ask her out?

If that's the case.. Why don't you tell me to get lost? Why are you killing me like this?

And I know. You are not afraid to hurt others feelings. Don't tell me you are too shy to ask me out. That's bull. That's not you.

im sick of girls squealing over you and handing you notes and presents. I'm sick of girls telling me what you did to them. "Oh he held my hand." "Oh he called me." " oh he asked me to go to school with him."

im sick of it.

To the point that I just want to die...

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inukagmirogolovekpop 9 years ago

I know how you feel bro. Loving someone you know isn't gonna love you back, is probably one of the hardest thing anyone has to go through. When the person whom you like and love doesn't notice you, you start to wonder what you did wrong? Why doesn't he like talking to you or more like why does he talk to others except you? These are the questions I ask myself which was why i've given up on the person i've liked for 2 and a half years. I given up, stalking him (no not really), i've given up having to waste my lunch time looking for him just so that it'll make my day and make me smile at least once when I get to see his face. I've given up having to come late to class cause I know which class he'll be in the next period or so. I've given up on trying to find ways to talk to him, whether its through my friends or his. I've basically just given up on him completely because he honestly just doesn't wanna talk to me or notice me. He thinks that i'm a creep or a , but if he actually got to know me like most people out there. He wouldn't be judging me right now instead he would be defending me. It to know that he's just there for me to daydream, fantasies and smile about, but no. He is actually there to make my life a living hell every time I see him. I wanna cry, ask him what the hell is his problem, why does he keep staring at me if he isn't going to talk to me? I'm sorry that you had to go through this, but i'm sure you'll get through it. You'll learn that maybe that guy isn't good enough for you. Or... you're just gonna have to fight for the guy you love. If you really cherish the guy, then you'll find every way possible to be near him. Don't just give up like me. Show the other girls that you too can win his heart. And if he still doesn't respond to that, then dump him. He isn't worth your heart.