in so much ing pain.

I'm in so much pain... I want to suicide..so much. The person I love for ing 3years. Doesn't like me.I know,im a . But I care for my friends when they have problem. I talk to him about his problems. And he keep saying so sweet things about his love.Which is my best friend. I'm broken you know? He ignores me Because of that kody. I'm so ing broken! I know I'm a in school. So rough,so y so ugly. But regina is still there for me. I'm so glad she's there for me. But I need him... I need him... His the longest crush I ever had... And I will cherish him. I will Never leave his side. Guess...I become a nobody....to him... He won't even notice If Im dead... I guess the only choice is... Suicide.