Happy Birthday. I can't Believe we are still friends, omg do you remember when I found out you were a Kpop fan? I started freaking out about donghae lol
and do you remember when you came to my school when I was in seventh grade, and we were in the bathroom fangirling to bonamana.
So many memories. Haha last year I made you sing over to me on the phone. I want to sincerely thank you for coming into my life. If you never came or gave me a chance, I would be ed up as hell. I don't know what I would do with out you, and I'm not just saying this, I mean it. That's why when you have those silence phases it kinda scares me and I worry if I did something wrong. I learned not to trust easily, though I'm only 14, I've been back stabbed so many times, that I don't trust easily anymore. We knew each other since forever, you knew me before I was born, and Kpop brought us closer together. Remember when Najma would always get mad at us because when we were together we were unseperable? Omg. Why am I crying ? I'll be honest with you , I never imagined myself having friends older then me . I never did, I thank super junior and Kpop for giving me a friend, and that's when Salma learned about it too. Now she s more then me lol. Remember all of our kiks, and when we used to text each other on pinger, or when you would die over kyuhyun and yesung. I wanted to sing umberella for you, because those lyrics really convey my true heart at the moment and my feelings. Talking to you makes my day, seeing you sad , quiet and in pain, makes feel as if I'm not doing something right, we've had fights yes.... And we've gotten over them. And I apologize again for all those times. I want to thank you for giving me hope again. When all that happened with eman and she said I tore you and herd friendship, it killed me so bad, I was torn and I didn't know what to say or do. I myself felt that it was my fault and blamed my self continuously till you told me. I love being in your presence , your love for koalas and penguins. I miss you and we have the hardest time meeting. Like most parents let their children go, but us no, we're in jail, questioned like a case is going on if we want to visit someone. We'll that's all Somalis in General but you get my point . From comforting me , and that time we cried together, all of these brings my heart at ease. That time when my dad was sick and you and Salma came over we had the best time ever. From singing crazily, to trying to dance to dream girl with a broom, and acting out scenes from that drama personal taste . All of these , bring a smile to my face and that's because of you. Thank you for being the most awesomest friend I could ask for. Thank you for being you and accepting me for who I am. A lot of people judge, and I don't like it, thank you for giving me a Chance even though I'm three years younger then you. Thank you for teaching me how to be more mature, I've learned lots from you and I owe all of my thanks to you. WIthout you , dannial,salma,Aran and zack, I honestly don't know who I would be, or what I would be doing today. Would I be happy? Or would I be sad or angry? The question lies unknown, and I want to ask you a favor, I know it's selfish of me , but please. When you feel upset or down come talk to one of us, we're always her for you and will listen Umma, now matter what , let it out. It'll help you and we will be able to help you as well. That's if you want to, if you don't it's fine. Anyways in all I love you and happy birthday <333
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
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